chapter 113


    After my wolf connects with her mate, I know we need to keep moving. We can''t waste time. We need


    to get as far away from here as possible. I don''t want to go back, I want to be free. I feel bad not


    connecting with Dominic in human form, but I mind linking my father and Dominic “we need to get going


    we can have a reunion another time we will catch upter.”


    I feel bad not connecting with Dominic, but there is no time we need to go as far as possible. With


    Dominic being so slow, it''s going to take longer than necessary. I love him, but I don''t want to be


    recaptured. I''m so tired of caring more about other people than myself. Now that it''s not about me, it''s


    about my child I need to consider protecting myself.


    I don''t want to be distant from him, I love him. I am just so tired I want all of this toe to an end. I am


    not sure how much more I can really take on. I am sort of irritated that know one really did not get


    anywhere withing up with a n. Wondering how long I would have been there  until they came to


    rescue me. I know I shouldn''t be thinking like this, I am just exhausted. I don''t know how much longer I


    could protect all those around me, not caring about myself.


    I am also shocked by Jazz''s actions lying to me, I have been blocking her out since she connected with


    her mate. I thought I would at least let her connect again with him. As for her and me, I don''t know if I


    can forgive her. She did it out of spite. I know it was because I did not listen to her about Bridget. I


    understand her not wanting the torture but neither did I. It wasn''t something that I asked for, but I also


    couldn''t sacrifice someone else for my happiness.


    I knew Bridget could not be trusted, but she was young, and she needed help. She was Dominic''s little


    sister, how was I supposed to just leave her with no one. I still don''t know how I am going to tell them


    that she is dead. I have so much to figure out, and I am not sure how to do it.


    I am so lost in my thoughts while I''m running I did not realize I am running alone. I slow down, waiting


    for everybody else not knowing I was so far ahead. I know that I have more power than all of them. I


    honestly think if they truly knew they would be afraid. I see their Wolf''sing. I wait I can see the


    sadness in Dominic''s wolf''s eyes. I want tofort him, but I don''t know what to say. I''m lost.


    So, I start to run once again, hoping I feel better trying to find what I''ve lost. Not knowing what I am


    looking for, maybe just myself. I tried to keep my pace down. I don''t want to run too far ahead just in


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    case they need me. I am sad, but I don''t want them to see it. I should be happy I am free.


    Knowing that I am truly not free until alpha Alex is dead he will never stoping for me I know it. Now


    that I escaped him again, he''s going to be even more angry. Knowing that there is no n in ce


    here. That I''m going back to the cabin with no n of survival. How are we going to fight him are we


    going to be able to? If he just shows up, will we be able to protect ourselves?


    We need to be able to defeat him and gain control of his pack. I don''t know where to start but I will have


    to figure it out. I hate how no one takes this as seriously as we need to take it. I can''t start enjoying life


    until I know that I am safe from ever being captured again. I know that there was nothing they could do


    about me being captured. It was my fault I could have run but I didn''t. I know that anyone trying to save


    me without a n would have been a suicidal mission. It''s almost like I wish that somebody would have


    tried. I wonder if I am being selfish. I don''t know.


    I am getting nervous, not sure how things are going to go once we get back to the cabin. How Tonya is


    going to react to me escaping. I know that she will be happy to see me, but she is going to realize how


    much danger we all are in. I need a break as I stop to take a break. I''m scared of what is going to


    happen. I don''t want to stop, but I need to.


    Jazzes through “Sabrina I''m sorry, please let me in.” I pretend that I don''t hear her, I don''t want to


    listen to her. Even though I''m full of emotion wanting to talk to her, but I refuse. As I watch my father


    and Dominic getting closer, I''m bing nervous. I don''t want them to see any kind of weakness that I


    have.


    Dominic''s mind links me. Sabrina is everything ok you look like you are worried.”


    “Everything is fine. I''m just exhausted, worried about what is toe.”


    “Sabrina we will deal with whateveres our way. I''m sorry that I couldn''t protect you.”


    “Dominic I don''t want to get into all that right now, please. We need to get going. I would like to be back


    at the cabin as soon as possible.”


    I take off before he can respond. I don''t want to talk about everything that has happened. I lived it. I


    don''t want to relive it by talking about it. I just want to forget all of this and move on. I just want to get


    back to where I left off, but I don''t even think that is possible. I just want to find myself for the first time I


    just feel lost.