Chapter 387 Did I Infect You?


    "No buts." Julian Shaw looked at Susan Shelby calmly. "We shouldn’t do anything more than three


    times.


    Susan, this is already the third time that you''ve mentioned getting a divorce."


    Third time?


    Susan couldn''t help being stunned for a moment.


    She was asking for a divorce from Julian for the third time?


    She had actually forgotten about it yet Julian could still remember that clearly.


    Julian sounded calm, but there was a rage seeping through his calmness that terrified Susan. "My


    mother made us get a divorce the first time and you signed the divorce papers right away without


    the slightest hesitation!”


    Susan was stunned for a moment and felt a slight guilty conscience creeping into her heart. This


    incident-perhaps it roughly happened?


    Susan refuted subconsciously, "I didn''t know that you loved me at the time. I signed it because I


    didn''t want t o make things difficult for you."


    "How about the second time then?" Julian stared at Susan. "I asked you to trust me, yet you left


    behind those divorce papers and left out of rage just because o f Isabelle''s remarks! Susan, do you


    know how I spent those days from the day you disappeared on that asion?”


    The mes burning in Julian’s pupils grew more and more obvious.


    Susan did not have the courage to look at him once again. It was due to self-abasement earlier, but


    this time, it was out of guilt.


    "It’s the third time that you''re doing it now." Julian looked at Susan. "Susan, the thought of giving up


    on you never came to my mind all this while regardless o f the hardships that I encountered. This is


    because you are my life. Giving up on you is equal to giving up on myself. Yet, I hope that my


    determination is enough to exchange for your determination too. The word ‘divorce’ weighs as much


    as a thousand tonnes. Why are you capable of bringing it up over and over again like this?"


    Julian stretched out his hand and nudged at Susan’s chest gently. "Tell me, do you actually have a


    heart here? If there is, am I in your heart then?"


    It sounded like there was an ineffable despair in Julian’s heart.


    Susan could not help panicking.


    How could Julian doubt her love for him?


    She loved him irrevocably and she loved him to oblivion.


    Yet, it was precisely due to her loving him too much that she could not bring herself to let Julian


    receive any criticism.


    Her Julian was so good that he deserved to be with an even more outstanding woman.


    "Julian." Susan held Julian''s heart. Tears began dropping slowly. "You can doubt everything but you


    can’t doubt my love for you."


    Julian felt rather sympathetic upon seeing Susan’s teary-eyed appearance. However, he was not


    nning to let Susan off so easily this time.


    He needed to rify some matters.


    Julian gazed at her. "Susie, do you think I love you for your looks? I love you, so I love you as a


    whole, of course. May it be the good you or the bad you, I love it all. If you leave me because of


    this, are you belittling yourself, or me?"


    Susan sobbed. "Julian, I don''t want you to be criticized by others saying that you''ve actually married


    such a hideous wife."


    "Which part of you is hideous?" Julian raised an eyebrow.


    "Am I not hideous? Even I can''t stand the sight of myself," Susan said as if she lost all hope for


    herself. "I shouldn''t leave the house in my horrible, ghastly state.”


    Before Susan''s voice died off, Julian suddenly raised her hand, then nted a gentle kiss on the


    rash on her hand.


    "Julian." Susan panicked. "Don''t, it''s disgusting..."


    Julian disregarded her, and on the contrary, hugged her then nted a deep kiss on her lips.


    Susan''s gaze grew even more anxious. She had no idea how Julian could bear to kiss her in her


    current state.


    In the passionate kiss, Julian''s breathing grew ragged.


    Susan had no idea how she should describe her mood.


    How could Julian be interested in her in her current state?


    Julian caressed Susan’s hair, then gently said, "Susie, I hope that I can be with you when you are at


    the gloriest part of your life. Simrly, I hope that I can be with you through your chaotic, lowest


    times. I love you and I''ll always do."


    Julian assured her in all apparent seriousness. Susan had only taken a slight nce before she


    was entranced by his deep gaze.


    Susan could not remember what happened next. She was only aware that when she regained


    consciousness, she was already incapable of moving her entire body.


    "Do you still feel that you''ve lost your charm? Would you still like to give it one more try?" Julian


    smiled and looked at Susan.


    Susan hastily waved her hand. "No need, no need! I believe it, I believe that I''m charming."


    "The inte is right, just as expected," said Julian.


    "What''s right?” asked Susan curiously.


    Julian said solemnly, "The inte said that there''s n o problem between a man and his wife that


    can''t be solved with sex. If once is not enough, do it twice. If twice is not enough, then..."


    Julian exined in all apparent seriousness yet Susan could not continue to listen anymore. She


    stretched out her hand in an attempt to cover Julian''s mouth.


    She had just lifted her arm when she saw her hideous arm. She could not help pulling her arm back


    in a panic.


    Julian grabbed her arm in one go. "Susie, why are you shy? Tell me, which part of your body


    haven''t I touched or kissed before?"


    Susan said,"..."


    At this very moment, she was suddenly rejoicing that her face was all covered in red rashes.


    Otherwise, she could not hide her blush anymore.


    "Julian.” Susan was still rather concerned as sheid i n Julian''s arms. "Uh...if I can''t recover for the


    rest of m y life, what should I do then?" "Does that matter? In that case, I’ll have a few less love


    rivals. I think that’s pretty nice too," said Julian with a smile.


    "You’re impossible..." Susan looked at Julian unpleasantly.


    It was such a serious matter. Why did Julian make it sound so casual? However, it was precisely his


    casualness that made Susan very concerned.


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    "Don''t think too much, Susie.” Julian rubbed her head. "Let’s continue to get consultations from the


    hospital tomorrow."


    Even though he had already found out the truth of Susie’s skin disease from Joseph Shaw, he was


    not nning to tell Susie for the time being because the Errol Virus was too terrifying.


    Even though thetency of this disease was very formidable such that it could not be diagnosed


    prior to a re up, the hospital visit was still a necessity.


    Otherwise, this would raise the suspicion of the evil maniptor behind the curtain.


    “I don’t want to go anymore." Susan said in a rather depressed manner, "I feel that many people


    watch me with strange gazes when I go out these few days."


    "You have to go to the hospital anyhow." Julian tried t o soothe her by saying, "I don’t mind, and


    your family members don’t mind, so why should you mind other people''s opinions?" "Alright then,"


    answered Susan, but her tone of speech still sounded gloomy.


    Julian could not help making a decision upon seeing her mannerism now.


    The next morning when Susan awakened, she saw a face covered with red rashes just like hers.


    "Julian? Did...did I infect you?" said Susan in a panic.


    "Looks alike, doesn’t it?" Julian said proudly, "I drew it with a pen."


    Susan:"..."