Chapter 210


    No! They were brothers!


    I had a sudden realization and quickly pushed him away with my hands. “Colin, give me some time to


    think this through.”


    Disappointment briefly shed on his face, but a smile quickly took its ce. “Okay, you have five


    seconds to think this through. If you don’t say no, I’ll take it as a yes. One, two, three, four, five. Time’s


    up! You didn’t say no, so from now on, I’m your boyfriend!


    “Congrattions, Luna. You’re no longer single.”


    Before I could react, Colin leaned in once again. I could smell his warm breath on me, and I panicked.


    My mind was messy. My limbs acted on their own as I began to thrash about.


    At first, Colin tried to contain me. But as my movements became more and more violent, he


    let


    1. go. He was afraid that I might get hurt.


    Colin, standing there like a Prince Charming, slowly put down his arms. His straight back was slightly


    hunched, as if he was in pain. The glimmer in his eyes dimmed until there was nothing.


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    The corners of his lips curled into a wry smile as he forced himself to console me, “Lulu, I… I was just


    joking with you. There’s no need to be afraid.”


    I staggered backward. Only when I felt safe enough in the distance I had created that I lifted my head


    to look at him.


    Colin was still smiling. His face was as handsome as usual. But there was no light in his eyes, only hurt


    and disappointment.


    I reached where my heart was. For some reason, it hurt.


    For a moment, I didn’t have it in me to see the sad Colin. I preferred to see the Colin who would always


    greet me with a smiling face, the one who pampered me unconditionally.


    “Please don’t hate me, Lulu,” said Colin seriously as he gazed at me. I thought I saw something that


    shouldn’t be on him–desperation.


    It reminded me of how desperate I was during Thanksgiving when I was 18 years old. I had offered my


    heart to Felix, only to have it trampled by him cruelly.


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    I was heartbroken.


    Perhaps what they said was true–the first one to fall in love would always suffer more.


    I never wanted to make Colin suffer. And I never wanted to disappoint him.


    However, I wasn’t ready to date him.


    So please, Colin. Give me some time.


    Once I thought everything through, I would give him my answer.


    “I don’t hate you, Colin.” Colin’s expression made me feel guilty. I wanted to soothe the creases


    between his brows. “You caught me by surprise. I need time to think this through.”


    Afraid of seeing the pain in Colin’s eyes, I lowered my head. I kicked the pebbles on the ground with


    the tip of my shoes to hide my unease.


    A lot of things were going through my mind. I was overwhelmed by so many emotions. Just like that,


    tears came gushing out of my eyes.


    I bit my lip to force myself not to make any noise, and I berated myself for being a coward deep down.


    Whenever something happened, crying was my only response.


    Colin noticed that I was weeping. He wanted to hug me, but he was worried that I might fight back


    violently like I did previously. Anxious, he could only console me verbally by telling me that he wouldn’t


    force me at all.


    But I couldn’t control my tears. They came gushing out incessantly.