Chapter 38 – Letting <b>Her </b><b>Go</b>
“If you love something so much, let it go. If ites back, it was meant to be; if it doesn’t, it never was.” – Albert
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After a single taste of darkness, it’s hard toe back from it. Evidence shows in my brte puppet as she <b>continued </b>to make terrible decisions, aligning with her eventual fate. Oh, she’s been good for me it pays to sell <b>your </b>soul to the devil.
But, <b>as </b>ites with <b>tools</b>, once they outlived their purpose, they be disposable.
I got what I wanted. My Little Moon touched darkness. Through her stubborn resistance and wavering resolve, she <b>finally </b>cracked. Watching her mercilessly ughter <b>that </b>pathetic guard <b>was </b>a thing of beauty. Every stab, every slice<b>, </b>and every scream from that poor man made a masterpiece of gore!
And she didn’t <b>feel </b>a damn thing. That was the goal! And now, that same darkness rumbles within her, waiting for its next release. The sweet scent from afar is so alluring, and the best part is, she doesn’t even know it! That’s what <b>makes </b>it fun–the unknown!
Now, it’s time to get rid of this annoying cur. It’s a shame her injuries sustained from the Beta Female had to <b>heal</b>. She was a sight for sore eyes! Her useless mate naps as she sits at the foot of her bed, tapping her feet impatiently. The re she possesses <b>is </b>enough to kill, but there is <b>a </b>catch.
I’m the avatar. She isn’t. No matter <b>how </b>powerful she makes herself seem, she is but a newborn pup at the palm of my hand.
“Your ns aren’t working!” Odessa used. I rolled my eyes. “We’ve pushed those two closer together! Neron protected the bitch, and he did nothing when I said she hurt me! Howe I can’t turn him as easily as I did everyone else? One touch from me and they were mine! But, whenever I touched him, it didn’t work!”
Such a fool. “I told you that your impatience will lead to nothing but trouble, pet. But s, when desperation sets in, you make mistakes. Give up on the Alpha; he’s far too gone for you to reim his heart.”
“No!” She shot up from her bed, fists shaking. “I won’t give up on him! There has to be <b>another </b>way to make him love me again!” As if the reality sets in, her face detes to pitifulness. “It’s bing harder to get rid of Kiya. No matter <b>what </b>she <b>does</b>, Neron is drawn into her like a moth to a me.”
Odessa’s insipid whining is getting on myst nerve. Pepi slithers around my arm and across my corbone, resting his small cute head on my shoulder. “Your ns may have fallen through, but mine haven’t.”
She arches an eyebrow in confusion. “What do you <b>mean</b>?”
“I got what I wanted. It’s <b>only </b>a matter of time before my Little Moon fallspletely. Haven’t you realized that your <b>ns </b>to win the Alpha were failures from the beginning? Did you think you held more weight than his destined mate? I never intended on helping you.”
Her face was like watching a pleasant television show. So many emotions morphed <b>and </b>contorted her face before settling on disbelief. Stammers left her mouth as her feeble mind failed toprehend that she was merely a chess piece in my <b>game</b>. “No…”
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“You’ve done your part. You <b>helped </b>turn the pack and your mate against her. Not only that, the spectacle you pulled at the execution was truly remarkable! It sealed the deal for these pathetic mutts. I’m the madness 00:44 you were the gravity. Appreciate me not tossing you away like the trash you are, but even trash has use when recycled.”
“You tricked <b>me</b>!” She yelled. “You lied to me! I did all of that shit for you because you said—!”
“<b>And </b>whose fault is it for believing the words of a snake?” I chuckled humorously, walking around <b>Odessa’s </b>shaken form. Poor thing. If her soul wasn’t so ugly, she’d be a beautiful woman I’ll have no problem calling my own. “A snake tricked Adam and Eve into eating the forbidden fruit. And a snake tricked you into selling all for the love of an Alpha wolf. Who’s the bigger fool? Eve or you?”
Grabbing her <b>throat</b>, I pinned the useless bitch against the wall and watched the ck energy I ced in her flow back into me. <b>She </b>doesn’t deserve to hold an ounce of my power. Odessa whimpered and writhed<b>, </b>wing at my hand, <b>but </b>it didn’t deter me. Without her wolf, she’s weak.
She’s another lost and pathetic <b>soul</b><b>, </b>waiting for fate to snatch her by the scalp.
After the transference, I dropped my former tool into a useless heap on the ground. She pants as her hands sped <b>around </b>her throat in a desperate attempt to soothe the pain. As for me, I feel rejuvenated, ready to take on the world.
“Those who sacrifice others for their gain are bound to <b>lose </b>everything.” Pepi slithered again, eyeballing Odessa like lunch. “Not only have you sacrificed your dignity, but you’ve toyed with the hearts of men. A bold, but a very dangerous game!”
“Get this through your pathetic skull; Neron was never yours. Any fool can see it. The reason you couldn’t turn Neron to you is because his heart is set. And you can’t save him. That love will destroy him. What destiny has for you doesn’t include bing Luna. Kill that pathetic dream. It’s about time you understand that.”
“You can’t do this to me…”
Kneeling to the ground, I grabbed her <b>chin</b>, digging my nails into her supple flesh. “You’re a <b>failure</b>, Odessa. Always have been, and always will be. Once the smoke clears, don’t be surprised if you lose your mate <b>as </b>well.”
Poor little girl. If I had any mercy left in my heart, I’dfort her as she silently wails. Too bad I’m a horrible man. ying on feeble desires and selfishness of a brattish woman had never been so <b>fun</b><b>. </b>I should do it again some other time!
Now, with that taken care of, it’s time for the next part of my n.
Wait for me, Little Moon. You’ll be mine soon.
Neron
I questioned myself whether calling Kiya’s parents was the right <b>move</b>, but seeing is believing. I made the right choice. <b>Kiya’s </b>smile is like the sun’s rays breaking through hours of non–stop rain, producing the most beautiful of all rainbows. For days, her smile disappeared. Tears, anger, <b>and </b>agony reced it, diabolically ruining what could’ve been a pleasant week for her.
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Her parents brought that happiness <b>back</b>. Dull brown shines with beauty once again. Lyra and Niki have my full gratitude for swooping in and saving their daughter from this nightmare. I watched from afar <b>as </b>the 00:42 parents and child bonded over what seemed like an eternity.
Kiya has no idea how lucky she is to have supportive parents. <b>She </b>sits in between them as they chatted. Lyra’s hand went to y with her daughter’s curls while Niki listened intensively to what she had to say. Listening in didn’t seem right, so I made myself at home at the <b>bottom </b>stair of the foyer with a pencil <b>and </b>sketchbook at hand. Themon room wasn’t too far away.
Lyra and <b>Kiya’s </b>rtionship reminded me much of Mom and Nuria. They were damn near inseparable. A mother’s and daughter’s love can never sever, and <b>I </b>see how much happier Kiya is with Lyra. It’s a <b>shame </b>that Ashley cannot experience that.
I feel awful for her, but we reap what we sow.
Every stroke from my pencil adds to the beauty I’m trying to emte on my paperback canvas. But how can a drawingpare to the original? My drawing skills are a little rusty, but I pray that I do the beauty justice.
As my pencil danced across my long–forgotten sketchbook, my mind recalls <b>the </b>contion I had earlier on
the phone with <b>Alpha </b>Anthony. The all–<b>too</b>–familiar<b>, </b>painful sting <b>prates </b>my heart.
‘She cannot <b>heal </b>in the same environment that made her sick.”
Kiya is leaving earlier than I expected. For the sake of her health and well–being. By tomorrow afternoon, her presence will no longer linger around my territory.
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I didn’t want her to go. Goddess knows <b>how </b>much I want to keep Kiya at my side. Everything about her embeds in my memory: from her sharine scent to the little quirks she does without knowing. From the way she twirls one of her curls when in deep thought, and how her pitch heightens when she’s lying, and the bluntness when she speaks the truth.
Kiya is a special woman.
Ruminating on the past several months she’s been here, I went about everything wrong. At first, I was possessive; willing to chase her to the ends of the earth to make her mine. She was the prey, and I wanted to im her, because, by destiny, Kiya belongs to me. It wasn’t until she beat the shit out of <b>me </b>did I realize <b>how </b>stupid I was bing.
My sketch grows in detail. Erase one line, add a stronger one. Correct the lopsided shapes and <b>add </b>detail. It’sing along, but it still needs work.
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As time went on, I knew I had to change. Having your mate so close is agonizing, especially when you can’t reach them. Look, but don’t touch. However, is it worth having <b>a </b>mate when she’s unhappy? The deeper I think about it, the more I realized how little <b>I </b>understood the sacredness of mates.
Mates are more than a destined <b>lover</b>. They’re your partner, your best friend, your confidant, and your soulmate. The yin to yang, <b>the </b>fire to <b>ice</b><b>, </b>and the moon to the sun. Theyplete <b>you </b>because the Moon Goddess made them just for you. A powerful duo that understands andpliments each other no matter what.
But, if they’re unhappy, it bleeds into you. Even destined partners have the potential to fall and fail.
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Now, to shading the drawing. The hair is the hardest part, but I’m up for the challenge.
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Happiness isn’t a luxury. It’s a necessity. Thinking back, Kiya did smile many times during her <b>stay</b>, b they genuine? Did those <b>smiles </be from a ce of contentment and pleasure? Or were they well–crafted disguises to mask her pain?
“She was never happy here, was she, Onyx?”
Onyx whined softly in thought as I watched the lead of my pencil shrink with every swipe. “I think there were moments she was genuinely happy. And you were too. I like to think the moments we spent our mate were at her happiest, but how <b>can </b>we be sure?”
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My mind went back to our dates. The amusement park, the mall, even our private moments in my office. Hell, I’d consider the tournament with the pups a date! Was she truly happy <b>then</b>? Optimism tells me yes, she <b>was</b>. But reality says differently.
I don’t know <b>what </b>to believe, and <b>I’m </b>scared <b>to </b><b>ask </b>her.
‘I know you don’t want to be apart from your mate, Neron. I don’t like interfering with the mate bond. But I can’t allow that ce to damage her any more than what it already has. Deep down, you know this too.”
The tip of my pencil snapped.
I’m a fool. A f*cking idiot. Why did I think I could help her heal? In this hellscape? Between the constant slinging of <b>bullshit </b>daily, it’s <b>a </b>miracle Kiya didn’t call it quits sooner. As more of the inhumane treatment she suffered resurfaces, I’ve been thinking of the future of Zircon <b>Moon</b>.
This pack’s future is in my hands. I’m the <b>Alpha</b>; it’s my responsibility to oversee the changes and wonder what the next best step for the pack’s advancement is.
My choices <b>from </b>here on out determine thismunity’s future and <b>mine</b>. <b>And </b>I have an idea of what that future might be.
<b>A </b>sharp shrill ofughter erupted from themon room, grabbing my attention <b>again</b>. Niki is wiggling his fingers at Kiya <b>as </b>she shrieks inughter, begging Lyra to stop him. I grinned.
Kiya’sugh. Goddess, she sounds so beautiful.
<b>And </b>I want her to keep thatughter, always.
My pencil is sharpened like my resolve. No matter my <b>pain </b>or wishful thinking, I’ve made up my mind.
“I wish it didn’t <b>have </b>to be <b>this </b>way,” Onyx spoke with a hint of sadness. “But our mate deserves to be happy. She needs to be away from this ce so she can start healing again. And maybe <b>we </b>can start healing too?”
“I agree, Onyx,” I respond <b>as </b>I got <b>back </b>to working on the drawing. This is not the time to be selfish.
I’ll never stop loving Kiya. Nothing will dissuade my heart from its rightful owner.
But for her sake, I’m letting her go<b>.</b>
I have <b>to</b>.