Chapter 0266


    I was in deep shit.


    I was in the shower for almost forty five minutes altogether, and I wound up actually ejacting


    twice. I knew that I genuinely couldn’t get any more shameful.


    The very fact that I practically kicked Dn out .. e room while I had to barge into the bathroom also


    didn’t help with my guilt, Just so she wouldn’t have to know I needed to relieve myself.


    Goddess I was an idiot.


    I once again let a groan escape me, however this time, it was out of pure frustration rather than


    desire. Finding your mate should be easy, I honestly just wish the situation with Dn was simpler.


    I was so proud of her for being so strong willed and for fighting for what she believed in, but


    sometimes I just wish she was ordinary. Most girls her age were traipsing around, studying and


    enjoying whatever hobbies they like, but Dn? She was anything but most girls.


    She was rebellious at every opportunity, her views and opinions were voiced by her so


    meticulously, that’s it’s genuinely really difficult to argue with her. She knows exactly what she’s


    fighting for and that in itself is truly a sight to behold, but all that also meant she was constantly in


    danger.


    I sighed, thinking about my predicament, I quickly dried myself off and got dressed, before walking


    down to the dining room and seeing non other that the contraband runner sitting at the table. Ryan


    rkes head rested on his folded arms, and his breathing came out in even pants. He was


    obviously


    asleep.


    I didn’t like the man.


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    I mean, no, he had done absolutely nothing to me personally, but he was close to my Dn, and he


    was a natural flirt. If Dn hadn’t have met Josh, and myself then I could see them actually


    bing a thing, trading and rebelling together.


    “You, look tired.” Came my cousins voice from the opposite side of the dining hall. I rolled my eyes, I


    was tired. Being so turned on by someone yet not being able to show it or even ethically release


    the growing tension, really was exhausting. That and it took me a while to actually fall asleep,


    because I was so hyper aware of Dn’s every breath. “I thought Dn might’ve been tired too, but


    she’s just the picture of energy this morning. Does that girl ever stop working?”


    “I think she’s afraid to stop.” I admitted before sitting next to Gilliard and sighing, unsure as to were


    Dn actually was at that specific moment. Dn used her work as a distraction for things, I had


    noticed that a lot over the past few weeks. I think keeping herself busy took her mind off of


    everything.


    “If I walked in her shoes, I think I would be too, in honesty.” Gill shrugged, taking a sip out of his


    1/2


    steaming mug of coffee, I personally never cared for the stuff, however, I was rather partial to the


    smell


    of it.


    “Where is she anyway? Taking inventory? Checking up on the wounded from yesterday? Making a


    n of action with the head warrior?” I knew she was bound to be working on something important,


    she didn’t tend to settle for east tasks.


    “I actually think she’s about to head out to the next district to speak to their alpha, she’s taking


    some pup home there.” What?! My hands smacked loudly on the table in front of me in shock.


    Which in turn caused Ryan to lift his head up quickly in surprise. The Fear in his eyes at the bang,


    quickly turned into


    confusion as he rubbed his tired eyes. Well, boo hoo for him I guese


    Honestly, how could Dn be so reckless? How could Gill be such an idiot as to let her


    go alone?!


    “Why the fuck are you only telling me about this now?!” I stood up quickly off my stool and began to


    charge towards the front door, insisting on catching her up, when Gill stopped me with a firm grasp.


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