Chapter 438


    Colin mped my limbs tightly. His eyes were zing as he flipped over and pressed down on me,


    kissing me passionately.


    His breath was so hot that I could feel my body heating up.


    Our kisssted around five minutes. Colin nearly made me pass out before he stopped. He leaned over


    my ear and gasped, moaning about my attractiveness and gnashing his teeth.


    Through the thin clothes, the change in his crotch was so noticeable that I dared not move. I was afraid


    that I’d turn him on, causing him to unload his desires on me.


    Although we would lose our virginity sooner orter, Colin was right. Our first experiences should be


    memorable, such as a candlelight meal, a moonlit beach, a sea of roses, or a round bed. We should


    use one of these examples to perfect the atmosphere.


    Besides, we should strengthen our bond gradually. The prerequisite for achieving this step was that he


    needed to fill up all the red flowers. He should first switch from a probationary boyfriend to an official


    one. Otherwise, I wouldn’t move on to the next phase.


    Colin finally stabilized his breathing. I struggled to free myself from his dangerous hug, but he tightened


    his grip and refused to let go of me. Heined, “Don’t move, baby. I don’t have enough strength to


    control myself. Wait a little longer. I’ll give myself to you, okay?!


    Had I asked him to give himself to me? I felt so embarrassed.


    I wanted to bite him. However, after thinking about it, I decided against it. Something unexpected might


    happen if I bit him again, so I’d better not do anything.


    Five minutester, I sensed his tense body rxed, and his breathing became smooth.


    Was he sleeping? He was!


    I had nned to ask him about the woman he was holding earlier, but I wouldn’t have a chance tonight.


    I felt frustrated for being unable to ask him my doubts.


    The next morning, the sound of birds chirping woke me up. I opened my eyes to find Colin seated on


    the edge of the bed, buttoning his shirt. Seeing that I was awake, he smiled softly.


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    I felt nervous and hurriedly got up, reaching out to grab the hem of his clothes. “Are you


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    leaving, Colin? Where are you going? I want to go along.”


    He put my hands into the sheet, leaned over, and kissed my forehead. “It’s still early. You can sleep a


    little longer. I’m going to the hospital. I’ll head back to the dormitory if it’s toote so as not to wake you


    up. Call me if you need anything.”


    I was so anxious that I blurted out, “Are you going to see that woman? Didn’t Mr. Zimmer mention he


    has sonfeone to take care of her? Why are you going?”


    I wasn’t sure what I was thinking at the time. I merely expressed my thoughts. Like an animal protecting


    its family, I got up to grasp Colin’s shirt. Then, I flipped over to sit on hisp. I selfishly wanted to keep


    him by my side. “Colin, I won’t let you go.”


    My voice trembled as I finished speaking. My eyes reddened, and my tears spilled.


    Maybe I was too sensitive. Colin caressed my back helplessly and tenderly as if to coax a little girl.


    “Do you remember I told you there was a working group with me? They had gone for aid construction.


    She was with me at school the day of the mudslide. To save me, she was trapped in the mud for two


    days. When we rescued her, she had lost sensation below the waist.


    “She underwent an emergency surgery yesterday, but the result wasn’t good. I’m worried about her. I


    feelpelled to visit her since she saved my life. I can’t have no conscience baby. I believe you can


    understand me.”