Chapter 123
Killian''s point of view
I kept stroking hard on the paper with my quill pen, moving at a great speed. I was at my office, making
my time worthwhile, attending to some pack business.
I have never been so grateful for the truckload of work I had to tend to. It was the only thing keeping my
mind and soul together, regardless of how tiresome it was and I tried not to think about anything at all.
But even with the exhaustion and sleepless nights, there were some things that I wished could be
forgotten, like the situation with Thea, while there are some things that I never want to forget, like
She.
It''s been two days since she left the Pack and she hasn''t been back yet, nor have I heard anything from
her, even though Morgan still somehowmunicates with her. It''s really so frustrating to be
completely shut out, especially when it has to do with my mate. I had never felt so far from her, both
physically and through our bond. I couldn''t even feel her, or connect with her, I guess she blocked me.
I sighed, tossing the quill pen away on the table, its ck ink sshing on the papers covering my
table. I stood up from my seat, flexing my legs to the window, boring hard into the darkness just
outside. I felt a chilling sadness inside.
I could only wonder what She was doing at this second and if she was thinking of me. I had promised
myself to give her space and time, but two days without her felt like two torturous lifetimes without her.
It''s suffocating, but I still try to have hope that she''lle back to me.
I massaged my aching temples. I didn''t even know if waiting for her toe was the right choice. For
several hours, I had contemted going to the ck Blood Pack, not to force her back with me, but
just to talk with her. But I knew that was impossible. Leonardo and Kaiser wouldn''t even let me past
their territory, and I didn''t want to go there to make trouble and give She another reason to despise
me.
So I decided to send a letter to her instead, but the chances of it reaching She''s hands were zero,
not with her brothers there. Even I would try to cut off all interactions between She and me if I had a
sister.
Not even the idea of Valerie transporting me there to see She without her brother''s knowledge was
good enough, She would probably despise me still. So I am forced to wait, and make prayers to the
moon goddess to help me keep my mate. I couldn''t possibly live without her.
I shoved both of my hands into my pockets, jerking abruptly from my thoughts when the door made a
loud sound.
I spun around to find Valerie standing at the door, her purple eyes fixed on me.
"I have been knocking for hours now," she stated, tly, obviously exaggerating a little bit, but I had
been lost in my thoughts that I didn''t even hear.
"I apologize, pleasee in," I said, strutting back to my table as Valerie closed the door behind me.
She ambled closer to the table and settled into the seat opposite mine as her purple irises examined
me carelessly.
"For the record—" she began but I swept back tendrils of my hair, cutting her off.
"I know. I don''t look good," Those were words I have been ustomed to hearing the past two days.
"How is she?" I was direct, I know Valerie had visited She at Leonardo''s pack.
"She''s fine and safe. No one knows she''s there," Valerie said, and I felt both hurt and relieved at the
same time.
"I need your help," I said to Valerie. I had requested to see her, after the news Morgan received from
his friends in the South who were making findings on Thea.
Unfortunately, they couldn''t find anything on her, and the fact we had no traceable information on Thea,
complicated everything.
"You know I will always be ready to help," Valerie''s words made me smile, thankfully. "So what is it?"
"It''s about Thea," I said, and Valerie leaned back on her chair, listening calmly.
This was myst option to find out something about Thea. As the day went by, I was more certain she
was hiding something, and everything she told me was false. It''s almost like I had be obsessed
with finding out the truth about Thea, but that''s not the case. I was so furious with myself that I couldn''t
see past her faux identity and pretense. I just wanted to know who that woman was, and if her
presence in my life was a n. I was curious to find out everything I could about Thea Chrysler.
"And what about her?" Valerie asked, after regarding me a second in silence.
"I need your help to find out as much information as I can on her. I want to know who she is. She said
she''s from a pack in the south and her previous Alpha was after her life, I want to know if that''s the
truth," I voiced calmly while Valerie listened.
"Why the curiosity all of the sudden?" She questioned, and I shook my head.
"Frankly, I don''t know. These past weeks, I have been having these feelings in my gut, there''s
something off about Thea that I am surprisingly just realizing," I muttered, "Don''t look at me like that,
Valerie, you know I couldn''t just make this up to get rid of her," I added. No matter who Thea was, that
didn''t change the fact that she was expecting my child. I just wanted to know the woman I had brought
into my pack and my life.
"Fine, I can''t do much like finding out her previous pack, or why the Alpha was after her life, but I could
find out about her true identity and her parents'' ancestry," she uttered.
I exhaled in tion, resting my fingers under my chin. "That''s just wonderful, Valerie."
That was exactly what I needed. If I knew about Thea''s family, I could find her previous pack and learn
more about her.
"But before I could do that, I need something," her words caused my smile to vanish.
"Something like what?" I queried.
"Something that belongs to Thea. Something personal, and holds some kind of significance to her. I
need it for the spell I''ll make. It must be something she came here with." Valerie finished, and I huffed,
exhausted.
"That would be difficult, and almost impossible. Thea came here brutally wounded, and without
anything in her possession," I told her.
"There must be something, Killian. A piece of jewelry, a family heirloom, anything. She must have
something," Valerie said.
And I paused for a second to think. I really didn''t remember anything from the day she came, and with
my time with her, I didn''t notice anything. But I''ll have to find something. This was thest option I had
to unravel this mystery behind Thea.
"I will find something. Is that all you need?" I asked her.
"Just a personal belonging, and a strand of her hair, and that''s it," She sounded.
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"Great, I will find a way to get them," I exhaled, realizing I had to go to her chamber to obtain all of
them. I haven''t seen her since She left, and I didn''t want to. But now, I had no choice.
"Thank you, Valerie. I appreciate this," I was sincere with my words. I really appreciated everything she
does for me and the pack.
"There''s no need for that, Killian," she said, thinking briefly before parting her lips to speak again. "I
don''t mean to meddle, but find a way to fix this mess between you and She, it''s not doing any of you
any good."
"I really want to, Valerie. But I don''t want to force her," I let out. "I need you to do me another favor," I
said, pulling out the letter I had written for She.
I handed it over to her. "Please, hand this over to She herself, I don''t want any confrontation with her
brothers," I knew Alpha Leonardo and his brother, Kaiser would prefer She never returns to me, but I
had to pour out my feelings to her, and I hope she reads it.
Valerie took the letter. "This will get to her, I promise," She was up from the chair, and I followed her
action.
"Thanks again, Val," I said to her, watching her move to the door and exited.
I took my seat. Now I just had to find a way to get both Thea''s personal belongings and a strand of her
hair, without her realizing what I am up to, meanwhile, I just hope She reads my letter and returns to
the pack because it hasn''t been the same without her.