Chapter 170


    Chapter 0170


    ASHANTI’S POV.


    By the time I wake up the next morning, he’s long gone. I am not surprised. The way he f c


    k e d mest night made me understand that the era of him giving me princess treatment is over.


    He was emtionless and hard. Too hard, but he didn’t care.


    From now on, it’s safe to consider myself a normal H a r e m girl who pleases him in bed.


    With a heart as heavy as steel, I roll over on the bed and my eyes fall on the nightstand. There’s a


    note on it. Quickly, I heave myself upright and pick it up to read.


    It’s for me.


    “Report for training as long as you don’t see this after one pm.


    J


    My eyes dart to the wall clock at the side and disappointment washes through my spine when the


    time reads eight am. I have to go for training.


    He always tells me to go for training only if I feel like it, but today is different. He’s not giving me a


    choice. He’smanding me to show up for training. Sighing lightly, I put back the note on the


    nightstand and step down from the bed. Pieces of my heart are dropping to the floor as I head to the


    bathroom to bathe.


    The moment I step into the shower, the tears I’ve been trying to hold back escape my eyes and


    pour down my face like a waterfall. Memories of all the sweet moments we spent together floods my


    mind and I can’t help but ask myself the question, Why?


    Why can’t he fall in love with me?


    Why can’t I be epted by him and his subjects and council of elders?


    Why did he pull me so close to him only to push me away as such at the slightest inconvenience?


    Why am I so unlucky when ites to men?


    First it was Conrad. That jerk who cheated on me with my sister and now it’s Alpha Reagan.


    I’m not cursed, am I?


    I’m huping by the time I step out of the shower and my eyes must have turned pink. My face is


    just a sad case. When I go into the closet to dress up, I don’t wear Alpha Reagan’s clothes like I


    used to, I wear the ones I came with. When I go back to the bedroom, I’m shocked to see Ma’am


    Charlotte waiting for me.


    “Good morning, Ashanti.” She greets with her usual wide smile.


    “Good morning, Ma’am Charlotte.” I croak.


    “I came to ask if I should serve you breakfast in here.” I look around the bedroom and my eyes


    settle on the sitting area where Alpha Reagan and I have had several meals together. I can hear


    myself giggling gleefully in those memories. I close my eyes against the pain and dizziness in my


    head. I take a moment to collect myself before snapping my eyes open and saying;


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    “No, thank you. I’ll eat breakfast at the H e m cafeteria…” Where I belong.


    I say thest three words in my mind.


    “Are you


    sure?” I give her and eager nod and proceed to leave the bedroom. My insides are somersaulting


    with nervous energy as I leave his chambers.


    All I want to do is cry.


    And die a little.


    Because what I feel now is ten times worse than what I felt when Conrad and I broke up.


    REAGAN’S POV.


    Last night was the worst night in the history of nights I’ve spent with Ashanti. I f ke d her with no


    mercy and couldn’t even bring myself to cuddle her afterwards. I have never regretted doing


    something so much in


    my life.


    I was a total a s s.


    Today again, during training, I didn’t go easy on her. I was so cold and mean to her that she rushed


    into the toilet and burst into tears. That shattered my heart into pieces.


    The meeting with the elders has messed me up. My fear of losing Ashanti is going to push me to do


    things I will regret for the rest of my life and the sad thing is, right now, I have no idea what to do. Ccontent ? exclusive by N?/vel(D)ra/ma.Org.


    The elders will be needing a response from me soon and if I tell them Ashanti is not the chosen


    one, they will urge me to choose someone immediately and if I’m not careful, they will choose for


    me.


    I need to make a decision sooner orter..


    A knock sounds on the door and I nearly scream at whoever it is to go away, but I manage to curb


    my anger and signal the person toe inside. The door opens and I j r o f from my bed when


    Alina walks into my bedroom with a smug smile on her face and a robe.


    I won’t be surprised if there’s nothing underneath the robe…


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