Chapter57


    L’sPOV


    IreluctantlyturnedaroundandwenttowhereJaydensatinthelivingroom.Istoodforawhilebeforehemotionedformetositonthesinglesetteechairintheroom.


    IknewwhathewasgoingtotalkaboutbutIstillhopedthathewouldn’tsayit.Ohgoddess,I’mnotready.AdrianandRosesoonjoinedusandAdriansatclosertomegivingmesomesortofort.HeheldmyhandandItookadeepbreathbefireJaydenbegantotalk.


    “I’msureitmusthavebeenshockingtofindoutthatyou’reaspecialwolfyesterday“,hebegan.Notreally,I’vealwaysknowIwasdifferent,Ijustdidn’tknowitwasthetypeofdifferentthatwilloutthefateofthepackwolvesintomyhands.


    InoddedmyheadsoIwouldn’tseemrudeandhe continued.“It’snonewsthatyou’dbeleadingourkindintoawarthatonlyyouandAdriancanconquer“,hestatedtheobvious.AdrianmusthavenoticedhowstiffIsatbecausehe squeezedmyhands again.


    “We’vedecidedthatit’stimetostepuptotheroleoftheLunathatrightfullybelongstoyou“,hesaidbeforerestinghisback.onthechairandIwasdumbfounded.


    Ittookmeabout2minutestoprocesswhathesaidandIscreamed.“Why?WhyamItakinguptheroleof theLunanow?WhyshouldIbeaLunatoamanthatrecentlyjustacknowledgedme?Why?”Iscreamedoutandtheyalllooked


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    takenaback.Adrianlookedhurtbutthatwasn’twhatwasimportant.


    Weretheyexpectingmetobecoolwithwhateverdecisiontheymadewithoutconsultingmefirst?Likehell,I’ply.


    Rosewastheonewhospokenext.“L,child.Thisisforthesakeofthepack“,shepausedtogaugemyresponse.ShecontinuedwhenIkeptmyfaceneutral,“thepackneedstheirnewLuna.AdrianissupposedtobethenewAlphaKingalready,heneededhisLunatobeabletodosoandnowthatit’sobviousyou’rebothgettingalong,there’snoreasontowasteanymoretime“,shefinishedandIlookedatherlike.she’dgrowntwoheads.


    WhathappenedtotheRosethatwouldalwayssupportmeandmydecisions?


    “HeneededhisLunatobetheAlphaKingandyethewasreadytochooseFayovermewhenIgothere.HeneededhisLunayet,noonedaredtomakehimseethathewasmakingamistakebytreatingmethewayhedid?”Iaskedinashakyvoice.


    IremovedmyhandfromAdrian’sspandranuptomyroom,makingsureIlockedthedoor.Ibegan topacetheroomwhiletakingdeepbreaths.Ididn’tknowwhatemotionsIwasfeelinginsideme.Itwasamixtureofrage,fearandsadness.


    “L.Canyouatleastconsidersteppinguptotherole?”Jasmineaskedinmyhead.“Considersteppinguptotherole?Jasmine,yousufferedfromthismore.YouwereconstantlyweakandIalmostlostyou“,Irepliedtoher.N?velDrama.Org (C) content.


    “ButthatwasinMoonlitpack.We’rewithourtruematenow


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    andyoucanagreewithmethatthispackhasmadeyoufeelweedinthespanofonemonthwhereMoonlitpackmadeyoufeellikeanoutcastforeightyears“,shespokegentlyandicouldn’thelpbutagreewithher.


    Truthis,Iwasscaredoffailing.Iwasscaredoflettingeveryonedown.IfIhadbeentoldtodosomethinglikethisinMoonlitpack,Iwouldn’thavethoughttwicebeforeIagreed.Iwouldn’tfethingiftheyalldiedbutthecaseof Crescentmoonpackwasdifferent..


    Theyeptedmeandtreatedmeliketheirown,Ididn’twanttogettheirhopesupandfaileventually,I’dneverforgivemyself.Ifeltbadfoshing outatRoseandJaydenwhentheyhavebeennothingbutnicetome.


    Ididnotknowwhentearsstartedstreamingdownmycheeks.Ihadtoapologizetothemforbeingaspoiledbrat.ImadeupmymindtogoandapologizetothemandwhenIopenedthedoor,IwasmetwithasadlookingAdrian.


    Iopenedmymouthtospeakbuthepulledmeintohischestandhuggedmetight.Wedidn’tsayaword,wejuststoodlikethatforawhile.


    Ieventuallybrokeupourembraceandlookedupathim.“Canwetalk?”HeaskedandwhenItooktimetoanswer,headded“please“.Inoddedmyheadandledhimintomyroom.


    Hekept lookingatmeforawhile,makingmesquirmunderhisgaze.“AmIreallythereasonyou’re refusingtotakeonyourroleastheLuna?”Hesuddenlyspoke.


    WhenIwastakingawhiletoanswerhim,hepulledmeclosertohischestandasked hisquestionagain.Ishookmyheadandtriedtoburymyselfintohisskin.Hefeltlikehome.


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    “Whythen?Becauseifyou’retryingtohurtmyfeelings,I’dsuggestthatyoustop.Ifuckedupinitiallyandidon’tcarehowlongittakes,I’mgoingto……….“,Ishuthimupwitha k*sssurprisingbothofus.


    “Lookwhodecidedtobeboldandtakecharge“,JasmeasedinmyheadbutIignoredher.Ipulledawayfromthek*ssonceIwassurehewascalm.


    “It’snotyourfault,Adrian,I’mjustscaredoffalling andlettingeveryonedown“,Iwhisperedsoftly.“WhatiftheMoon.


    goddessiswrongandI’munabletosaveusall?Whatiftherogueswin,whatwillbeofthis packthen?It’sahugeresponsibilityandI’mscaredtotakeitonlestIletthepackdown“,Iadmittedinshame.


    “Baby,it’snothingtobeashamed about.Tobehonest,I’mscaredtoo.I’mscaredI’mgoingtofuckupourrtionshipagain.I’m scaredI’mnotgoingtomakeagoodKing.I’mscaredabouttheoingwarbecauseyou’llbeinthecenter ofitbutyouknowwhat?“,Heaskedandilookedupathim.“What?”


    “Ihaveyou,L.Apartfromthefactthatyou’rethemoonwolf,Ihavemymoon ordainedmatewithmeandIknowwe’regoingtogetthroughthistogether“,withthathedroppedak*ssonmyforeheadandIwentbacktosnugglingintohisarms.


    He’sright.Ihavemymatewithme,Ishouldn’tbescaredofanything.


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