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“Bemy Kane, what the hell were you thinking running off like that?!” I demand when he answers the
phone. I can hear him growling, clearly pissed off.
“Not now Megan. This is none of your business.” He insists. I roll my eyes even though he
can’t see it.
“It is my business when my brother storms out and my best friend runs home in tears.” I point out.
Bemy is quiet for a minute before speaking.
“She… she left?” He asks nkly.
“Well duh, Darrien took her home. What did you think would happen? She insisted on leaving right
away because she didn’t want YOU to be ufortable in your own home. So again I ask, what the
hell were you thinking?” I ask again.
“That she clearly doesn’t care. If she did then she wouldn’t have hidden this from me. I am an Alpha, I
could have anyone I want. Why should I go chasing after someone who doesn’t really want me?” He
half yells the words but I answer him quietly..
“Because she’s the only person you want to chase after. Give it some time, go for a run, yell, scream,
punch a tree. Do what you need to do, then go talk to the girl. I promise she is just ast confused as you
are.” I tell him. I hear him scoff loudly.
“How can she be confused? She already has all the answers, her magic makes sure of that.”
He points out. I sigh.
“There’s a difference between knowing how something should be and knowing how to make that
happen. That girl has been alone her whole life, did you think she would just fall into your arms? Walk
out of the life she knows and adjust to yours without trying? Don’t be an idiot Bemy. Life is never that
simple.” With my part said I hang up on him. I don’t know if he will go after her, but Ryann can’t exin
herself if he doesn’t give her a chance. All I really know for sure is that if Bemy can’t pull his head out
of his ass this is going to be a long night.
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Well. It was a very long night. Bemy came home in the early hours of the morning looking exhausted
and miserable. He clearly didn’t try to talk to Ryann but before I can say a word about it he storms
upstairs to his room and closes the door firmly behind him. I head into my own room. I’m kind of
exhausted too, I waited up for Bels. He could have called if he wasn’t nning toe home. Maybe I
should take a nap? I notice my phone ringing and dive for
1. it. Called ID says it’s Ryann. I speak before she can get a word out.
“What can I do to help you?” I feel terrible about all this. I should have kept my mouth shut.
“Nothing Megan. We just leave it. You shouldn’t mess with fate. Bemy found out and look what
happened. That was without me actively trying to interfere. The best thing I can do is leave him alone.
It’s not our time yet.” Ryann sounds heartbroken even if she is trying to act
brave.
“But, you’re miserable, he’s miserable. I can’t just do nothing.” I object.
“You can and you will. Besides, you have a wedding to keep yourself upied. I won’t being
round for a while. If you need to see me we can meet up or you cane here if you like.” Ryann tells
me firmly. Seriously? She isn’t even going toe and visit anymore? I understand why but how is she
going to make up with my brother if she’s avoiding him? I suppose this is more of her trying not to force
herself into his life.
“Can Ie now?” I ask. Maybe I can talk her into at least calling him before totally isting
herself from him.
“I have workter, and I need to doundry. I’ll see youter. I should go. Bye Megan.” Ryann hangs up
on me quickly. I suppose she doesn’t want to deal with my pestering right now. I hope she isn’t mad at
me, my harassing her into confessing was what started this. I decided I’m done with it. I won’t pester
her anymore. She is an adult and she can make her own choices, even if I don’t agree with them. I’ll
just do my best to be there and support her in the meantime. I can’t make the same promise to Bemy
though. I’m his sister, it’s my job to
pester him.
I did n to talk to Bemy as soon as he came out of his room, but apparently talking to someone
living in the same house as me isn’t as simple as it sounds. Somehow, Bemy manages to stay busy,
out, or in ‘important meetings‘ for about a week and a half. When I finally catch him, it’s around two in
the morning. I left my door open a crack and have been
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listening out for him. I hear him creep out of his room and down to the kitchen. I follow him down and
position myself in the kitchen doorway so that the only way out is past me. I watch for a moment as heThis content is ? N?velDrama.Org.
rummages in the cupboards for a snack. He doesn’t notice me right away which really is a sign of how
exhausted he is. He’s usually on high alert, for him to miss me following him he would have to be really
out of it. I’m not surprised. I don’t think he has slept for more than an hour or two since he and Ryann
fought. He looks awful. Pale with dark shadows under his eyes. Shifters aren’t meant to be separated
from their mates for any length of time. It won’t kill him, but he will be a total mess. How can he take
care of himself when he’s too busy obsessing over someone else?
“You look like crap.” I say loudly causing him to jump and drop the packet of chips he had just pulled
out of the cupboard. Bemy grunts as he bends to pick it up.
“Thanks.” He answers sarcastically.
“I’m just telling the truth. You look terrible. We both know why. Just go see her already. I know you
still care about her or you wouldn’t have guards on her around the clock, and don’t think I haven’t
noticed you stalking around her home at night.” I tell him. He shakes his head
adamantly.
“I won’t. The entire time I’ve known her I have forced mypany and attention on her. Clearly I
misunderstood our rtionship. I know when I’m not wanted and I’m not going to make more of a fool
of myself than I already have. Just drop it.” Bemy stands in front of me
with an eyebrow raised, waiting for me to move out of his way. I sigh and take a step aside to
let him pass.
“Just stop avoiding me okay? It’s annoying. And… just think about talking to her. You might not know as
much as you think you do. She’s just as miserable as you are. That doesn’t sound like someone who
doesn’t care about you.” I point out as he climbs the stairs. Bemy pauses for a moment and I think
he’s about to say something. But without turning to face me, he silently continues climbing the stairs
and vanishes up into his room once more.