Chapter 0228


    Dn POV


    I ended up waking with a loud gasp, my breath came out in panicked pants and my body shot up


    allowing my head to dart around the room trying to make sure I was back at theke, only I was


    met with the interior of the medical tent. A constant rhythmic beep was going off, but in my panic it


    seemed to increase in speed.


    Next to me, sat on a chair was Lewis. His head rested on the bed in slumber but his hand was on


    mine, holding it loosely. Why I had been bought back to the hospital like area was beyond me but at


    least I was no longer in that limbo ce the moon goddess had sent me to.


    My eyes uncontrobly streamed with water, and my breath was uneven, i had no idea why I was


    giving off this type of reaction, but it didn’t really matter, I guess my emotions had a mind of their


    own when it came to lycanthropy


    matters.


    I didn’t even think about what I was doing before I sortfort from the only person present. I


    pulled my hand away from his and shook his shoulder, a strangled cry of his name left my lips


    causing him to wake immediately.


    “Lewis!” His own head lifted straight away and he only gave himself 5 seconds to take my awake


    self in before pulling me into his arms. His tight embrace creating a warmth of calm to sweep over


    me. It had to be Lewis, my mate I mean. If King Josh wasn’t mated to me, despite me being chosen


    for him, then who was my other half? No one else had made me feel the way Lewis did. My breath


    instantly began to stabilise as my own arms tightened around his neck.


    “Dn?!” His uttering of my name came out as more of a whispered, unconvinced question, as he


    too tightened around my body, drawing me in even closer despite me already being flushed up


    against him. “You’re ok… I’m here.”


    “I’m not ok… I’m not ok…” I shook my head and sobbed into his shoulder. For some reason, I was


    finally ok with letting my true feelings out around Lewis, I wasn’t ok, and he deserved to know that,


    hell I wanted him to know that, and for some reason, hearing the moon goddess telling me to


    be a wolf, made me feel worse and more trapped than I did when I was with Josh. I couldn’t


    for the life of me believe what had actually happened. The moon goddess waspletely fucked up


    if she thought I would just roll over and ept the life that she wanted me to live. “She wants me


    to… I’m supposed to…” the words got lost in a sob. There was no way that I could be a wolf.


    “Hey, hey. You need to calm down, you are going to make yourself sick.” He pushed me away from


    him slightly and held my face in his hands, wiping my eyes gently with his thumbs as he did so.


    “Deep breaths for me!” He showed me how to breathe because in that moment I had genuinely


    forgotten how, my mind focussed on one thing only, and that was what I was expected to do.


    “That’s it. Long breaths,e on Dyl.”


    Wait… had something been done? I didn’t feel any different at all, I felt the exact same as I was


    from before I encountered the goddess, but I had to be sure. So instead of thinking and acting like a


    sane person, I shot up out of bed, breaking the contact between me and Lewis in order to find a


    mirror.


    “Do I look different?” I frantically asked while fumbling around trying to find something, trying to find


    anything, before realizing there wasn’t many reflective surfaces around. “Lewis… do I look any


    different?!” I practically screamed it at him the second time as my desperation for normality


    intensified. I needed an answer, but instead he simply stared at me, his mouth opening and closing


    like a fish at my erratic behavior. “Get me a mirror… for gods sake please just find something.” N?velDrama.Org: owner of this content.