I quickly dried out my hair before changing into a floral print knee length dress. Once again, I caught myself staring at my reflection in the mirror, my hands lying t against my stomach.
I closed my eyes took a deep breath and finished off getting ready. If it wasn''t his parentsing to dinner, I''d have been in either fresh pjs or a pair of sweats, but I wanted to make a little effort. I frowned when I heard a knock at the front door.
They were early.
My bedroom door opened; nna walked in like she owned the ce copsing onto our bed. The bed I had not long made. I loved her like a sister but sometimes I could throttle her. "What?". I sighed when I caught her staring.
"I''m here for dinner". She grinned.
Of course, she was.
"Joking". She winked. "Can I borrow your ck jacket?".
I had no idea which jacket she was talking about. I had a few ck jackets. Short and long.
"Help yourself". I pointed to my closet. "Where are you going?".
"Drinks with the girls. There''s a cocktail bar in town I''ve been dying to try. It only opened a few months ago. ys live music to".
Right. I didn''t like the feeling that rose in my stomach. The feeling of being left out. Pursing my lips, I grabbed my phone off the floor. "You''ll find one in there and don''t touch my shoes". "Love you". She yelled as I made my way downstairs.
It shouldn''t but I was annoyed. I was annoyed that they were going out and I wasn''t. I couldn''t drink but I could still go out and have fun. Jake was in the living room a beer in his hand the tv on in the background. He looked up from his phone.
"Wow babe you look beautiful".
"Yeah". I opened the fridge and grabbed a bottle of water. "We need to start locking the doors". I huffed.
I was being petty, but I couldn''t help it. I didn''t even get an invite.
"What''s wrong?". He asked.
"Nothing". I closed the fridge door before disappearing into the pantry. I wanted a snack. I opened a new bag ofys and grabbed a bag of Hershey kisses.
Was this how it was going to be from now on? I wasn''t going to get invited ces because I was pregnant? They were real shitty friends if that was the case.
"Babe". He stood at the pantry door as I stood in the corner stuffing my face.
"What?".
"You''ll ruin your dinner".
"Don''t care". I shrugged.
"Has something happened?". He asked just as I heard the front door close.
"No".
"Babe".
"They''re going out without me". Even saying the words, I felt stupid. If I had been asked, I''d have probably said no anyway but it wasn''t the point. I was an emotional mess most days and this wasn''t making me feel any better. "Do you want to go out?".
"No". I made a face.
"Then what''s the issue?". He frowned.
"They didn''t invite me that''s the issue and they didn''t invite me because I''m pregnant. I''m going to be pregnant for a whole nine months. I feel left out and it''s not a nice feeling".
"I''m sure that''s not true Leah".
"Yeah, then why wasn''t I invited?".
"I don''t know baby, but can we get out of the pantry and go into the living room? My parents will be here soon".
I sat on the couch scrolling through my phone. Some paragraphs are iplete if you are not reading this novel on Jobnb. It wasn''t bad enough that I didn''t get invited I now had to see pictures stered all over my Facebook. Turning my phone onto do not disturb I crossed my arms over my chest and tried to focus on the tv. Jakes parents hadn''t arrived yet but before they did, I had to try and change my mood. If I red any harder, I''m sure my face would stay like this.
"Leah?".
"Hm?".
"Baby, are you really that annoyed that you didn''t get asked to go out?".Content (C) N?v/elDra/ma.Org.
"Yes, yes I am". I never once took my eyes off the tv. "My friends are out having a good time and I''m". I paused. I had to think about what I was going to say next. "You know what it doesn''t matter I have to pee".