58. Pain


    Sebastian.


    Why the hell did I agree to this? I ask myself for the millionth time. My hands and feet were chained


    much like how Lauren had been. The silver burning my skin.


    Blood dripped down my swollen eye which hurt like a bitch. Everything fucking hurt. There wasn’t a part


    of me that wasn’t in pain, well except my dick but let’s not talk about that.


    I breathe through the pain. Being pretty sure that my ribs were broken. I am a grown man and I have


    had my share of attacks but nothingpares to this. Sylvia is ruthless and it shows every time she


    fucking smiles when she’s torturing you.


    I didn’t know who would be our torturer. Given that Alec was on the same boat as us. When Sylvia


    revealed she was the one giving us our punishment I almost fled. Yes,ugh all you want, but it’s called


    self-preservation. The woman has a personal vendetta against me.


    I am the top dog among the alphas but she scares me. Mainly because she''s a psychotic bitch. She


    even scares the elders and that’s saying something given those motherfuckers think everyone should


    kiss their feet.


    I hear an elder scream like a bitch in heat. This would have been somewhat bearable if I didn’t have to


    hear their whinny screams. They were the elders of the werewolfmunity yet they were screaming


    like little girls. Just shows how pathetic they really are.


    I close my eyes and shut off the sounds.I needed to be thinking of happy fucking thoughts. Instead of


    the pain that was coursing throughout my body. Jax’s face pops up and for some reason so does


    Krystal’s and Lauren’s.


    My mind goes to Red. She sat through a couple of my sessions with Sylvia. Smirking the whole damn


    time.


    I admit that I was fucking wrong. We were starting to settle into afortable routine but I went ahead


    and ruined everything.


    She bears my mark but I have no ess to her. She has blocked herself off because she fucking hates


    my guts.


    I don’t know how to get back to where we were before I fucked things up. Sure I don’t love her but I


    could genuinely see me having afortable life with her even after our deal ends.


    She wasn’t a nagging hoe like Miranda and it didn’t hurt that she treats my son like her own.


    I hear the door to my cell open. I look up to find Sylvia watching me smugly.


    “You’re enjoying this, aren’t you?” I ask. Trying to look at her even though she was a bit blurry.


    I honestly don’t know how the woman became the goddess’ Oracle. The woman was pure evil. How


    she was chosen as a priestess is beyond me. Some of the shit she has done to me makes the devil


    look like a clown.


    She breaks into a blinding smile. “Fuck yes! You idiots deserve this and more”


    I sigh. That small action shoots pain to my ribs, I mp my jaw shut. Refusing to show any pain


    whatsoever.


    “How does it feel to be in the same position Ren was? Do you finally get the reason why she’s so mad


    at you?” she asks, stepping closer to me.


    I didn’t answer mainly because my ego wouldn’t let me. I’m having a fucking hard time as it is. I can’t


    even begin to imagine the pain Red must have gone through.


    She was a woman and my mate yet I fucking let her get beat up by a man while I just stood by and


    watched. That was something I don’t think I will ever be able to forgive myself for.


    I let the betrayal of Miranda cloud my judgement. I ced her in the same category with that bitch


    when she was far from being a second Miranda.


    “Answer me pup!” Sylvia yells at me before wing my chest.


    I slump forward. Feeling the burn of her ws tearing into my flesh. Damn it. For a moment I forget


    how to breathe.


    “Yes” I answer herst question. Breathing through the pain in my chest.


    Fuck. Why did I listen to my stupid ass brain? I wouldn’t be here if I had just investigated further. Don’t


    get me wrong I am far from being a pussy but pain is still pain. And right now I am in a load of it.


    “You of all people should have defended her. I know the truth about your mating but for fucks sake, she


    is still your mate in everyone’s eyes and you should have stood by her” she swings her leg andnds a


    kick to my gut making me release a groan.


    I don’t pretend that I don’t know what she’s talking about because it’s a waste of time. I am also not


    shocked that she knows about the contract. She was the Oracle after all.


    “I know” I whisper, feeling weak as shit.


    “You should have known then, when she needed you. It’s honestly sad that her bastard of an ex-mate


    believed her when you didn’t. He was even looking for evidence to prove her innocence” she snarls.


    Completely livid.


    Shends blow after blow. Taking out her anger on me. Deep down I am pissed. Not because Sylvia


    was raining blows on me. Or because she hit me so hard that I think my jaw hase unhinged. But


    because she mentioned Darren. I hate that she mentioned that asshole and I hate it more that she


    feels he is a better choice for Red simply because he believed her.


    Something in me screams that I am jealous but that’s not the case, and I refuse to heed to that


    annoying voice.


    Property belongs to N?vel(D)r/ama.Org.


    The man is in my shit list. I would hate it if Lauren all of a sudden had a change of heart. It would mean


    that I would have to leave the fucker alone.


    By the time Sylvia is done, my face is sore. I hate to admit that I can’t even feel my features. It’s


    “You know, I thought that you’re the perfect choice for her, but I am not so sure anymore”


    She heads to the table that’s next to the wall. She studies the objects there before picking up a silver


    knife. She doesn’t even flinch when the silver burns her.


    She also doesn’t give me a warning before she plunges it into my chest.


    “Motherfucker!” I bellow.


    She then gives me a sinister smile right before she rips it out. I feel my flesh ripping as the knife cuts


    into it a second time.


    “That sound you made right there is music to my ears.” She says grinning.


    I pant. My breathing in fast. The remnants of the silver still burning my wound.


    “Fuck you” I mutter.


    “Not in this lifetime. Now onto more important matters…”


    I switch off when I feel something unfamiliar rising up inside me. I focus on the feeling trying to


    determine what it is. I recognize it. It was fear but it wasn’t mine.


    “Fang?”


    He raises his head up. He was weak but not that weak. As a dominant wolf, silver didn’t affect him


    muchpared to other wolves.


    “Something is wrong” he replies.


    No shit Sherlock, I think to myself.


    I start to panic when the feeling bes intense. Something was seriously wrong.


    “Ren is in trouble” he starts pacing. Low growls leaving his mouth.


    I grab onto our bond and follow it to her. For the first time her mental blocks are down. I feel her fear,


    panic and confusion. She also seems to be sluggish. Damn it.


    “We need to get out of here” I say urgently, my own fear beginning to take over.


    “Yes. We protect our mate” he snarls.


    Fang is more protective of Red than he ever was Miranda. If I am being honest, he never gave a shit


    about that bitch at all. He would have dly watched as she burned.


    Using the strength Fang pushes to me, I yank the chains. They break off easily. We could have gotten


    out earlier but I owed it to Lauren to stay and take the punishment. This was my penance.


    “What the hell?” Sylvia yells. “Where are you going?”


    “Lauren” it’s the only word I manage to get out before I push past her.


    My body ached but I was a man on a fucking mission. Whoever was responsible for the fear I felt from


    my Red was going to fucking pay.