Chapter 4 – Peace, Disturbed
“The sea always filled her with longing, though for what she was never sure.“–Cornelia Funke
Kiya
Ivory <b>and </b>Ebony followed the water droplets dripping from my hair underneath the cotton shirt as we walked down the stairs toward the kitchen. The felines campered to their feeding bowls, eating to their heart’s content <b>once </b>I set them down on the floor. Poor Ebony was still partly wet from the bath incident. My wild child wanted attention so much that her little brain concocted the idea to leap into the soapy bathwater.
Her nails… ended up in a ce where they shouldn’t be.
Needless to say, <b>bath </b><b>time </b>came to a swift end.
I rummaged through the kitchen cupboards for a mug, wanting a drink of water, when I heard the refrigerator door open from behind me. Turning, 1 spotted a very pregnant Sapphire digging through the stuffed fridge, pushing aside the bundles of vegetables and juice bottles for the renowned container of Nute <b>and </b>celery sticks. She <b>tore </b>open the container with and dipped <b>her </b>sticks, moaning loudly when she began eating.
I stared in silence. Pregnancy looked like a nightmare.
“Hey, Kiki!” Sapphire greeted, waving a stick. “What’s up?”
“I thought food <b>cravings </b><b>were </b>supposed to disappear <b>after </b>the first bimester.”
“<b>Jokes </b>on you; I’m always hungry.”
Well, I understand <b>that</b>, Isaiah strolled into the kitchen<b>, </b>the sunlight bouncing off his eyes as he found his wife. His hands <b>went </b>to her swollen belly, rubbing loving circles over her shirt. “Sapphy, we’re going to bete for your appointment if we don’t get going. You can have your jar of chocte afterward.”
“Hazelnut.” She corrected. “We’ll go after I finish my snack.”
“Thest time you said that we were an hourte to yourst appointment! You’re lucky Dr. Nava loves you so
much.”
“I can’t help it. I’m eating for two.”
“Thesest five months flew by, huh?” Imented, filling my mug with water. Unlike human pregnancies <b>that </bst nine months, werewolf pregnanciessted six. The first month of a werewolf pregnancy equated to the third month of a human pregnancy, ording to the size of the fetus. Sapphire was at thest stretch of her pregnancy. In the next few weeks to a month, we’ll have a brand–new pack member!
“Indeed, it has. I still can’t believe I’ll be meeting my <b>son </b>soon.” Isaiah murmured, pressing loving kisses on Sapphire’s cheek, who giggled in response. “I still think you overdid it on the blue baby clothes.”
“Blue is royalty, and Micah will <be </b>into the world as a handsome prince!” My blond friend vowed, finishing up thest of her celery sticks before setting the jar down on the counter. “Alright, I’m ready. How do I look? Please, tell me my <b>shoes </b>match this time.”
“Uh, no.” Sapphire scowled at her sheepish–looking husband,ughing nervously. “I tried to tell you, but you <b>wanted </b>your chocte jar so bad!”
“Hazelnut!”
I looked down to see Sapphire wearing a <b>ck </b>slip–on shoe on one foot and a neon–pink croc on the other. I me her enormous belly for her inability to bend down like she used to. That position got her pregnant in the first ce.
Both left for the hospital with the winds of excitement following them. My fingers rapped against my mug as I soaked in the kitchen’s silence. However, it <b>was </b>broken through when the excited chatter of children echoed through the kitchen window.
Children of all shapes, sizes and colors zipped past the window chasing each other or a worn–out ser ball they loved to kick around. Ximena sat on a rock, showing Alessandro how to y <b>on </b><b>the </b>Nintendo Switch. Aisha mended to a garden of flowers with Mara at her side, grinning as she showed them a blossoming daisy. Dwayne swung around <b>his </b>son Kane, while Olivia watched with a smile. Darien and Galen were training with Jackie, as usual, while Mikhail and Abigail sat off to the side, cleaning <b>training </b>weapons
My home was blessed.
Everyone was happy, and so was I.
But I couldn’t ignore the sting of loneliness that hit my heart from time to time. I settled my mug to the side, inhaling a stream of air as I watched the happiness of my family bloom wildly as the flowers of the garden. There wasn’t a reason to pay attention to the ache, because there was none. Ebony and Ivory are children. I have my peace.
Nothing was going to ruin it for me<b>.</b>
“Kiya?” I felt a tap on my shoulder. Startled, I spun around to meet a pair of purple eyes, waiting expectantly for me. My heart throbbed underneath my palm <b>as </b>I breathed in <b>relief</b>.
“You’re way too quiet for your own good, Phoebe.”
“I apologize. I didn’t mean to scare you.” A soft meow echoed below us. Phoebe’s smile grew when Ivory rubbed her head <b>against </b>her ankles, her tail pointed up. “Hello, little one. You look good today.” <b>Phoebe </b>leaned down and Ivory purred and butted her head against her <b>palm</b>.
“What brings you by?” I asked, leaning against the counter. “Are you worried about something?”
“You’ve gotten better at feeling emotions, I see.” Phoebe stood erect, stuffing her hands in the pockets of her <b>maroon </b>summer dress. “<b>I </b><b>am </b>worried. Kiya, do <b>you </b>feel as though something is off?”
“Out of bnce.” She <b>spoke</b>. “I believe there is something terrible on the horizon. I contacted Violetta about it yesterday, and she <b>said </b>she felt something <b>was </b>wrong as well. What about you?”
“Well…” I expelled <b>a </b>short<b>, </b><b>audible </b>sigh <b>as </b>the memories of thest few <b>days </b>reyed in my <b>head</b>. From my selenite acting strange to <b>that </b>horrific encounter in the museum, I’d be a fool if I didn’t <b>expect </b>Phoebe <b>out </b>of
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all people to sense that something is fucked up in the <b>air</b>. “How long have you felt this?”
“A few days now.”
“That pretty much lines up with what happened to me at the museum.”
“Wait, what happened? What museum?”
I reiterated everything to Phoebe, from the pull to the Egyptian exhibit to the literal attack. Her fear and pallid skin told me she, too, knew something was up. I bit my lip, the anxiety in my belly stirring. Attacks like the <b>one </b>I <b>experienced </b><b>don’t </b>happen at random, and considering it was a goddamn snake spirit thing, the inklings of the past crawled up my skin.
I wanted to scream.
“This is… concerning.” Phoebe muttered, crossing her arms under her chest. “And since Violetta could feel the shift too, I believe it would be best for us to meet up and talk to get to the bottom of it.”
“But she and her band are traveling. We don’t <b>even </b>know if she is in California. I thought about contacting Selene about it, so maybe she’ll tell me something?”
“I wouldn’t get your hopes up. The gods are notorious for being cryptic and leaving us to figure some <b>things</b>. out. Hekate had nudged me in the right direction but has revealed nothing specific.”
That was true. Since Selene prided in her wolves making their own discoveries, I doubted she would <b>expose </b>what was truly going on. It was both a blessing and a curse. A nudge is what we need–maybe two nudges. I pulled my cell phone from my pocket. “I’ll text Violetta to see if she is in town. How soon would you want us
to meet?”
“Tonight, if possible.”
My eyes jumped from my phone to my friend, arching both eyebrows. “That’s very soon, don’t you think?”
“I don’t want to let this drag on, and I know you don’t either.”
“Good point.”
Before I could send Violetta a text, the notification sound pinged. A preview text from Nuria appeared on the screen. When I read her message, both my <b>throat </b><b>and </b>my mouth dried up. “Um… Nuria sent me a <b>text</b>.”
“N–Nuria?” Phoebe’s eyes widened, her cheeks blossoming a mellow pink. “H–<b>how </b>is she doing? Is sheing. <b>to </b>visit soon?”
“I’m not sure. <b>She’s </b>inviting me to Aunt <b>Essie’s </b>birthday party next week…”
“Oh…” The downtrodden tone of her <b>voice </b>sparked my curiosity but disappeared when Phoebe’s lips rose into a smile. “<b>You </b>should go. Parties are always <b>a </b>fun time when you’re not <b>an </b>Empath.”
“I…” I couldn’t sto
stop staring at the text. Nuria <b>was </b>waiting for my reply, and I wasn’t sure if I <b>had </b><b>an </b>answer. Should I ept or decline? On one hand, going to the party meant I get to <b>see </b>some familiar faces and see Onyx Moon for the first time. On the other, I <b>was </b>nervous about <b>seeing </b>Neron <b>again</b>. We haven’t seen each other in <b>three </b><b>years</b>. Texting <b>and </b><b>asional </b>video calls were the only times we <b>ever </bmunicated.
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Did I miss him? Yes.
But separating was the best thing for us. I could focus on myself and my healing without distractions. Hell, <b>I </b>spoke to Neron more than I spoke to <b>Raina</b>. Aunt Essie and Nuria would drop by <b>the </b><b>pack </b>from time to time, but Neron was <b>always </b>absent.
I wonder how he’s truly doing. He seemed worriedst night, but maybe I’m looking <b>too </b>deep into it. I’m. concerned about nothing.
“<b>Kiya</b>. I know <b>you </b>want to see Neron.” Damn Phoebe and her psychic abilities. “This would be a wonderful opportunity to <b>reunite </b><b>with </b>your family and catch up with him. Kill two birds with one stone<b>, </b>as people say.”
Ivory’s soft fur brushing against my ankles helped ease the anxiety threatening to grip at my heart. “I guess. you’re right. Seeing the new pack has been long overdue, I guess.”
“That’s the spirit! <b>And</b>… maybe you can figure out when Nuria will being over again?”Text ? by N0ve/lDrama.Org.
The sudden silence between us was deafening, but the growing smile on my face made all the noise. Phoebe’s pinkening cheeks graduated to red as she <b>shot </b>me a haunting re. Her attempt at intimidation made meugh because she knew what I was thinking. “Phoebe… I’ve been meaning to ask you<b>…</b>”
“No. The answer <b>is </b>no.”
“There is no shame in liking Nuria.” I grinned. “She is a very beautiful woman and-”
“Just let me know when Violetta messages you back,” Phoebe said quickly, stomping out of the kitchen with her strawberry–blond hair flying behind her. I’m no Cupid, but if fate yed their cards right, there <b>could </b>be something in for <b>those </b>two… but I don’t want to get my hopes up. Pulling the cotton shirt from my head, I texted Nuria about my attendance and sent Violetta a message right after. Her response came through when I was walking toward my parents‘ home, confirming that she was in <b>California</b>.
Looks like tonight’s meetup was happening.
An hourter, I walked <b>to </b>Mom and Dad’s home. When I reached the petite abode, I swung the door open because it was unlocked. However, I sincerely wished they remembered to lock the door <b>because </b>what I saw <b>had </b>my eyes screaming for holy water.
Oh, why the fuck didn’t I knock?
My memory <b>needed </b>to be <b>erased</b>. Cursed <b>imagery </b>was <b>right </b>in front of me. Mom and Dad were seconds <b>away </b>from peeling their clothes off <b>and </b>fucking on their couch.
Of course, they had every right to do the devil’s tango in the privacy of their home, but lock the goddamn door before that! They shrieked, hopping off each other <b>and </b><b>smoothening </b>out their clothes and hair, but never mind the bright cherry red lipstick on Dad’s lips<b>.</b>
It’s a nice color on him.
“<b>Mija</b>!” Mom shouted<b>, </b>fingerbing her hair. “W–<b>what </b>are you doing here? Haven’t I taught you to knock?”
“Hey, don’t me me for walking into a whorehouse because you two forgot to lock the door!” I huffed, crossing my arms. “I have my fair share of interrupting loving couples in the middle of their loving, but this is too much.”
“We apologize for disgracing your eyes, mi rayo de luna. Next time, we’ll let you know beforehand.” Dad grumbled sarcastically, obviously upset from the interruption. I bit my lip to stifle myughter when he turned his head <b>away </b>like a grumpy old man. Mom poked at his side, slowly but surely bringing a smile back on her mate’s <b>face</b>. My heart was warm. I hope to have the love they have one day.
“What brings you by?” Mom asked.
“Nuria invited me to Aunt <b>Essie’s </b>birthday party, and I want to go this year. I know you two are attending, but I was wondering if you <b>have </b>any suggestions on gifts I could get her?” My parents tapped their cheeks in thought. Dad patted a seat <b>next </b>to him for me to take, but I opted for the armchair.
I’m not sitting in their sin.
“Jewelry is always the way to go. Celeste loves anything and everything shiny.” Mom answered, cing her arm on the armrest. “Anything custom made she’ll <b>love</b>, even clothes. Does that help?”
“I sent her jewelry <bst </b><b>year</b>.”
“You can never have enough jewelry!”
“Oh, I know. I spent thousands in jewelry <b>since </b>we got married.” Dad chuckled <b>when </b>Mom punched him in the arm. “Think about what she means to you, bebita, and you’ll find something, I promise.”
“<b>What </b>did you two get her?”
“Bath bombs<b>, </b>skincare stuff–the usual,” Mom responded.
“Celeste brought us a soft set of robes and towels on our wedding anniversary, so I got her the same,” Dad
answered.
“Hmm. Okay.” I hopped <b>on </b>my feet with my <b>mind </b><b>running </b>through many gift options. “I have <b>a </b>week until the party, <b>so </b>I should have the present wrapped and ready to go until then. Be sure to lock the door this time when I leave, okay?”
“<b>You </b>don’t have to keep reminding us!” Myughter echoed through their home as Dad pushed me out, muttering <b>under </b>his breath in Spanish. Hearing that telltale lock of the door, I skedaddled out of <b>there </b>to protect my ears <b>from </b>the hellish noises of <b>lovemaking </b>bound to <b>make </b>their <b>appearance</b>.
Wolves were too fucking loud.
Selenite. Moonstone. Diamond, Clear Quartz.
Jewels of the earth couldn’t rival the moon shining over the wavering sea. The moon was entering itsst quarter<b>, </b>soon fading into the new moon of June. Silver light <b>entranced </b>me as Phoebe and I sat side–by–side on arge rock on Millennium Beach, a beach closest to pack territory.
The wind howled around us, taking our strands in its methodical dance like lovers on the dance floor; gentle. <b>We </b>waited for Violetta to arrive. Sneaking out of pack territory was no easy feat, and Phoebe and I surely would get into trouble, but we needed this.
All three of us needed this.
Quiet minutes had passed, the sound of the waves hitting the shore serving as our only music. Soon, dissonant sshing was heard, capturing our attention. I squinted my eyes to spot an anomaly in the <b>water </b>swimming toward us. An indescent fluke hit the surface, glittering under the moonlight as the body propelled toward us. When the culprit rose to the surface with a grin, Phoebe and I breathed in a sigh of relief.
“Am 1te?” Violetta asked, stretching her arms toward us. <b>We </b>worked to pull the mermaid from the waters. settling her in between us, her tail flopping against the rock. Her fishtail reminded me of the angel aura quartz; every shift revealed a part of the rainbow glistening in her scales.
“Nope, you’re right on time.” Phoebe answered. “How’ve you been?”
“Blessed, if I’m being frank. The band has been doing well. My partners are amazing, and I’m living my life to the fullest as a full woman. I’ve never been happier. Vio’s smile warmed my heart, her happiness shining through her ocean blues. I remembered the news she shared about fully transitioning into her true self, and to see the change in her eyes and smile from it made me realize just how precious life and happiness <b>were</b>.
If there is an opportunity to make yourself happy beyond belief, take it, no matter <b>the </b>cost.
“Our peace has been great, as well.” I answered back, but my smile lessened to a forlorn frown. “But I’m scared that it’ll be cut short.”
“Yeah.” The mermaid pushed wet strands of her hair behind her ear. “I’m praying to Amphitrite that what we’re feeling is wrong. It has to be. I don’t want this peace to end.”
“Unfortunately, we don’t have that luxury as avatars.” Phoebe exhaled, staring back out into the sea. “If something wants to happen, it will. Being part god isn’t all that is cracked up to be.”
“No kidding.” I drew my knees to my chest. “So, how are we going to do this?
The three of us fell into silence, trying to figure out the best way to go about this. Phoebe perked up, her eyes shimmering through the darkness, giving her more of a haunting yet alluring appearance. “Well, this is where the associations of our goddesses <b>have </b>met. Why don’t we use it to our advantage?”
“Exin.” Violetta said.
“The sea is Amphitrite<b>, </b>the moon is Selene, and the night is <b>Hekate</b>. <b>I’m </b>not saying this could happen <b>every </b>night, but we can use this one to ask for a sign. They can hear us, and I know if we <b>ask</b>, they’ll respond.”
Despite the moon entering thetter stages of its cycle, the bond <b>between </b>Selene and I was strong. The moon’s strength goes through its phases, with the full moon being the strongest time between my goddess and I. Selene was here and <b>is </b>listening. Two other powerful presences linger <b>around </b><b>us</b><b>; </b>Hekate <b>and </b>Amphitrite. Phoebe has never been wrong with mystical dealings, so the fact that I could feel all three goddesses was proof <b>enough </b>for me.
Violetta, Phoebe, <b>and </b>I prayed to our goddesses, begging for guidance on this next <b>phase </b>of our journey. To
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<b>give </b>us <b>a </b>sign or a clue for what wasing. To tell us what we need to watch out for, and what risk it can
post to us, our friends, <b>and </b>our families. The surrounding silence howled with the wind as it picked up around us, centering <b>us </b>in <b>the </b>middle of its non–threatening whirlwind.
Trickling water drew us to its tune<b>, </b>allowing the three of us to witness a magical spectacle that children would dream of. The moonlight bent and danced around the funnel of water in the middle of <b>the </b><b>sea</b>, growing in size and potency with wisps <b>of </b>violet encircling it like a dancing thread. We watched in awe, charmed by the show.
The disy of white and violet, however, <b>suddenly </b>shed red, and the sea moved to the tune of force and violence. In the pir of red light, we saw the vision of a monstrous <b>serpent </b>with its head imbued with flint, releasing a menacing roar that rocked the earth beneath us. I didn’t have the power to look away because every second of the vision forced <b>me </b>to look while horror floated in and around my chest like a balloon.
A smaller version of that exact snake attacked me in the museum.
The serpent slithered in and around what appeared to look <b>like </b>a mountain deep in a dark realm, unreachable by mortals and creatures alike. I felt fury beyond anything I’ve ever felt within myself or anyone else. The red eye of the serpent found me, and my body seized in fear. It couldn’t see me, but I felt <b>as </b>though it could.
“What… the fuck…” Violetta whispered, trembling beside me. I grabbed her hand, squeezing it for reassurance more for myself than her. I heard Phoebe whimper and felt her hand sping mine. She must’ve reached over
to do so.
“Guard your hearts and your bonds.” A voice in the wind whispered around <b>us</b><b>. </b>It wasn’t Selene, but one of the other goddesses. “The mad god seeks revenge, and he will not stop until he does. He cannot escape for now, but <b>tread </b>carefully, young goddesses.”
In the blink of an eye, everything reverted to normal. No more of <b>the </b>shing light show. No more whispers of the wind. It was <b>as </b>if nothing ever happened. The three of us shot each other looks of worry and fear at what
was told to us.
Mad god?
A GOD?!
<b>I</b>… I don’t know if I could do this again.