Chapter 1089 I Can''t ept It
Crystal''s POV:
I trudged back to my pce in low spirits, slumping on the bench in the garden. I could feel my heart slowly dying inside me.
Rufus had been so cold to me, as if I were an outsider. It had only beenst night when we made love so passionately, yet he had treated me like I
was some garbage to be disposed of.
A sob broke out of me. It wasn''t his fault. He hadn''t beenpletely soberst night, and probably hadn''t recognized me.
I should be relieved that Rufus did not discover my identity, but it was thest thing on my mind. I was barely holding myself back from storming into
his room and screaming at him that it had been mest night.
I pulled at my hair in frustration. Things could not be any worse than they were now.
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what are you being so miserable for?"
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"Crystal! Where have you been? I''ve been looking all over for you."
Startled, I whirled around to see Laura through my tears. "What are you doing here?"