Chapter 619 How About I Marry You Instead?


    Luna felt deeply moved.


    "You''re amazing. How about I marry you instead?" Luna held Abigail''s arm and asked.


    Josh looked up suddenly upon hearing her words. "Who are you nning to marry?"


    "Why such a strong reaction? It''s the same if I marry Abigail," Luna said, leaning on Abigail''s shoulder.


    Abigail shook her head helplessly and ignored Luna.


    Josh looked at Luna, but after a moment of silence, he didn''t say anything and lowered his head to


    continue with his own business.


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    Luna knew he was sulking again, but what could he say when faced with Abigail? Feeling victorious,


    Luna felt a sense of aplishment.


    Abigail truly felt like she was rushing down a path of self-destruction.


    Josh was not the type of man to be easily provoked. Despite his gentle appearance, he was not


    someone to be trifled with.


    In the past, he had suppressed all his negative emotions, restraining himself too much.


    They all worked together until the end of the day.


    Scarlett sent a timely message, asking if Abigail woulde home for dinner.


    Abigail knew that Scarlett must have already prepared the meal and didn''t want to dampen her


    enthusiasm. She said to Luna and Josh, "I have to go home for dinner. You guys can continue with


    your date."


    "Okay," Luna immediately agreed without hesitation.


    Josh remained silent.


    Abigail nced at him, feeling that he was holding back some negative emotions again.


    After parting ways, when Luna got into the car, Josh pressed her onto the seat. He stared straight into


    Luna''s eyes and asked, "Say it again, who do you want to marry?"


    Luna was frightened by his gaze. She tugged at her lips and forced a smile. "I was just joking. You


    know, her fans love to say that."


    "You''re not her fan," Josh said bluntly.


    Upon hearing this, Luna immediately became unhappy and said, "Who said I''m not her fan? I liked her


    designs from the beginning. That''s why I convinced her to open the studio with me. Do you think I really


    wanted to make money and open this studio?"


    Bing best friends with Abigail was also because of her talent, and of course, her beauty perfectly


    matched Luna''s aesthetic.


    "I know, but I don''t want you to say it like that. You are mine," Josh said stubbornly.


    Because Luna had been hesitant about getting married, Josh was also uneasy.


    He was afraid that Luna didn''t truly love him and that they were onlypatible in bed.


    From the beginning, he had sabotaged her previous rtionship, and she had only been with him to


    seek revenge on Kelly. Their rtionship was not pure.


    Because of this impurity, Josh''s heart was always unsettled.


    So that''s why he wanted to get married.


    Would it be different if they got married?


    Luna nodded. "I know I belong to you, but it doesn''t matter if I joke about it. You take things too


    seriously."


    "Because I am serious about my feelings for you, Luna. You are my first love, and I hope you can take


    my feelings seriously," Josh said in a deep voice.


    "I know. Okay, let me go." Luna pushed his face away, very dismissive.


    Josh was very concerned about losing his virginity to her.


    Even though Luna had also given her virginity to him, she didn''t care about these things.


    She was always a free-spirited person.


    Luna''s attitude weighed heavily on Josh''s heart.


    Whenever he opened up to her about his deepest feelings, she always had this indifferent attitude,


    making him feel like he was talking to a wall.


    Josh sat back in his seat, silently driving without saying a word.


    Luna nced at him. "Are you sulking again? Why do you enjoy sulking so much?"


    "No. I''m just focusing on driving," Josh said. Sulking was useless anyway. Luna wouldn''t care or


    console him.


    In the end, he slowly internalized his frustration.


    Luna smiled. "Actually, if you''re really angry, you can be honest with me. Do you know why I don''t want


    to marry you? You always hold back when you''re with me."


    Josh calmly asked while operating the steering wheel. "How do I hold back?"


    "Every time I ask if you''re angry, you say you''re not, but then you silently get angry. I don''t know why


    you do this. It''s like you''re trying to spoil me but don''t really want to, and then you''repeting with


    yourself," Luna said with a smile, still showing a nonchnt attitude.


    Can they still get married like this? Luna didn''t think it was possible.


    What if, after they get married, Josh doesn''t want to pretend anymore?


    Would she end up like Abigail, choosing divorce? What if Josh doesn''t want to leave? Then, she would


    have to endure it. She didn''t want her life to be a mess.


    Josh pursed his lips and didn''t answer immediately.


    Luna looked out the window. "It''s okay if you don''t want to answer. I don''t care anyway. As long as


    we''repatible in bed."


    Because he wasn''t honest with himself, why should she care?


    Her words pierced Josh''s heart, and his lips trembled slightly.


    It was when they were waiting at a traffic light that he slowly spoke, "I just don''t want you to think that I


    enjoy getting angry, to make you feel pressured. I am also confused, and I don''t know how to be with


    you in a way that satisfies you."


    Most men in their first rtionship were like this, cautious and trying to do everything they could.