Chapter 39


    I would’ve caved in immediately back then.


    But when I grew up and knew what love really was. I would find that the me in the past merely caved in


    because I hadn’t let Felix go.


    Felix spotted the minute changes in my expression and smiled. He grabbed my hand. “I never knew


    you could be such a wildcat. You’re pretty amazing.”


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    Right? It also got me thinking. I wasmitted to being hisckey back then and listened to every


    word he said. I never got my time to shine, that was all.


    We didn’t really talk much after that. I mostly listened to what Felix had to say.


    He told me about his life in university, his loving rtionship with Lc, and his ns for their future. He


    spoke of so many things and different people, yet never mentioned me.


    I couldn’t help but wonder whether Felix actually knew what I was thinking or if this was his way of


    telling me to stop holding out for him.


    It wasn’t really a pleasant barbecue.


    Felix really was cruel to tell the girl who had a crush on him for years all about his rtionship with


    another girl.


    The rain grew heavier on the way back home. The wind made the trees sway heavily. Dark clouds


    broiled ahead, thunder crackling within them. Lightning asionally shed across the sky, cutting


    through the


    clouds.


    I recalled the weather alert earlier this afternoon and regretteding out.


    Sure enough, nothing good woulde when I was with Felix.


    The both of us shared a small parasoldies often used. It was…


    “A small umbre is better than none. We should hurry up and run. We won’t get too much rain on us


    that


    way.” Felix said as he looked up at the night sky in front of Burning Bacon.


    I was five feet and seven inches tall, while Felix was six feet tall. He was taller than me by a head, so I


    had to look up at him when we spoke. “How about I use the umbre to get home while you run back?”


    “No way.” Felix took my umbre and opened it up before walking out into the rain.


    The rainfall was heavy against my small umbre. The both of us stayed close to one another, yet that


    didn’t stop the rain from falling mercilessly onto us. Half of my clothes were quickly drenched.


    The rain pattered as itnded on my umbre. All I could smell was Felix.


    My heart began pounding. I quickly reminded myself to keep a clear head and stepped away from him


    slightly.


    Felix pulled me back close under the umbre. “Just a little more. We’ll be home soon.”


    The umbre had already shortened the distance between us. His sudden tug of my arm only pulled


    me closer to him as if he were cradling me in his arms.


    Blood rushed up to my cheeks, making them blush. To my surprise, I wanted this rain tost a little


    longer. I wanted Felix’s embrace too much. I missed the smell of him.


    But my mind was clear.


    Felix was not mine.


    I stubbornly tried keeping a distance from him, but he held onto my hand with a steadfast expression. I


    couldn’t wrench out of his grasp, so I let him hold onto me.


    Soon after, I suddenly heard someone call Felix’s name. It sounded like whoever it was had been


    crying. The voice broke apart in the loud noise of the rain, though one couldn’t deny its existence.


    Felix’s behavior changed immediately. He shoved the umbre into my hands and started looking


    around wide–eyed. “I didn’t hear wrongly, did I, Luna? I heard Lill’s voice.”