chapter 138 Thirty-Six


    Evelyn’s POV


    Orion froze at his words, and I couldn’t stop myself. I couldn’t do anything but what he told me.


    Rnd’s angry growl echoed through the entire ce. My pants became saturated, and never in my


    life have I ever been so humiliated. It was worse than when I got my first period at school in front of the


    entire ss when I was thirteen, standing up and the boy next to me pointing it out I had blood on the


    back of my pants. I thought that was humiliating and considered it at the time to be the most


    embarrassing thing to ever happen to me. This was worse because I had never wet myself in front of


    anyone. I was kid then not an adult. This was worse because I was grown and he was doing this to


    shame me, doing this to show exactly how much control he has over me. This was worse because he


    was my mate and put me on disy to hurt me.


    This was no ident; this was shame as I felt my legs be wet and my face burning red with


    embarrassment. And I couldn’t watch his evil smirk or the pity in Rnd and Orion’s eyes instead


    cing my hands over my face to shield myself from my embarrassment. This wasn’t punishment, this


    was cruel.


    I heard Rnd gasp and I burst into tears sobs wracking my entire body, and I all I wanted to do


    was run away from there watchful eyes. Yet I couldn’t move my feet like they were rooted to the floor. I


    can’t believe he just made me do that.


    “You sadistic prick,” Rnd growls at him.


    Oriones over. I know it is him by the cold hands trying to pry my hands away from my face.


    “Please don’t touch me,” I sob, pulling away from his touch. Orion moves his hands away before I


    hear Thaddeus voice.


    “You can go” he says so calmly, no hint of remorse in his voice. I take off running upstairs to the


    bathroom not even looking back. Tears still flowing as I peel my clothes off and hop in the shower,


    scrubbing myself with the soap.


    I could hear them fighting downstairs, hear their raised voices when the entire ce goes eerily


    silent suddenly and I hear a door m. A few minutester, Orion walks into the bathroom.


    “He shouldn’t have done that to you,” he says reaching down to pick up my clothes from the floor.


    “Leave them,” I scream at him.


    “Evelyn I…”


    “Get out, just get out Orion,” I scream at him. He allowed this, he allowed Thaddeus topel me,


    knew what he was going to do and just walked away from me. Orion hesitates before I hear him mutter


    something under his breath before walking out. Building up some courage I get out and quickly get


    dressed before scooping up my clothes with the towel.


    Property belongs to N?vel(D)r/ama.Org.


    Taking a deep breath before opening the door and walking past them without even looking in their


    direction heading straight to theundry and dumping my clothes in the washer. My eyes felt like


    sandpaper from crying, and I had a headache. Rnd walks in behind me leaning on the door frame.


    “Are you okay?”


    ‘What do you think?” I spit back at him. All this over visiting Lana. What’s next?


    “Where did he go?” I ask as I put theundry detergent in.


    “For a walk,” Rnd says pulling his packet of smokes from his pocket and offering me one.


    “I can’t go outside,” I tell him looking back at the washing machine screen and turning it on. Rnd


    walks past me opening theundry door leading outside and sitting on the step.


    “You just can’t go past the door,” he says tapping the spot next to him. I sit down leaning against


    the door behind him and take one of his smokes.


    “Did you know he was going topel me?” I ask and Rnd shakes his head.


    “No, I wouldn’t have agreed to that,” he says before handing me his lighter. I light my smoke and


    Rnd turns leaning against the doorframe facing me, but I look outside not able to meet his gaze.


    “Can’t Orionpel me not to listen?” I ask him.


    “It doesn’t work like that. Only the person whopelled you can break it,” Orion says from the


    door leading into the loungeroom. Great, I am screwed. I know he won’t lift it anytime soon; know he


    will use it against me. We sit in silence while I finish my smoke before I get up and head upstairs just as


    I hear the front door open. I walk faster not wanting him to call me back down, not wanting to see him.


    Going into the spare room I close the door before climbing on the bed and pulling the covers back.


    Willing myself to sleep the house was quiet, I couldn’t even hear them downstairs or hear the TV.


    I fall asleep for a while before I am jostled awake by Thaddeus. “Why are you in here?”


    “To get away from you,” I tell him rolling back over wanting to go back to sleep.


    “Get up, dinner is ready,” Thaddeus says, and I am forced to haul myself out of the bed and follow


    after him. Walking into the kitchen Thaddeus points to the stool and I sit down resting my head on the


    bench. Orion puts some pasta dish in front of me making me look up, the smell alone making my belly


    rumble. Thaddeus ces a fork in my hand.


    “Eat,” he says, and Rnd and Orion sit on either side of me eating their own dinner. I pick at mine


    not really hungry. When I am full, I ce my fork down and go to get up when Thaddeus voice hits me


    again.


    “All of it.”


    “I’m full,” I tell him.


    “I said eat all of it.” My hand shakes as I am forced to pick up the fork. There was more on my


    te then Rnd’s, and he eats more then all of us. There was no possible way for me to eat all this


    without being sick, and I already didn’t want to eat.


    “Thaddeus she can’t [possibly eat that much. I can’t even finish mine,” Rnd tells him, but


    Thaddeus shakes his head ignoring him instead watching me. By the time I was just over halfway


    through it, I started feeling sick. Literally forcing myself to chew. I had been sitting at the bench for over


    an hour trying to force it down. I felt heavy even chewing was bing harder and harder and I had to


    use my arm to keep my head upright as I leant on it.


    “You’re going to make her sick. This isn’t punishment this is torture. Enough already,” Orion said,


    and I could feel sweat run down the back of my neck. Who would have thought eating could cause this


    much difort.


    “Fuck off, Orion, or I will make her eat what’s left in the pot as well,” he says turning his re on


    him. I look at Orion pleading with him not to add anything else. Orion walked past me his hand touching


    my face and I leant into the coolness his skin offered. I felt hot and bloated and on the verge of


    throwing up.


    “Go Orion, she won’t die,” Thaddeus spits at him and I look up. Orion looks like he is on the verge


    of saying something when he presses his lips into a line, and I sigh relieved that he held his tongue. If


    he said anything it would have just been worse for me.


    Thaddeus sat there watching his arms folded across his chest ring at me. His anger had no


    end. How long was he going to make me suffer? It took another half an hour for me to finish everything


    on my te. I dropped my fork resting my head on the bench. The cool surface offering relief for how


    hot I felt. Thaddeus grabs my te and I almost cry when I see him walk over to the bench thinking he


    was going to put more on the te letting out a breath when I see him ce the te in the sink.


    “Do want a drink?” he asks, and I shake my head. I was thirsty incredibly so, but I wasn’t drinking


    anything after earlier. I did not want a repeat of earlier.


    ‘You can go then,” he says, and I get up walking up the stairs when I hear him call out.


    “Our room, Evelyn,” I groan before walking into the room andying on the bed which was a


    mistake as soon as Iid on my belly, I jumped up rushing toward the bathroom and throwing up into


    the toilet. When I was done, I quickly brush my teeth. I felt better now my stomach wasn’t so full but


    knewter I would be hungry again. Laying on the bed, I feel the bed dip.


    Warm hands touching me before pulling me against them, and I know it is Rnd, falling asleep


    easily after the overwhelming day I just had.