Chapter 86


    Book 2 Chapter 7 ” Just remember , I gave you power , Aleera . I can always take it away . I allow you to


    be with us ! So take it or leave it . Our mates will listen if I tell them too . You may have the bond , but I


    had years of being their keeper . They are sired to me which is stronger than your iplete bond . You


    are not the only keeper here . Just remember that ! ” Darius growled before letting me go . He then


    storms out of the basement . I red at him as he stomped off up the steps . I should have known better


    . The media always portrayed him to be a monster .


    And once again , he showed me they were right . Yet the stupid bond craved him . I push the intense


    feelings to apologize and beg at his feet for eptance down . Instead , I let my anger over him fester .


    The longer I sat there , the more I hated them and myself . Well , no , not all of them . Not Kalen . I don’t


    think it is possible to ever hate Kalen . He was as much a victim in all this as I was . We all were in a way


    , but they weren’t the only ones that sacrificed everything . I tossed my entire life away to run from the


    very man who seemed hell bent on destroying me . When my grandmother died , and I was thrown into


    that school ,


    I went on autopilot . Hide what I was from the world for so long , even I forgot who I was and what I was


    capable of . Everything that has happened , losing my parents , then my grandmother , my entire life


    turned upside down . It slowly broke the pieces off that I used to love . Only then did I suddenly believe I


    could live without magic , slip into the human world and be happy . And at first , I was happy to let those


    pieces go , d to give my magic up because it was the safest thing to do . Mum said to hide what I was


    , that no one could know . And I did just that , yet her words were more than words .


    They became my life . And now I didn’t want to restrain myself any longer . I have been shackled for


    years . I didn’t fit in here with them . I didn’t fit anywhere . How could I , when I was the only one of my


    kind ? Never able to reveal what I am and who I used to think I would one day be before I lost everything


    ? I used to love magic , loved being a Harmony Fae . Until I was suddenly forced


    to hide it from everyone without realizing my parents were already hiding me from the world . Dad used


    to say , at home I could be whatever I wanted , and I loved that . But to the rest of the world , I had to be


    Dark Fae and Dark Fae only . It was the same with my grandmother . Home was a ce of safety ,


    where I was free until she was gone and I no longer had home at all . I no longer had a choice . My safe


    ce was again gone , and I lost what that felt like . What having a home felt like . After I marked Kalen ,


    I finally got a sense of that again . Only for Darius to rip it away this morning all over again .


    I thought we were past everything , and I was finally free to be who I actually was . It should have been a


    turning point , but now I wonder if it was just a ruse and Darius’s shock at what I was that made him do it


    . I was just some tool he could use to be stronger because that is what it felt like this morning , with


    the way he used me for my magic , only to toss me away like I was garbage afterward . It angered me . I


    wasn’t sure I could go back to hiding what I was . I was sick of hiding , sick of being repressed ! They


    know what I am now . And if they think I will just wait around for them to decide if they want me , they


    were mistaken , I was sick of being shackled and chained by fear , by the judgement of what others


    would think . I realized that I had given up everything until there was nothing left of me . I spent all my


    energy running from them , giving them control , which is what I did .


    N?vel(D)rama.Org''s content.


    By running from them , I ran from myself put myself in this situation . Thinking that running from them


    was me taking control of a problem I didn’t want to be in . I was wrong . and They held all the power ,


    and Darius showed me that first chance he got this morning . However , I did know that despite him


    hating me , he would protect me and keep me safe if I stayed because it benefited them to do so . As


    much as I wanted to run again , I also didn’t want to go back to that repressed version of myself . I no


    longer wanted to be a Dark Fae . I wanted to be able to be who I am without fear of it .


    Yet even I knew how dangerous it was to be a Harmony Fae in this world . So if I left , I would be forced


    to suppress it all over again . Here , I was at least safe to find out what I was capable of . I don’t even


    fully understand what the true meaning of being a Harmony Fae was , and I suddenly wanted to find out .


    And Darius wasn’t going to stop me from finding that power . The power I was born to harness . With a


    power that could even take the feared Demonic – Fae King down . With that thought in mind , I got up .


    Anger coursed through me as I opened up the portal to Tobias’s ssroom .


    I stepped into the room at the back , sitting behind everyone . I did miss school . I always loved learning


    about Fae history and loved the practical side that I always made excuses not to participate in . But now ,


    now I had another motivator to get me to stay . Here , I could learn freely with no repercussions because


    everyone here was aware of what I was . There was no need to hide it . And if that helps me get back at


    Darius , then so be it . He wanted to destroy me ? y with my bond ? Toy with me ? And turn my mates


    against me ? Fine ! Two can y at that game . So let’s see who breaks who first.


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