Chapter 1196


    "When I was about to go to C Country, I was in a bad state. I even wanted tomit suicide. I


    wanted to find you. Those days, I missed you so crazily that I only wanted to see you. In fact, I


    suspected that I was sick."


    Hearing her words, Victor was so scared that he shuddered.


    "Fool, how could you have such a terrible idea?" Victor was very angry.


    No wonder he saw the such a message the day he logged on WhatsApp.


    She said that she couldn''t hold on any longer. It turned out that she wanted tomit suicide at that


    time.


    Fortunately, he came back to her that night.


    "You''re not allowed to think like that again. You are much better now. With me with by your side, you


    don''t have to think about anything else." Victor held her tightly with lingering fear in heart.


    If she reallymitted suicide in despair, even if he were to die a hundred times, he would not be


    able to forgive himself.


    "Ha-ha..." Eden suddenly smiled. She raised her head and looked at his mad face with a smile,


    "Victor, you don''t know how I went through that period of time. You are right. Every night, when I


    couldn''t fall asleep, I sat in front of the French window and cried sadly with our photo in my arms."


    "In fact, I didn''t want to cry at that time. After crying, my eyes hurt, but I couldn''t control my heart,


    especially when I saw our photos. When I saw your gentle smile, I missed you crazily, and I had no


    way to control my mood. During the daytime, they thought I was as normal as usual. When I faced


    them, I always kept smiling, but my heart ached severely because I missed you so much."


    Eden got closer to him. Fortunately, he hade back to her.


    "Whew..." Victor exhaled. As son as he thought that she once wanted to die, he felt a tightness in


    the chest.


    "Eden, from now on, no matter where I go, don''t panic and don''t be sad. One day I wille back


    to you, and you''re not allowed to think aboutmitting suicide again." Victor''s deep voice trembled


    uncontrobly.


    Eden nodded hurriedly, "Don''t worry, Victor. I was sick, so I had such an idea. I will live bravely in


    this world for the sake of our children."


    At that time, she felt that she was in a bad state and always worried about gains and losses. Except


    for feeling grieved and missing him, she didn''t think about anything else.


    She still had a lingering fear when she thought about the past.


    "Eden, just sleep. We will go to see Jasper tomorrow morning." Victor coaxed her in a low voice.


    Eden smiled happily and closed her eyes to rest.


    When Abigail returned home, she was in a very low spirit.


    She had been sitting on the sofa in a daze.


    Anson came out of the bathroom. His heart ached even more when he saw her mournful face.


    He sat next to her, held her in his arms and said in a gentle voice, "Abby, go to sleep. You have to


    go to see Jasper tomorrow morning."


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    Abigail looked at him with listless eyes and tears ran down her face, "Anson, if Jasper can''t wake


    up, how can I tell my mom and dad about it?"


    She was afraid that her mom and dad would me her for not taking good care of Jasper, and she


    didn''t want to live in regret in the rest of her life.


    She was even more afraid that Jasper would die.


    She only had one brother.


    Anson pursed his lips slightly and reached out to wipe the tears on her face. Seeing that she was


    sad, he was very distressed, "Dummy, how can you think like this? The doctor said that Jasper had


    a strong will to survive. How can he bear to leave you?"


    Abigail took a deep breath and smiled self-mockingly, "Anson, you don''t know how cruel Jasper is.


    He can bear to leave me. He is just reluctant to part with Eden. He is my younger brother. How can I


    not know him? He has loved Eden for many years. Till now, it has been almost ten years."


    "Ten years! Think about it. How many ten years can a person have in his life? He is a fool. He only


    wants to protect Eden secretly. I know this, but I believed that he could let go of his love one day."


    "A period of time ago, he let go of his love indeed, because Eden lived a happy life. But he would


    hesitate once something bad happened to Eden. I know that it is hard to control our feelings, but I


    hope that he can get his own happiness."


    "After Maureen came back, I gave tacitly consent to what she did. No matter how bad Maureen was


    in the past, I believed that she would get better, but I didn''t expect that she would go to extreme in


    order to get Jasper."


    "Jasper is such a proud person, and he has only loved Eden in his life. How could he bear such a


    blow?"


    Abigail wiped her tears. She would rather Jasper be lonely for a lifetime than be a walking


    dead.


    Anson was slightly stunned. He knew that Jasper loved Eden, but he didn''t expect his love to be so


    deep!


    "Abby, don''t cry. When you cry, my heart is in a mess. You have to believe Jasper. Since he can''t


    bear to leave Eden, he will wake up." Anson was helpless. For Jasper, falling in love with Eden was


    destined to be painful, because they couldn''t be together.


    He had experienced it deeply before. At that time, he avoided Abby. As long as he could see her


    smile, he could be hopeful and feel this wonderful world.


    But whenever she cried, he felt that his whole world was dark.


    "Abby, in fact, this is life. Everything is a kind of experience. Maybe Jasper will change his state of


    mind after he wakes up. Maureen has been insisting, hasn''t she? Everyone makes mistakes when


    they are young, and the mistakes are not unforgivable. It''s up to Jasper''s attitude."


    If he had a good state of mind, everything would be fine.


    Abigail smiled bitterly and looked at him, "Yeah. In life, we will always stamp in anger and cry sadly


    because of someone, and we make ourselves look like a madman. But as long as the people we


    lovefort us, we will smile sweetly. Perhaps this is love. I hope that Jasper can disentangle


    himself from the past and live a simple and happy life with the person he likes."


    "Whew..." Abigail suppressed the pain in her heart, got up and said, "Let''s go to bed."


    "Okay!" Anson got up and took her to the bedroom.


    Maureen didn''t go back. She went back to the hospital again and waited outside the ICU.


    Although she could not see Jasper, she wanted to guard him quietly. She prayed that he would


    make it through that night.


    ......


    The next morning, Jaida got up early to cook. After sending the three children to school, she


    prepared breakfast for Eden and Victor.


    Originally, she wanted to cook for Jasper, but Victor said that Jasper would not be able to eat


    anything even if he could wake up.


    He told Jaida not to prepare breakfast for Jasper.


    After breakfast, Eden, Victor, Abigail and Anson hurried to the hospital.