Chapter 394


    It was not like I could choose not to go..


    I had no sses in the morning. Colin, who was familiar with my schedule, dropped me off in


    the corridor.


    Felix was already there, dressed in a set of ck clothes. His hair was neatly trimmed with


    ach strand standing upright, adding a touch of stubbornness to his sharp appearance.


    “Go ahead. I’ll wait over there.” Colin pushed me forward and pointed to the bench outside the


    corridor.


    “Lulu, you’re here.” Felix turned around. He was tall, with handsome features and sparkling eyes.


    Despite the mncholic air around him, he still resembled the youthful him of the past.


    I nodded and responded lightly, “Colin said you wanted to see me. What’s the matter?”


    Felix seemed taken aback for a moment and then nced at Colin sitting on the bench. A self-


    deprecating and obscure look flickered in his eyes. “Lulu, why did you fall in love with Colin?”


    “There’s no reason. Love is just love. Just like how you fell for Lc. Speaking of which, I must’ve been


    too stupid. I clearly had someone precious by my side, yet I was chasing after someone who wasn’t


    mine. I was really stupid.” I chuckled softly.


    “You’re right. I was stupid too. I didn’t understand my own heart, always thinking that I was right, only to


    regret itter. If I hadn’t been so rebellious back then and hadn’t done those things to hurt you, maybe it


    wouldn’t be Colin who’s by your side today.“”


    Here it was again.


    I couldn’t understand why Felix kept saying such things. What was he thinking? What did he intend to


    do?


    Since I came to study at Jesselton College, he had brought this up at least three times.


    ConTEent bel0ngs to N?v(e)lD/rama(.)Org .


    The harm had already been done, time had buried everything, and we had grown from ignorant youths


    to mature adults. We hadpletely moved on from the past, so what was the point of bringing it up


    again?


    If all the “ifs” could be realized, there would be no more regrets in this world.


    “I never believed in “ifs“, because they were the most illusory thing in the world. I only knew that Colin


    apanied me without any resentment or regrets. He took care of me and loved. me. That was


    enough for me.


    “Felix, I still have things to do. If you have something to say, please say it now. If not, then I’m leaving.”


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    Felix’s expression changed several times. His head drooped in dismay. He seemed to bet thinking of


    something.


    After a while, he finally raised his head. His clear dark eyes seemed to be shining. “Lulu, is there really


    no chance for us to be together?”


    I was exasperated. Hadn’t I been clear enough? He should’ve known the consequences, so why did he


    pretend to be clueless back then?


    “Yes, it’s impossible. Let me put it this way. If there everes a day when I can’t be with Colin


    anymore, I’d rather be alone than be with you.”


    He seemed to have expected my response and wasn’t particrly surprised. He just fell into silence


    again, this time for a longer period. It was so long that my feet began to numb from standing before he


    finally muttered, “Can we at least be friends?”


    “Sure.” Being friends was the oue I had persuaded myself to ept.


    “But I saved you and got injured because of that. Can’t you repay me by being with me?”


    “Who said that you have to fall in love with your savior?”


    “You did. Don’t deny it. You said it yourself. I heard it with my own ears.


    Suddenly, I remembered that morning in this room, when Colin and I were fooling around. My face


    inexplicably felt a little hot.


    Indeed, it was the best way to repay the favor of one’s savior, but it depended on who the savior was


    too. If it was not the person I wanted, I would rather repay them with


    Felix must have been nning since that day.


    “So?” I asked impatiently.


    my life.