As easy as my pregnancy was, adjusting to having a baby has been difficult for me. It’s supposed to be


    easy, right? Everyone says ites naturally. Well I’m here to tell you, it doesn’t alwayse


    naturally. Liketching on to my breast. Cara is supposed to have some instinct totch on and my


    body is supposed to be what she needs, but we struggled.


    It took weeks for us to figure it out and countless tears on my part.


    ‘Don’t get frustrated, she’ll feel it.”


    ‘Don’t give up, you can do this.”


    ‘Don’t do this, don’t do that, try it this way, try it that way.”


    Everyone has a damn opinion about how I should nurse my child or what I’m doing wrong. All it did was


    make me feel more like a failure that it wasn’t working.


    After another bout of crying about being a worthless mother who can’t do the one thing my body is


    inherently meant to do, feed my child, Clintes and takes her from me. He heats up a bottle,


    bncing our little girl while managing to heat up the bottle and test it. He’s a natural. I’d love watching


    him if it


    didn’t make me feel even more like a failure.


    He walks out of our room, and I stand up, putting my breast back into my top and walking to the


    bathroom to ssh water on my face to wash away my tears. My face is in the towel, drying off when


    Clintes back in.


    “Come on, Lily bud. We’re going for a run.” He tells me,ing up behind me and wrapping his arms


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    around me.


    “Where’s Cara? We can’t just leave her.”


    “She’s with Calista and yes, we can. I told her you need to get out and run. You’re too stressed out and


    this will help. Andra hasn’t been out in months and Donovan misses his mate. Come on.”


    ‘He’s right. I miss Donovan too.‘ Andra tells me.


    “Okay.”


    Clint takes my hand and I follow my mate down the stairs and out the back of the packhouse. My


    breasts


    are huge with milk, or at least huge for me, so I’m ufortable stripping like I normally would. I walk


    to the tree line and Clint follows me. He waits until I shift, it takes a few moments longer than normal


    while Andra and I adjust to the slightly different shape of my body.


    Once I’ve shifted, Donovan is beside us in an instant. Andra takes off and the feeling of the air flowing


    through her fur, the scents and sounds of the forest, bring a calm to me that I didn’t know I was


    missing. We run for hours, Donovan and Andra taking time to reconnect and mate several times while


    we’re out.


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    When we finally stop at theke. Clint shifts back. He waits for me to shift as well before wrapping his


    arms around me.


    “Feel better, Lily bud?


    “Much. How did you know?”


    He kisses my forehead. “I know my mate. You want to be the best at everything. But you are perfect,


    just the way you are.”


    I lean into him, missing our time together. I take a deep breath, breathing in his scent of apple pie.


    Goddess, I love his smell. His hands begin to rub up and down my body, slowly, gently. We make love


    beside theke in our spot, the spot where we first connected as mates. When Clint pushes my body


    over the edge of bliss, I sink my teeth into his mate mark, making him growl his pleasure before he


    sinks his canines into my mark. This is what I needed. This reconnection with my mate, my life, my


    love. Everything in my world rights itself and I feel like I can breathe for the first time since Cara was


    born.


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