Chapter 0276


    “Well, this is it. I hope you get some sleep.” She stated before going off to do some more unfinished


    pack business, leaving me in the confines of yet another unfamiliar room.


    It was big, and had a seated windowsill. Arge wardrobe for clothes that I didn’t own, and a private


    on suite bathroom to the right. It was a standard room, at normally would have no been more than


    enough, but it wasn’t. It made my skin crawl for sor son, and the feeling of pure loneliness shot


    through me.


    I tossed and turned drastically in bed, my heart rate picking up whenever my sight caught onto the


    the pure white ceiling, which reminded me so much of the pce.


    1 sighed while looking at my hands in worry, the shake in them was bing too noticeable for


    ignore now. I could feel my panic and anxiety radiating off of me ten fold and my breathing was


    bingboured as a result of this.


    me


    to


    Just as I was about to go to the bathroom to try and regain my senses by sshing some cold


    water on my face a soft knock sounded on the door. My head shot to the oak panel and widened my


    eyes when it opened revealing a slightly disgruntled Lewis.


    “Just breathe ok?” I didn’t even have to say anything to him for him to know what was happening to


    1. me. I was fighting my panic attack so much before that I hadn’t at all noticed how bad my


    breathing


    truly was until I saw him stood in the doorway,


    Tears pricked at my eyes as I remained sat in the unfamiliar bed, but the room suddenly felt so


    much


    morefortable at his presence alone.


    “Hold me!” I demanded as one of my eyes betrayed me and a single tear trickled out. It was in


    record speed that the man reached me and pulled my into his chest. My arms wrapped around him


    effortlessly and my ear pressed firmly against his own racing heart, which allowed me to try and


    force my body to match his own breathing.”


    “Why didn’t you send for me?” He asked which in turn simply made me angry. He hadn’t seen or


    heard. from me all day, and he’s the one that kicked me out this morning, not the other way around.


    “Why did you kick, me out?” He went quiet suddenly and looked at me with a surprised expression.


    All of a sudden my breathing regted, and my temper won over. The man couldn’t for the life of


    him decide where his feelingsy. “Have I done something? Was it because of this morning?


    Because I’m


    sorry if I made you feel ufortable.”


    “No, no. You haven’t done anything. It’s me, it’s just too difficult for me to be in the same room as


    you.” Now it was my turn to looked shocked. I thought he liked me, why wouldn’t he want to stay


    with me?


    “What do you mean? I thought you liked me? You said…” He cut me off, and raked his hands


    through


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    his hair in exasperation.


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    “I love you, and I am trying my hardest to show you that, but when I’m with you, I have urges that


    I’m finding really hard to control… Urges that you’re not ready for.” What?! Oh… he wanted to…


    “How do you know?” He was shocked, he’ll, I think I even shocked myself with my questioning.


    “What?!” Look, Dn, what I want to do, It isn’t son


    ing that…”


    “How do you know I’m not ready for things to go further when you barely even touch me?!!


    “Dn… I…”


    “For fucks sake Lewis… touch me!.. Please.”


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