Chapter 1179


    Seeing Abigail lose her temper, Anson instantly felt wronged for Victor.


    "Abby, don''t be angry. Victor didn''t want to have an ident, and Eden doesn''t want to get sick,


    either. Take it slow. She will get better day by day."


    Abigail frowned tightly. No matter what, Eden was ill. She was very sad and very unhappy.


    Victor pursed his thin lips and did not speak. This was indeed his fault. Eden suffered from


    depression because of him.


    He didn''t want to shirk responsibility, and he only wanted Eden to recover soon.


    If he had not woken up earlier, he didn''t dare to imagine what the consequences would be.


    At that time, Eden really couldn''t hold on anymore.


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    Victor''s heart hurt, as if it was being pounded by a hammer from time to time.


    "Phew..." Abigail exhaled with grief, and she still looked very upset. She looked at Victor again and


    said in a resentful and displeased tone, "Victor, don''t be mad at me. I''m just worried about Eden.


    She and I have been best friends for eight years, and we''re as close as biological sisters. I watched


    her be so mature and strong."


    "I know how much she has suffered these years. After she married you, I thought she would live a


    happier life, but she still got hurt all the time. Just now, I spoke without thinking because I was too


    sad. No one wants such a thing to happen. In the future, please protect yourself well."


    Victor''s face suddenly tensed, and he still did not speak.


    The atmosphere was a little stiff. Anson knew Victor well. He knew that Victor was angry with


    himself because he failed to protect Eden.


    "Victor, don''t me yourself too much. There is something inevitable in this world. In the future, take


    good care of Eden. She will soon get better. Slight depression can be cured soon."


    Anson didn''t even notice that there was something wrong with Eden. Abby was indeed Eden''s best


    friend. She had been caring about Eden all the time.


    "I see." Victor nodded and lowered his head more.


    Abigail looked at him quite helplessly.


    "Anson, the rain has eased off. Let''s go back first. I have to go to see Gracie. I''lle back to


    apany Edenter."


    "Okay!" Anson stood up and took her hand. After saying goodbye to Victor, they left together.


    Victor wiped his face hard and turned back to the room to apany Eden.


    ......


    After Jasper walked out of the apartment, it began to rain heavily outside. He did not hide and let


    the heavy rain wet him.


    Last night, he drank a lot because he knew Eden was ill. He was sad, so he went to drink alone


    after work.


    Whenever he knew that she was unhappy or sad, his heart would ache if he could not stay by her


    side.


    He could not share her happiness with her, but he could share her sorrow with her.


    He had thought about it, and he had warned himself that he should give up. She had got married


    with Victor who could take care of her and make her happy for a lifetime.


    He had told himself not to be so stubborn. He would get his happiness only when she lived a good


    life.


    He had persuaded himself to let go of his love countless times, but he hesitated every time.


    Standing in the rain, Jasper looked up at the falling rain in the sky. He blinked his eyes, and his long


    eyshes were stained with rain. His grief was etched into every line of his face. In the heavy rain,


    his face looked colder and his eyes turned more apathetic and mournful.


    "Eden, in the future, I''m no longer qualified to love you. I don''t deserve to apany you and


    comfort you anymore." He was unwilling to ept the fact, and his low voice was filled with intense


    vexation.


    Even if he could not be with her, he was willing to stay with her as her friend forever.


    She was the first woman he had fallen in love with.


    He loved her so much, and he couldn''t get her out of her head.


    Jasper walked forward aimlessly. Unconsciously, he actually walked to Windsor Vi.


    He stared at the path that led to Eden''s house in a daze andughed self-mockingly, "Eden, I can''t


    forget you. What should I do? Eden, tell me what to do." His painful voice couldn''t be heard in the


    heavy rain.


    Perhaps it was only in the heavy rain that he could say such words recklessly and loudly, because


    he wouldn''t be heard by others.


    In front of Eden, he didn''t dare to expose his real thoughts, because he was afraid that she would


    feel guilty and sad. She would feel sorry for him.


    The most painful thing in the world was that he could not be with the person he loved. In addition,


    he had to watch her be in love with another man.


    He looked at the path to Eden''s house nkly. As long as he walked to her house, he would be able


    to see her.


    But at this time, he was really...


    Jasper bit his lip hard. The intense pain sobered him up a little.


    He turned around quickly and took a few steps on the wet ground. The rain was very heavy, and


    there was plenty of water on the ground. However, he didn''t care about it at all. After taking a few


    more steps, he turned around and looked at the end of the road. Unconsciously, his eyes blurred


    with tears.


    "Eden, I just love you. What can I do? But this time, I have to give up. I will always be your Jasper,


    right?"


    Jasper turned around without hesitation.


    The rain fell on his face and dripped on the ground along with his tears.


    His heart was in great pain, and he missed her so much. He couldn''t bear to let her see him like this


    because he didn''t want her to be worried.


    In the past eight years, he had been trying to be a better man. He wanted to give her a solid


    shoulder to rely on and protect her forever.


    He wanted to let her be with him and make her feel happy. However, before he could live up to his


    ideal of himself, she had got married with another man.


    At that time, he was unwilling to ept the fact that they were just friends. But one day, he suddenly


    found that Victor loved her more than he did.


    He had thought about it carefully for many nights and had been in pain for many days before he


    decided to give up.


    He could wish her happiness.


    Since then, he never added sugar to his coffee. The taste of the coffee was just like the bitterness in


    his heart. It reminded him that he was alive.


    A lonely person would always remember the most important person in his life. Whenever he thought


    about Eden, his heart was filled with expectation. At night, he would recall the wonderful time they


    had spent together over and over again and tried to relieve the loneliness in his heart.


    "Ah..." Jasper screamed in pain and ran wildly in the heavy rain.


    He thought that happiness was very simple, and he thought that he would be with her. They would


    look at each other with affectionate eyes and spend the rest of their lives together, and they would


    miss each other when they were apart.


    But he was wrong. They were not destined to be together. In the end, she left him.


    ......


    Jasper was sick, and Eden knew about it three dayster.


    Abigail went to take care of Jasper. When she came back from Jasper''s house, she came to Eden


    specially and told her the news.


    Jasper had been racked by high fever for three days, and he was half asleep.