Chapter 280


    “And for a very long time, I couldn’t sleep without taking sleeping pills.


    “Lc is a sensitive person. We fought many times, and she asked if I regretted rejecting you. I told her


    no. I told her that we were nothing but a past story, and in the future, I’d only love her. Now and forever.


    “I lied to her and to myself. When she asked if we could rent a ce near the college, I said no almost


    immediately. Because I wouldn’t be able to face you. On the one hand, I missed you dearly. But on the


    other hand, I allowed Lc to bully you.


    “On her birthday, we had agreed to celebrate it together. Then, we ran into you and she insisted on


    inviting you along. She was the one who came up with the idea that you should find a boyfriend. And I


    went with it.


    “I thought that maybe I would give up on you once you were taken. Then, I could devote myself to Lc.


    But when I learned that you began developing feelings for Colin, I was devastated. I went to confront


    you stubbornly.


    “I thought you were not going to abandon me yet. But during the confrontation, I found out that you had


    already moved on. You’ll only love Colin from now on, won’t you?


    “I regret every so much, Lulu. Every day, I wonder why I was so ungrateful, that I kicked away the girl


    who gave her heart to me. I selfishly hoped that you would return to me. I thought that as long as you


    came back to me, I’d give you everything.


    “But when I saw how much you love Colin, I couldn’t bring myself to make that demand. That day, I was


    shocked to find out that Lc was dating Shawn. She and I had been dating for a while, and I did love


    her. It’d be a lie if I said I wasn’t upset.


    “But at the same time, I felt relieved, like something that was crushing my chest for years had been


    lifted. I was too cowardly to end the rtionship, so


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    I was d that Lc took the initiative.


    “Unfortunately for rne, the girl who loved me would never return to me. Lulu, I’m a jerk, aren’t I?”


    I was surprised to hear these heartfelt words from Felix. But surprise was the only emotion I felt.


    Gone were the Luna and Felix from before.


    Revisiting this painful past of mine no longer stung. It only filled me with what could have been.


    In this life, Felix and I were not meant to be.


    Since we were not meant to be, we should turn over a new page. We should


    these memories fade with time.


    “It’s all in the past now. You should just get enough rest for your recovery.”


    Silently, he tossed and turned his back on me. He mumbled something, but I couldn’t hear it. Nor did I


    ask him to repeat.


    For the next few days, Imuted between my school and the hospital. No officers ever appeared to


    question Felix. I asked Colin about it, and he told me that Felix decided to drop all charges.


    So he was okay with being beaten to a pulp? I was confused.


    I did try to figure out the rationale behind it at night. Perhaps Felix thought that he wasn’t devoted


    enough to Lc during their rtionship and felt guilty about it, so he decided to let Shawn and her go.


    To be frank, I was impressed by his self–reflection. It renewed my view of him.


    After spending nine days in the hospital, the cast on Felix’s leg was


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    removed. The doctor said Felix had made a decent recovery and could be discharged.


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    Mardi Gras was in a month. Considering Felix’s injuries, Colin decided to


    drive both Felix and me home.


    Back home, I either stayed with my parents or hung out with my friends.


    Once Colin had handled everything in his family, he woulde to my house and spend time with me.