Chapter 0201


    Dn POV


    "I''m self-diagnosed with word vomit. Sometimes it just can''t be helped." I swallowed thickly before


    reaching into my pocket and pulling out the scrunched up wrinkle stained envelope, ready to


    change the subject quickly. "Anyway, I''m not here to talk about how shitty my life is..." I held out the


    white paper and smiled slightly.


    "I''m here because, I can''t do this alone." I watched Ryan rke look at the envelope in my hand


    and a confused frown quickly took over his face and curiosity was embedded into his small eyes.


    "What do you mean you can''t do this alone? What even is that?" I sighed and held one side of the


    envelope in each hand, my name staring back at me, causing yet another lump to form in my throat.


    I looked at rke then sighed before awkwardly waving the paper slightly.


    “It’s a letter from my mom. She wrote it before I got her killed.” His eyes widened drastically at my


    words, and he quickly sat up more, letting his back sit up straight on the bed.


    “You still haven’t opened that yet?” I shook my head. Even I couldn’t understand why I had waited


    so long. I just felt my breath halt drastically every time I even thought about opening it, and then I’d


    start to sweat and eventually I’d begin to panic. Now I felt different, Lewis had really helped me by


    just being there while I ranted. I think I had repressed my emotions so much that they had been


    manifesting into attacks of panic.


    “No, not yet any way. I was hoping I could read it with you? I don’t exactly want to be on my own.”


    My grip tightened on the envelope and my gaze met the floor. I was so nervous it was unreal. The


    last words we ever spoke to each other weren’t something I wanted to remember and yet, I knew it


    would never leave me. Other than ourst minutes together these written words were the veryst


    time I’d ever hear from her. “I won’t be able to cope well if thest thing she ever said to me were


    written words of disappointment.”


    “Of course you can read it here… But Dn, your mom was nothing but proud of you. You have to


    know that…” my eyebrows scrunched slightly in sorrow and my shoulders shrugged out of


    disagreement. “Listen to me…” I looked away from him quickly, which in turn caused his voice to


    be very stern. “Look at me and listen…” I was that surprised by his tone that my head actually


    shot to him. “No one, not a single lycan or human, should have ever been through what you have,


    and yet you’re still here, you rejected the king at every turn, you fought with a determination I didn’t


    think anyone possessed, not to mention you saved my life, your mother was proud of you… and so


    am I.” It meant a lot to me to hear that from rke, we used to be close, he was basically my self


    proimed brother.


    “Thanks rke, but honestly there’s more people out there fighting than what you think, it isn’t just


    me.” His head shook rapidly as he continued to try and put his point across.


    “Just because more people are fighting, it doesn’t take your fight away from you. You have given


    people hope for a better future. So whatever your mom has written, just know that you gave her


    hope.” It’s still a foreign concept to me to be someone else hope when I barely had any.


    I looked at the letter and turned it over in my hands, debating wether to actually open it or not.


    Honestly, Now that it was in front of me I was seriously regretting even thinking about opening it up.


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    “Oh, for gods sake…” Before I could think any more about my actions, I tore open the envelope and


    pulled out the folded paper from in side it.