Chapter 0212


    I was damaged, I knew that, but thest thing I wanted was Lewis to see me aspletely


    destroyed. Every time he bought up what King Josh did to me, my stomach would painfully contract


    contract, even more so when I realized that he would never see me as anything other than a broken


    down person.


    “What were you going to do? Break your alpha kingsmand? You and I both couldn’t do a damn


    thing about it, and we both know it. Look, It happened, so let’s just forget about it and move on.” His


    eyes welled up a bit and I frowned at his sorrow. Thinking back, the man did shout an awful lot of


    disagreement while the king had his way with me.


    “I should have fought harder, I should have been the one to save you!” Maybe he should have, but


    he didn’t, and he couldn’t. He gently moved his hand and carefully tucked my hair behind my ear,


    before doing his thing and cupping my cheek in hisrge palm, I subconsciously lean into it, feeling


    a small flutter of sparks run through me at his touch.


    “There’s nothing either of us would do differently, because there was nothing we could do then! Let’s


    just leave the past where it belongs… in the past.” His gaze was scrutinizing as he refused to turn


    away from my orbs, I felt like he was seeing it all over again all of a sudden, and so I couldn’t hold


    his stare, my eyes wandered over everywhere and anywhere, but every now and again I would


    catch him, his eyes never faltering from my face, not once. “What is it?” I asked as he continued to


    stare at me for a second.


    Even before he bought all this up again, Lewis always seemed to have a really far off look in his


    eyestely whenever he met my gaze, almost as if I was the only thing he could focus on, I


    wondered why a lot of the time. Maybe he really couldn’t look at me in any other way, maybe he


    really did just see the damaged and scarred person I had be. “Lewis? Are you ok?”N?velDrama.Org: owner of this content.


    The far off look suddenly came back to the present and he cleared his throat before turning away


    from me.


    “I’m Sorry, you need rest, and I need to wash up… I won’t keep you any longer.” Now hold on,


    there’s no way he was just going to leave me after bringing everything back up to the surface, was


    all his kindness, just a pathetic act of pity?


    “Can you really not look at me anymore without remembering that?” I asked my voice barely even a


    whisper as he stood in front of me, I shook my head and let my sight meet the floor as my hands


    began to fiddle with each other. “You can’t look at me without seeing what King Josh did to me, can


    you?” I felt my eyes begin to water slightly as I thought about losing one of the only people I had left


    in this world.


    “No, it’s not that at all, Dn…” he cut himself off as if trying to think about his next sentence. It


    didn’t matter what he said though, I knew the truth and so I began to walk off again, only to be


    stopped by him for the second time this evening. “I promise you, it really isn’t like that, honestly, I… I


    sometimes have to remind myself of what he did.” What did he mean he had to remind himself? Did


    He actually want to remember? My eyes widened drastically and they slowly met his again this time


    anger clouded me.


    “You want to remind yourself of it?” He shook his head and growled slightly running his hand


    through his