33. The deal


    Darren.


    I look at the amber liquid swirling in my ss. I am drunk off my ass but I don’t care because nothing


    matters. Nothing fucking matters.


    ‘How did I end up here?’ I keep asking myself over and over again.


    Everything I had has been torn away from me. I absolutely have nothing. No mate and no Luna. My


    eyes wonders to the magazine delivered to my house. Either the person didn’t know how Ren and I


    were once and item. Or they were just being fucking cruel by reminding me what I had lost.


    The sharp pain that pierces my heart is hard to ignore. The picture of Lauren and Sebastian outside


    Ruby’s collection holding hands tears my already sore heart. Despite wearing heels, the bastard was


    still taller than her which wasn’t the case with me. She was looking up at him like he hang the fucking


    moon. He looked down at her like she was his entire world.


    Sick of seeing the picture, I grab the magazine and tear it up before throwing it to the trash bin. I don’t


    need any more reminder of what a fucking moron I have been.


    I had her, but instead I let her go. That’s not it, I didn’t let her go. I kicked her out my life. All because I


    believed that Miranda came back because she loved me. Because she wanted me. That she was


    miserable without me all these years like I was. She yed me like the piano and I fall for deceit.


    The door to my house opens but I don’t bother turning around. Instead a take a gulp of my whisky


    before filling up the ss.


    “This house smells like a pigsty” I hear behind just as the click of heels walks towards me.


    “Hi mom” I slur, once I feel her presence behind me.


    I still don’t turn because thest thing I want to see is the disappointment in her eyes. I’ve seen so


    much of it since I screwed up with Ren. It was enough tost me a lifetime or two.


    “Don’t hi me, you overgrown baby” she scolds before smacking me on the back of the head.


    I groan and snap at her. “Ouch! What the hell was that for?”


    What was up with her? All I wanted was to be left alone. To be let to drown in my own misery.


    She moves around me andes sit beside me. Just as I scent my dad and feel his presence. He may


    be a retired alpha but he’s aura is still strong.


    “Did rats die in here or something?” he groans, the disgust evident in his voice.


    I want them to shut the hell up and leave. “If you hate the smell so much then leave. The door is


    fucking wide open. I don’t need your bullshit”


    I don’t feel my dad move. Probably because my senses were screwed by the alcohol. I registers mom’s


    gasp when it already toote. Dad has me pinned to the wall in a chock hold. My eyes are blurry but I


    still see his wolf on the surface. Lurking. Ready to strike


    If I was my normal self I would be able to get out of his hold. But like I said, I was drank off my ass. So I


    was at his mercy. Completely helpless because I was useless.


    “Boy, if you ever disrespect me or your mother again I will forget you’re a man and I’ll hand you your


    ass on a silver tter. Better yet, I will forget that you’re my son” he spat.


    I just hang, limp. Not daring to move. He lets go of me after snarling, leaving me to crumple in a heap


    on the floor. I would have been disgusted by the sort of man I have turned out but I was too far gone.


    My ego has already been trampled on the ground by I woman I thought loved me.


    I stand up on unsteady legs and lean on my desk. Trying to focus on my parents. They were after all


    here for a reason.


    “You can’t continue like this Darren. You’re letting the pack down” My mother begins.


    I didn’t have time to hear about this. What did they want from me? I just got the rug pulled from under


    me and I don’t know what to do about it.


    “I just can’t deal with the pack right now. I am lost. How am I supposed to function without Lauren by


    my side? I am aplete and utter mess”


    My dad snorts and it honestly grates on my nerves. “Weren’t you the same man that was speaking of


    his undying love for that other woman about a month ago?” he mocks.


    I rub my chest. It feels as if he has hit me physically by using Miranda’s betrayal against me. It still


    pains. It was like being stabbed over and over again.


    “Things change” I murmur. Looking down.


    And don’t I know. I have experienced it firsthand. A year ago, Lauren was the one in this position but


    now the tables have turned. The only thing that’s different is that Lauren is mated to Sebastian. While


    in the year Miranda refused for us to be mated. I should have seen that for what it was. A red g. She


    was clearly still holding on to hope that Sebastian wille back to her.


    “So you’re telling me that your love is so flimsy that it easily changes from one woman to another?” Dad


    asks. His face contorted in repulsion.


    “Don’t fucking start with me. I am not in the damn mood” I fumed.


    “We warned you about that hoe but you refused to listen. Now you have lost the best woman you could


    ever have to another man and all for what? Tell me Darren all for what? Was it worth it? Turns out while


    you were busy destroying the love sweet Ren had for you, your bitch of mate was busy spreading her


    legs for other men”


    “Shut up!” I scream at him.


    I didn’t want to hear him talk. I didn’t want him reminding me of the mess I made of my life. I didn’t want


    to be reminded of theplete and utter fool I was. Or how Miranda ripped my fucking heart open.


    “Or what Darren. What are you going to fucking do?” he challenges.


    I lounge at him, my ws out. Ready to attack. I don’t get the chance though before the blow dad


    delivers sends me to the floor.


    “That’s enough darling” my mom tells my dad. Trying to soothe.


    He turns to her. “You’re right, it''s enough. I am done with him and his stupidity.” He turns to me.


    “Until you get your fucking self together, I am taking the pack from. Brent will be in charge of it for now. I


    won’t let you run this pack to the ground, not after the hard work and tears me and those before us


    have put to see it to where it is right now. I didn’t raise you to be one, but you’re a fucking coward”


    With those parting words he storms out of my house. Leaving me with a broken nose and a lose tooth.


    My momes and stands before me. She looks at me before shaking her head in disappointment.


    “Your father is right Darren. We didn’t raise you to be a coward. Fix this, fix what you have broken,


    even if it’s not for yourself. Krystal deserves a better father and this pack needs a better alpha. You’re


    just not it right now and if you are not careful, you’ll never be” she bends down and kisses my forehead


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    before leaving. Shutting the door softly behind her.


    I sit there for a while. I draw my knees up andy my head on them. My tearse against my will and


    continue to fall. The amount of regret I have inside me feels like it’s drowning me. Suffocating me. How


    could I have been so stupid? To fall for Miranda after she left me high and dry before.


    I seek my wolf but he’s closed himself off. I was on my own on this.


    I get up and head for the shower. Standing under the cold water, I begin to sober up. Just as I


    remember the good time I had with Lauren.


    How she made me smile and did everything she could to love me. Instead I continued holding a piece


    of myself back. Refusing to give her all of me including my mark.


    I get dressed and leave the house. Mom and Dad were right. I needed to fix things. I had to fix what I


    had carelessly broke. Get back what was no longer mine.


    Given I was still drunk I couldn’t drive so I order a cab. Almost forty minutester I am at her house. I


    knew she was released from the dungeons for the time being. Even though I hated being here. Hated


    seeing her, it was a necessary evil.


    I ring the bell and secondster, she’s standing on the open door. She looks like shit and a part of me is


    d for that.


    “So you came back? I told you that you would. You can’t stay away from me for much longer” Miranda


    purrs.


    She lifts her hand to my face but I catch her hand. Then let it go as if she has just burned me. I push


    my way into her house not caring that it was rude. Her house is still the same. Nothing has changed at


    all.


    “We need to talk” I grumbled.


    Shees to stand in front of me. Nothing is different with her also. Her stomach isn’t showing. I look


    at her face and without the love colored sses. I see how cold she is. She’s stiff and hard.


    There’s no love or warmth in her eyes, like it was with Lauren before I destroyed her. How did I never


    notice that she was basically a rock? Not capable of loving anyone but herself.


    “I figured. What do you want?” she asks. Folding her hand against her chest.


    “A proposal” I pierce her with my hardest look. “You want Sebastian back, and I want Lauren. I think we


    can help each other here. Making sure that we each get what we want.”


    “Go on…” her eyes shine, in the sunlight. Her interest piqued.


    “It''s simple really. You’re going to help me destroy their rtionship” I say. “Deal?”


    I extend my hand, waiting for her to shake it.


    A wicked smirk takes over her face and she shakes my hand. “Deal” she agrees.


    I smile. I was going to make sure that Lauren and Sebastian’s love doesn’t survive to see their first


    anniversary. I was going to get Lauren back. Whatever it takes