Chapter 132


    He doesn’t give chase.


    I’m not sure if I’m relieved or


    disappointed.


    After the initial shock and fear passed, the reality of his words sank in…and it


    was HOT.


    I’ve never been wanted like this before.


    Never had any man-let alone an Alpha


    like-Aaron-desire me to the point of


    madness.


    It’s heady and a seduction all its own.


    It makes me want to strip down in front


    of him, touch myself and dare him to


    take me. Any way he wants to.


    But I deny that urge.


    It’s only passion talking. And I need to listen to my mind. Not my heart or body.


    Our rtionship is too tenuous and


    what he is proposing…I’m not sure why


    or what it might mean. And I’m already


    a pariah in the paranormal world as a


    human Alpha. I can only imagine the


    fallout that would transpire if I was


    mated to Aaron.


    That would not bode well for him.


    I’d be too much of a liability.


    Once mated, the lives of wolves are


    intertwined. The souls bound together.


    And since I’m dying… such an act would


    be a death sentence to him.


    He can’t die. He needs to live. He needs


    to take care of our baby.


    I caress my stomach as I stare at the


    this bedroom.


    I need to tell him. Tonight.


    The undergarments are silk and the pricetags are ridiculous. These are scraps of clothing, really, not


    much


    material at all. I can’t fathom how they


    can charge so much for nothing.


    I debate not wearing any-that would


    surprise him-but the allure of such


    decadent panties and bras is not


    something I want to pass up.


    I settle on a ck matching set that has trailing chains of Swarovski gems and tie knots at the hips.


    Maybe he’ll actually


    untie these instead of ripping them off my body.


    The bra is my size, or normally would


    be, but as my pregnancy progresses, my breasts arerger and they bulge over the demi cups. I catch


    a glimpse of myself in the mirror.


    My curves are more pronounced, my hips and breasts are fuller than they were just a week ago. My


    body is


    changing and I like it. I like seeing the


    physical evidence that life is growing


    inside of me.


    Belongs to (N)?vel/Drama.Org.


    I pick a dress. This time, I go with wh ite.


    It’s floor-length with a plunging neckline and a slit up one thigh that shows off almost my whole leg


    when I walk in it.


    There are heels too.


    My, but he thought of everything.


    I don’t know much about designers but I recognize the red bottoms of Louboutin


    heels, and i slide those on my feet.


    Aaron has rigid control. His emotions


    reined in so I’m never really sure what


    he’s thinking or feeling. He made it clear


    today that he wants me.


    And I’m going to test just how badly.


    With what little time I have left, I won’t deny myself or him.


    I can’t mate him-but I can im his


    body.


    He’s in for a surprise tonight…one he


    won’t forget.


    There’s a knock on the door. “Leah?”


    I unlock the door and open it.


    Aaron’s eyes sh pure gold, then he


    reaches for me…