chapter 55


    It feels like it’s been hours that I’ve been tied to this bed, I’m cold and tired. As I fall asleep my head


    falls down and I choke myself awake. Just waiting for the Alpha toe back, but he neveres. I


    am so exhausted and there’s absolutely nothing I can do. He left me tied to the bed for a reason.


    I hear footsteps but then the door never opens. There’s nothing but silence nowhere to go I can only


    wait for him toe back. I start to think maybe he’s just going to leave me here to die. He must be


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    getting tired of me, and he’s done, that’s possible. Maybe he found somebody else to torture instead of


    me.


    I know that he thinks that I am being tortured by leaving me alone but It’s quiet and I love it. Not being


    able to hear anything and it just being, so quite its so peaceful. I know it’s wishful thinking it’s not going


    tost forever, he will be back he is always there to make sure my life is hell.


    I am awaken by water thrown on top of me. It’s freezing cold on my already frozen body. I start shaking,


    I’m freezing. Then the Alpha says, “Are you ready toply now Sabrina?”


    I looked at him and begin to cry.


    I start groveling to him I am so sorry for whatever I’ve done. “Please forgive me and I will try not to


    repeat my mistakes.”


    “I will even work harder to shift into my wolf.”


    He then tells me, that’s my first mistake not listening and obeying him and following his every


    I looked at him and I say, “whatever you want Alpha.,” I try to make myself look weak. As there is a fire


    burning in my soul, I’m eagerly waiting. I will pounce and rip his fucking heart out of his chest but I will


    save that forter.


    As he starts to untie me, my entire body copses from being so weak. I’ve been stuck in the same


    position for so long. I don’t even know how long I was left  it seemed like forever.


    He tells me to get the fuck up.


    I try to move but my body is too weak to budge. I say to him, “please don’t punish me, I am too weak to


    move my body. I don’t understand I keep trying to move but I can’t.


    He thenughs and says “You are so fucking weak you make me sick.”


    I cry, “I’m sorry Alpha” he ps me.


    “Quit your fucking crying it’s so annoying.”


    “I will give you something to cry about god you are such a waste.”


    Then he just turns around and leaves the room. I curl my freezing body into a ball trying to get warm.


    I’m so exhausted I fall asleep and he’s in my dreams now. What a nightmare, he’s beating me over and


    over. Every time I would try to get up he would kick me back down. Yelling for me to stay the fuck


    down. I beg for him to stop, and he justughs at my cries. He says you don’t tell me what the fuck to


    do as he kicks me harder.


    I jump from the kicking he is doing in my dream. I wake up screaming and sweating just right before he


    tries to kill me. When I wake it’s dark and Alpha is not in the bedroom. Why did that feel so real?


    I am so relieved I get up, go into the bathroom, and turn the shower on. I wait for the water to get nice


    and hot it feels like it’s been a century since I was able to get a shower. I step into the water I am letting


    the hot water run all over my body as it is washing away all his bodily fluids that are dried to my face.


    Including my own fluids from being tied for so long. I even had to piss myself he is such a monster. I cry


    in the shower so full of emotion it’s like it’s a regr thing. Just a constant reurrence and not


    pretend, I don’t know the difference anymore.


    As the water runs over my body I quickly start to wash myself just in case hees back. I hurry and


    finish up. I shut the water off, grab my towel and dry myself the best I could. I wrapped the towel


    around me since I’m not able to pick out my own clothes. How dare I pick my own clothes to wear. So I


    go to the sink and drink some cold water that is much needed.


    I start to clean up the room, I strip the bed knowing the sheets are dirty. I put them in a pile and then I


    just sit on the bed and wait for him toe back. I know that my punishment isn’t over and he will


    continue, I just pray that I can take it.


    As I sit and wait he neveres, so, I decided to get up and finish cleaning the room. The mattress is


    embarrassing seeing it soiled from being tied to the bed. I had no choice but to piss myself. I look


    around to see if there is anything for me to clean up the mattress.


    Jazz says, “Sabrina I know you are struggling but I’m here.” “Don’t block me out you can talk to me.


    I respond , “There’s nothing to talk about Jazz.” I’m just tired that’s all. I can’t find any cleaners for me


    to clean the mattress, so, I just let it be for now.


    I hear walking outside the door. The door is unlocking and it opens. I close my eyes scared what is


    going to happen to me this time. As its opening I don’t hear who is on the other side. When I am slowly


    opening my eyes I see its the Beta. He is moving closer to me.


    I ask, “Is there something you need?”


    He says nothing.


    Just keepsing towards me. I’m wondering if he’s trying to test me. Wanting me to react to him, I try


    my best to stay calm.


    I then ask, “ Is there anyway you could get me some cleaner for me to try and clean the mattress.


    “Sure, I will see what I can do but for now, you are to get dressed ande with me.”


    I’m forgetting that I’m still wrapped in a towel.   Alpha did not pick my clothes out yet, he then tells me,


    Alpha said that you could pick something out for yourself.


    “Okay, thank you!” Can you give me some privacy, so I could get dressed?”


    Knock on the door when you’re done, then of course he leaves to wait outside the door.


    I say to Jazz , “he is full of shit trying to be nice to me.” Jazz responds, “well Sabrina if he is lying he will


    pay the consequences of lying and deceiving his Alpha.” I really don’t think that he would do anything


    to define his alpha. Yes your probably right Jazz in all honesty. He is a pretty big pussy cat Iugh out


    loud then Jazz giggles along.


    I start searching for some clothes to put on.


    I find somethingfy making sure there is no kind of cleavage that will show. Nothing asking for


    attention to be on me. I knock on the door so the Beta knows I am done. Shocked when the door opens


    it’s not the Beta, it’s the Alpha