Chapter 43
Forbidden Pleasure
I feel slightly guilty for being one of the causes of the exhausted look on my mate’s face. He might try to
hide it, but I can see the bags underneath his eyes.
My ‘heat’ had been revealing itself more these past few weeks. I’ve had it about three
times now, ever since the first one, and each time is worse than thest. Even though I try to
suppress it, it’s hard not to give in. I’ve been throwing unnecessary tantrums and almost
‘raping’ Reagan. But he still wants to wait, at least until my wolf’s process of turning to a Lycan
wasplete. This way, we could mark each other in our human and beast form almost at the
same time.
It hasn’t been easy, as the s****l tension only increases between us. But I keep reminding
myself it’s only a few weeks or days, and my wolf would be a whole new beast.
“You left me alone,” Reagan growls into my ear as he envelopes me in his hold, not even caring that
there were still a lot of werewolves around watching us. “I missed you.” He whispers against my neck
before cing a kiss there as he breaths in my scent.
giggle softly, ignoring the judgy stares I receive from the Alpha and their pack members. I was used to
them ever since I started to stick by Reagan’s side. They couldn’t believe a she-wolf, one once rejected,
was the mate of a Lycan Prince. But they could go f**k themselves for all I care, I am done letting people
trample me.
“We saw each other an hour ago.” I roll my eyes at his possessiveness.
“Still too long. Come.” He takes my hand and leads me away from the prying eyes. We arrive at one of
the damaged buildings as he leads me behind it, where no one seems to venture to. Once we’re there,
he pushes my back against the wall before smashing his lips with
mine.
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I dig my fingers through his golden hair that shimmers under the morning sun, entangling my tongue with
his as we both battle for control. I moan out loud when he bites down on my bottom lip, gently nipping at
it and bruising it. His hands at my waist travel under my top before
trailing up my torso, where my breastsy trapped in their bra cup.
In a quick motion, he unsps my bra, delving his fingers into the cups before brushing his soft hands
over my n*****s. I moan into his mouth as he massages the two mounds, sending shockwaves of heat
down my belly to end in a puddle in my panties.
“Someone might see.” I manage to whisper out as his lips travel down my neck, sucking on the flesh of
my skin before he bites down hard. I yelp at the sudden pain, jumping a bit and
causing him to chuckle in amusement.
his eyes as they devour my body whole. Both his thumbs once more brush over my n*****s, and an
involuntary shiver racks my body as he keeps his brown eyes fixed with mine.
“No one will see you except me.” He growls in a possessive tone that only makes me wetter for him. I
can see the shes of gold in his eyes with his jaw clenched in self-restraint from taking me against the
wall. I wish he would already. I keep dreaming about that moment.
His eyes divert down to gaze at my body. And his hands follow the trail of his eyes down to the waistband
of my skirt. I bite my lip in anticipation as his hand slowly dives in.
Immediately as his hands cup my moist heat, I let out a low whimper, curling my toes in need. But I’m
surprised to see him go to his knees, causing him to be right in front of my wet panties as he lifts my skirt
up.
I tilt my head and watch, curiously, as he shifts my panties to the side and brushes over my wet slit with
his finger.
“Reagan…” I moan out loud before biting down on my bruised lip so no one would hear me. Since this
ce was filled with werewolves who all have sharp hearing, I would be surprised if they’ve heard my
previous gasps and moans of pleasure.
“We shouldn’t.” I voice out since this was neither the time nor the ce. But my words seem tond on
deaf ears as he ignores me to attack my cunt.
My mouth opens once more to let out a gasp when Reagan’s lips directlye in contact with my
dripping cunt. I’m a bit ashamed at how wet I was there when he hasn’t even done
much.
He parts my folds with his fingers and delves his tongue inside, making my eyes roll to the back of my
head. I try to refrain my moans froming out when his tongue brings me to the brink of pleasure. By
now, my mouth had a thin line of blood going down, from biting my own lips so hard. My ws hade
out to scratch at the wall behind me, and my other hand pulls
at my mate’s hair.
“Reagan…don’t…stop…” I’m not sure if I plead with him to stop before we’re caught, or for him to
continue pushing me towards the edge.
His strong hand on my thigh brings my right leg over his shoulder while he holds the other down as I
squirm. I felt him use a long thick finger to rece his tongue. His dark eyes are transfixed on my
dripping cunt before he trails them up to stare at me.
“Beautiful.” He whispers with his eyes glued to mine. My cheeks turn even more pink at the intensity in
them, but I refrain from looking away. I feel the heat of his gaze travel through
Talmost scream out loud when he curls his fingers in me and mps his lips on my hard nub. I burst on
his lips like a waterfall, my legs turning to jelly when my orgasm hits me hard. I have to bite down on my
fist so I won’t let everyone know what was happening behind this
wrecked building.
Here I am, having one of the best orgasms of all time while families are out there, mourning their losses.
I feel horrible. But it’s not my fault. Reagan was the one bringing me to this forbidden pleasure with his
skillful tongue and finger.
But something felt wrong. He wasn’t smiling that cocky smile he usually haves after making me burst. He
just has this impassive look on as he rises back up after pulling down my skirt. His hand reaches back
into my top to help hook back my bra before he steps back.
I can even feel it in my heart that he wasn’t happy at the moment. I can feel his need for
me tofort him, which exins why he had brought me here to devour me.
“What’s wrong?” I ask, bringing my palm up to cup his cheeks. My soft eyes beckoning for
him to open up.
“Tell me.” I request, showing my love and care for him.
He takes my hand, which is cupping his cheek, and ces a kiss at the back of it while keeping his eye
contact.
He sighs, “For months I’ve been here, and I haven’t even been able toplete the initial mission I was
sent.” He finally says, voicing his troubles. “More than a dozen packs have been raided by those pesky
rogues, and each time, we couldn’t even catch a single one of them. I’ve failed my people.” He sighs
once more in dismay, looking down in defeat.
“No. Don’t say that.” I quickly said with my heart shattering by the look of defeat on his
face. He was a Prince, a beast also, and he’s meant to guide us to victory. Defeat doesn’t suit
him.
“You’ve done your best. It’s not your fault the rogues outsmarted us. Look at me.” I cup his
face once more, making sure he’s staring straight into my eyes. “We haven’t lost yet. We’ll get them the
next time because we’ll be well prepared for them.” I assure him, making him smile at me. He leans in to
ce a peck on my lips before cing his forehead on mine.
“I love you.” He whispers between us.
“I know,” I reply, and his smile falters for a second before regaining it. I know he wants me to say the
words back, but I couldn’t tell him something I wasn’t sure of. The word felt foreign to me, but I liked
hearing it from him. I just couldn’t reciprocate it. At least not now.
where the pack members were. They were busy trying to patch up the little they can, and those
from other packs who hade were helping as much as they could.
We couldn’t tell them toe and stay at the other nearby pack’s packhouse as they
wouldn’t listen.
This was their home. And as I’ve said before, werewolves are very territorial. They wouldn’t leave their
home for anything, unless their mates were in another pack, in which case they would have toe to
an agreement. Mostmonly, it was the female who had to leave to her mate’s.
We helped as much as we could till it was almost sunset before we decided to leave. Adrian was in the
driver’s seat as always while my mate and I remained in the back. Danny had taken his own car along
with him.
I was cuddling up to Reagan when a thought popped in my mind. Something I have been
thinking about for a long time, but I knew it would piss my mate off very much.
“Reagan…” I call, peeping up at him from his chest. He looks down at me in question while gulp down
my fear. This was gonna be hard.
“Can we take a detour?” I softly ask, causing his eyebrows to furrow in confusion. He probably already
feelt my unease.
“Where to?” He cautiously asks.
“My pack’s house…” I firstly say, and he waits for me to borate. “…to meet Brad.”
He goes rigid then, a shadow looming over his face. I can feel the waves of anger rolling off from him
when I uttered my former mate’s name. His jaw bes clenched, and his eyes turn a darker shade as
he glowers down at me.
Tabruptly stand up to stare at him, “Before you get mad, you should know I just wanna talk with him.
Nothing more.” That was true. It just felt wrong for me to leave him how he was. I’ve
heard a lot had been happening to him recently and it makes me feel sorry for him.
His Alpha position has been given to our beta’s son, and he will be inaugurated in a few weeks. His
father, Alpha Benson, is ashamed of him and was going to disown him, but his
mate, Luna Ciara, is the only one refraining him from doing so.
Everyone is against him for what he had done to me, and I feel like I’m the cause of all his problems. He
may deserve punishment for all he did, but what he’s going through was too much. It’s a good thing he
still has Stacy.
“About what?!” Reagan’s booming voice makes me shrink back in fright as I see the fury in
his eyes.
“You know what? Forget it.” He states before I could say anything. “You’re not going, end of discussion.”
He orders through clenched teeth as his dark eyes focused forward.
Ire at him for how he tantly brushed the topic away without even hearing me out.
“Well, I’m going,” I announce, causing him to snap his eyes back to me in warning. I can even feel
Adrian’s eyes from the rearview mirror, advising me to keep shut. I know I was treading on a thin line, but
I needed to do this.
“I could have just gone without informing you, but I decided to, not because I needed your permission but
because I thought you deserve to know. So either you want me to or not, I will visit him. It would be better
if youe along than hear from someone else that I went anyway.”
Ilean back into my seat after that, proud of myself for standing up to him, but scared of his response. He
wouldn’t cuff me back to the bed…would he?
Thear a loud huff from him as he lets out a curse under his breath.
“Take us to the Lunar’s Pack packhouse.” He sends the order to Adrian, and my eyes
immediately lighten up.
I turn my head away to hide the triumphant smile on my lips as I watch the trees blur past
us in the dark.