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L’sPOV
IwasstillshakingontheflooroftheofficelookingatthedoorthroughwhichAdrianstormedout.AmIthatdisgusting?AmIthatunlovable?Ikept thinkingasmoretearspoureddownmycheeks.
IwashappythatGraysonwasoutofthepicturebutthelookIsawinAdrian’seyeswhenIenteredbrokeme.Hewantedmetobe atfault,hewantedmetobethebadpersonsohecanhaveagoodreasontothrowmeoutofthepack.
Iwascryingsomuchthatitwashardtobreathe.IknewJasminewashavingitworsebecauseshe’sbeensilentsinceAdrianstormedoutoftheroom.
“Jasmine,I’msorryIputus throughthis.IfonlyIhadn’tbeenborn,ifonlyIhadn’tbeensoweak,we’dnothavetogothroughthesepainandrejection“,IsaidtohertearilyandIcouldalmostfeelhershakeherwolfishhead.
“L,itisnotyourfaultthatthey can’tlookpasttheexteriorandseethatyou’resomeoneworthfightingfor.Youdonothaveto takeresponsibilityfortheirstupiddecisions“,shesaidandfreshtearsfelldownmycheeks.
IwishIcouldbeasstrongas Jasminewas.Iwasalwayscryingandshowingweaknessandthat’swhyIkeep gettingrejected.
Aboutanhouter,IfeltLyleintotheroombutIstilliddownonthefloorwhereIwaswhenAdrianlefttheroom.
“Hey,L.Iknowyou’renotasleep,Icanhearyourunevenbreathing.
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Whydon’tyougetupandlet’sgetoutofhere?”Sheaskedcalmlyasshecamenearme,almostlikeshewasexpectingmetshoutatherwithmyws.
“ButIdonotwanttoleavethisce.Noonewantstoseeme
anyways,I’dalwaysbeunwanted“,Isaidtiredly,hopingshe’sgoingtoleavemealonebutthatwasawishfulthinking.
“Bullshit!It’slikeyou’veforgottenthatIsaidwearebestfriendsnow.JustbecauseAdriandecidedtobeashitheadandrejectasweet soullikeyoudoesn’tmeaneveryoneis likehim.Idon’tknowwhatyou’vebeenthrough,L,butIpromise youthatyoucanrelyonmefromhereon.That’swhatfriends do“,shesaidasshesatdownonthefloorbesideme.
Itookinwhat shesaidandtearswelledupinmyeyesbuyIrefusedtoletthemfall.Shewasright.ImightnotfindmymatebutI’mnotstuckbeingaveanymore.Inowhavepeoplethatcareaboutmeeventhough theydonotknowaboutmypast.
IsatupandsurprisedmyselfbyhuggingL.Sheseemedtobesurprisedtoobecauseshetookamomentbeforeshehuggedmeback.
Shepulledbackandlookedmeintheeye.“Enoughoftheemotionalmoment,let’sgetoutofhere“,shestoodupandtookmyhandsinhers,pullingmeupwith her.
She talkedmyearsoff aswewalkedtowardsthekitchenandIwashappyforthedistraction.IthinkIevensmiledalittlewhenevershe’dsaysomethingfunny.
Julianawaswaitingforuswhenwegottothekitchenandshepulledmeintoahugwhenshesawme.“Oh,child.Youreyeslookssopuffyandswollen.Youpoorthing“,shesaidin amotherlyvoiceandIfeltmyselftearingup againbeforeLsteppedin.
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“You’dbetternotletmeseeanytearsstainyourfine,porcinskinagain“,shesaidtomesternlybeforefacingJulie.“Julie,Ijustbarelymanagedtostophertearsandyouwanttomakehercryagain?You’resupposedtofeedher,notmakehercry“,shescoldedJulianaandIwatchedhow thewomansmiledsweetlyatherwords.
“Ofcourse,L.Forgiveme,madam“,shesaidtoherjokinglyandLpuffed outherchestinresponse,makingthemburstinto<bughter</b><b>.</b>
“Sitdown,L.I’llwhipupsomething foryouinnotime“,JulianasaidasLpulledoutaseatandforcedmeintoit.
“Ijust atebeforeIcamehere,Julie.I’msorrybutIcan’tstomach…….“,Iwassayingwhenshelookedatmewithascarylookin<b>her</b>eyes,shuttingmeup.
“LunaRoseorderedyoubefedandIwon’tgoagainstmyLuna’swishes.I’mgoingtomakeyouasandwich,it’snotgoingtotakelongatall“,shesaidandfaced thecookeragain.
“YoushouldneverrejectfoodfromJuliana,shecanbescarywhenyoudon’teptheroffertofeedyou.IoncemadethatmistakeandIhadabloatedstomachfordays,shemademeeat3extraportionsforrefusingher.YouneedtoseehowIlookedlikeaballoonthatwasabouttopopfordays“,shewhisperedtomeandIsmiledalittle.
“YoudoknowIcanhearyouright?Ifyoudonotshutyourmouth.I’mgoingtomakeyoueat6portionsnexttime“,JulianathreatenedandLinstantlyshuthermouth.Shegavemealookthatsays‘see,Itoldyouso‘andIsurpressedtheurgetogiggle,lestshegivesme3extrasandwiches.
“Oh,thatremindsme.LunaRosesaidyoucanstayatthepackhouseifyouwant.ShefiguredyoumightnotwanttorunintoAdrian“.LsaidjustasJulianacedthesandwichinfrontofme.
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RatherthanreplyingL,I decidedthatstuffingmyfacewithfoodisabetteridea.IlookedupandsawLlookingatmeexpectantly.
“L,youdonotmindme sharing yourroom fortonight,right?”Iaskedandherfacelitupandshenoddedherheadaggressivelyasshedidahappydance.
Ifeltmyselfgettingawarmfeelinginmychestand Isent aprayeruptothemoon goddessforbringingmeintothispack.Imightnotbewantedbymymatebut Isuddenly havepeoplethatwantmearoundandIcouldn’tbemoregratefulforthem.
Aftereating,LandIwentintoherroomandshegavemeherclothestochangeinto.Inoticedthatwhilesheseemedtobewearinglessclothing,shegavemeclothesthatwerelongenoughto covermywholeb*dy,which Iwasgratefulfor.Aswidinbed,waitingforsleeptotakeoverus,IaskedaquestionthathadbeennaggingmesinceIlefttheofficefloor.
“L,doyouthinkthewholepackknowsthatAdriandoesn’twantmeeven thoughI’mhismate?”Iasked,dreadingthe answerthatwasgoingtofollow.
“It’sasmallpack,L.Wordstravelfast,I’msorry“,InoddedmyheadafterIheardherspeak.It’snotherfaultIhaveashittyfate.
Withthepossibilityofbeingughingstockinthepackandnevergetting someospendtherestofmylifewithonmymind,Ifesleeprestlessly.
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Chapter<b>19</b>