chapter 29


    As I am waking up the sun is shining in through the curtains. I''m so happy to see that the Alpha is not


    don''t care what he has to say. I get up go to the bathroom and brush my teeth. I turn the water on to


    warm it up for my shower and get into the shower. The hot water feels so good over my body. I am not


    sure how much more I can handle. I am not going down without a fight, but I''m just not sure how much


    fight I have left without Jazz.


    As I get out of the shower I pick up my towel, dry off my body, and I walk out to read the Alphas


    possessive note that he has written me. I follow his every move like his little puppet. It says, “Good


    morning Sabrina, I hope you have slept well. Remember the rules I stated at dinnerst night. They


    haven''t changed, and if they''re not followed there will be consequences for your actions. Oh, please


    don''t follow the rules and let me punish you. You know how much I like it. Have a good day my sweet


    Sabrina.”


    I put the note down on the stand in disgust. I really can''t stand the way that he is so possessive. I can''t


    leave my bedroom until someonees in and gets me for breakfast. Not even really knowing what


    time it is maybe I even missed breakfast, but what the hell does it really matter anyway. I sit and think


    of a n on how to get my wolf back. I don''t know what the hell he did to me for her to just up and


    disappear. I don''t even heal as fast as I would normally heal. The bruises are still on my face now


    fading, but still there.


    As much as jazz got on my nerves with all her positive talk I could really use it right now to keep me


    from giving up.


    I hear a knock at the door. It opens and it''s Tonya. She tells me, “I''m here to take you down for


    breakfast. Please follow me,” and I follow her like a little puppet. God, I hate this ce. As I sit at the


    table even now when I am allowed to speak I don''t. As breakfast is being served my mouth is watering.


    I am so hungry from not eatingst night, so I''m excited to eat and don''t really want to talk to anybody. I


    can''t trust them. I don''t know what to say because of getting the consequences from the Alpha. I''d


    rather do my own dirty d''s than be told on by a couple tattletales. Tonya perks up and says, “How did


    you sleep Sabrina?”


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    I respond to her, “Well. Thank you for asking how about yourself?”


    She says, “I slept lovely. Thank you for asking.” I almost choke up my breakfast from disgust.


    I stand up and ask if I may please go to the bathroom. The Beta looks at me and responds, “Tonya will


    you please take Sabrina to the bathroom?”


    Tonya says'' “Of course I will.”


    We walk to the bathroom in silence. Once we get into the bathroom Tonya speaks and says, “I know


    how to get your wolf back.”


    I look at her with confusion. “What do you mean you know how to get my wolf back?”


    “You have to concentrate and work on it every single day. You have to be able to bring her back by


    yourself. Then they will never be able to take your wolf away from you. It''s some kind of medicine that


    they give younger wolves to block out their wolves. It''s so they can''t attack and learn to get control of


    their anger. If you concentrate you''re able to bring her back on your own, and they will never be able to


    take her again.”


    “Tonya why are you trying to help me? Is this a trick,” I respond.


    She says, “It''s not a trick. You still are my best friend, and I hate seeing you so beaten and broken. I


    can''t talk to you for very long or else Mark is going to know something is up. We need to head back


    now.”


    So then we walked back to the dining room and sat down. We begin to eat our breakfast. I sit in silence


    wondering if what Tonya said is true, and if I can get her back on my own. As I finish up breakfast the


    Beta thanks me foring down and tells me to go back to my room. I say, “Thank you for having me.


    Goodbye. See you at lunch.”


    As I walk up the stairs I get excited knowing that jazz is not gone forever and that she will be back and


    once I get her back she won''t ever leave. Then the escape begins once again. One thing I know is my


    true fight is only beginning. That pain makes me stronger, and I will escape this hell. Once I get up to


    the bedroom I look for candles to light. There isn''t any. Of course, it''s not like I had a lighter anyway, so


    I make afy nest. I ce pillows and nkets on the floor where I can sit and meditate. Then I


    concentrate only on Jazz and myself. I''m praying to God it works, and shees back to me. I need


    my wolf because my body isn''t healing the way it should. I simply just need her. I''m iplete without


    her, so I begin.