Chapter 151


    Her unexpected move made Ryan freeze.


    Meanwhile, Allison was unable to stop herself from tightening her hold onhis torso.


    While she cried into his chest, she was unable to utter a single word.


    The fact that he did not hug her back left her in pieces, yet it did not makeher release the hold.


    She did not care if he hated her more because of what she had done. Shewas well aware that the moment she left the room, her life would return toits previous state of misery. But in that room, no one was there except them.


    She wanted to tell him how she had been feeling without him all these days.


    Even though he had decided on punishments for her, she would do her bestto ept them in her heart.


    She decided to leave everyone. She decided to break all the promises shemade to her parents.


    She decided to live alone since she would not get this man back into herlife. He was not hers anymore. He was someone else''s man. Thinking aboutit eating her alive.


    She felt his hands grab her shoulders. He said,


    "Move."


    She shook her head. Her nose brushed against his chest. She sobbed hard,and her quivered lips touched his bare chest as she did so.


    "I-I am sorry for everything. I should not have been such a weakling."


    The hold that Ryan had on her shoulders began to loosen. He took hishands off of her shoulders and stood there inplete silence.


    She was unaware of his response. His eyes turned glowing orange. His facebecame furious. But he remained silent.


    "Believe me. I have never given your ce to him for once. It was only artionship ofpromise. I tried my best topose myself. I alwaysthought about you every single day. I never took the ne you gave meoff my neck. It was yourst trace for me. I could never forget you. Youwere always in my heart." She paused, and she sobbed.


    She tried to inhale hard, as she could not take a breath. When she calmedherself. She began speaking once more as if it were her final opportunity tobe free of her guilt, as if the only regret she would have in her life would beif she were unable to say what was on her mind right now.


    "I know it''s toote. I know you have moved on. I swear, I have nointention to break your rtionship with Elora. She is a nice woman. Shewill make you happy in your life. And yes, you are right. She is better thanme. I agree with you. You can live your life with her. But I beg you not tohate me. I can''t see hatred for me in your eyes. I have been preparingmyself to face you for a long time. But in front of you, I always lost myself.


    I-I...."


    She was at aplete loss for what to say. She had let out all that she hadkept bottled up inside her for a very long time.


    She inhaled deeply to get a better whiff of his scent. Inside of her, she couldfeel her wolf howling for him. His scent had calmed her so much that itseemed to her that she had not been alive for so long.


    She remained there while hugging him for a long time. They were so closeto each other that it mesmerized her mind. After a very long time, she got achance toe this close to him.


    She felt that she was dreaming. In her dream, she could tell him what herfeelings were toward him. She did not want to wake up from this dream.


    After what seemed like an eternity, she eventually raised her head to look athim while carefully removing her hands from his body.


    His eyes were ck. They were so dark that she swallowed her breath. Hewas not looking at her but rather in the direction of the door.


    "Ryan?"


    "Leave."


    His chilly tone caused her heart to freeze. She slowly moved away whilelooking at him.


    She nodded her head. "Y-Yeah. I s-should l-leave." She mumbled andturned around. She walked to the door.


    This time, he did not stop her, and she left his room.


    Though his response was clear that he would never forgive her, she feltlight in her heart. The heaviness that had been in her chestpletelyvanished.


    She was aware that he had moved on, and she promised herself that shewould never interfere with his new rtionship. But at least she could tellhim all the truth. She did not want to betray him; it was only him who wasalways in her heart.


    She wiped her eyes while looking at the empty hallway. She had no ideaabout the time.This content ? N?v/elDr(a)m/a.Org.


    She proceeded to the office room in order to retrieve her phone, which shehad forgotten sitting on the coffee table.


    She then headed downstairs. She met maids on the way.


    "Young Mistress, Alpha had just returned to the pack house a few minutesago." The maid informed her since she asked her about him when sheentered the pack house today.


    "Okay." Allison replied and left the pack house.


    She was about to call her father''s driver, but Ethan''s driver was alreadyoutside. So he opened the back door for her, as he thought she would leavewith Ethan''s car.


    Instead of wasting time by calling her father''s driver, Allison went aheadand climbed into Ethan''s car. It was all she could think about to go back toher home right now.


    During the whole ride, she only thought about Ryan. He told her to leave.


    He did not want to forgive her. She believed that he would never forget her.


    ''I will ept your every punishment, I promise. I deserve it. I gave you somuch pain. I am sorry.'' She thought and closed her eyes.


    After the car came to a stop, she thanked Ethan''s driver and exited thevehicle.


    When she opened the main door of her house, she noticed that her parentswere sitting on the couch.


    Looking at her, they stood up.


    "We were waiting for you." Joey, her mother said to her.


    "Why?" She asked while clearing her throat, and her voice sounded creakyas a result of her having cried too much.


    "You were not picking up our calls. Where were you?" Glen, her father,asked her.


    She gave him a bitter smile and replied, "I was in the pack house, just likewhere you wanted me to be. I really hope that the sight of myself in thisstate brings you a lot of joy. You made life extremely wonderful, and I amappreciating it to the fullest every single day, Dad." She responded with asarcastic remark and then headed upstairs.


    Both Joey and Glen gazed at her until she went to her room and mmedthe door loudly.


    Joey looked at her husband, whose pain was clearly visible in his eyes. Sheput her hand on his shoulder and said,


    "How long will you let her think that you are her life destroyer?"


    Glen looked away and shook his head. "If I had told her anything, shewould have only listened to herself."


    Joey hugged her husband as she wiped tears from her eyes.


    "When are you going to tell her the real reason why you are doing this,Glen?


    When will you tell her the truth?"