Chapter 329


    S — he remembered that four years ago at school, a male ssmate of hers had a very good


    impression of her. When she wasn''t paying attention, he had forcefully hugged her, and she had


    ruthlessly smashed his head with a vase, causing him to leave a lot of blood. As for her, she had


    also been sent in to be imprisoned for two days.


    After that, the boy stayed away from her.


    And she simply dropped out of school and stayed in the small apartment she rented.


    "Do you know what caused your instinctive resistance?"


    "I know!" Lily''s face suddenly flushed red again.


    Seeing that she seemed unwilling to say more, she immediately smiled and said: "Miss Lily, rx a


    little. In fact, regarding the matter between you and President Wayne five years ago, President


    Wayne had also told me in detail, he felt that it was very likely that the night the two of you met five


    years ago, gave you these unpleasant memories."


    "Ah ..." What did he say? " Lily was still trying to figure out how to describe it, but ording to what


    the doctor had said, Edwards had already described it once.


    Dr.Lawrence pushed the sses frame a bit, and said gently: "Don''t be shy, we are all women, and


    I can understand what you have experienced. President Wayne said that five years ago, because of


    a chance encounter, you had an intimate encounter, and at that time, he was drugged with a very


    overbearing and ferocious medicine, and that was why he did such an action to you. He also said it


    before, that he actually regretted hurting you like that."


    At this moment, Lily''s heart was filled with indescribable emotions. It wasplicated, but because


    it had brought up old events, her face had turned slightly pale.


    "He didn''t describe anything in detail, did he?" Lily sincerely felt that this kind of thing was extremely


    taboo.


    "Yes!" The Dr.Lawrence nodded his head: "He said that he probably caused you to suffer heavy


    injuries and leave you with a lot of blood. He actually went to that room the next day and saw the


    scene with his own eyes."


    Lily suddenly pressed down hard on her head, she somehow resisted and thought back to what


    happened.


    "Dr.Lawrence, I... Can you take a rest first? "


    "Miss Lily, you must open your heart to it. Don''t try to avoid it anymore. Tell me how you felt at that


    time."


    That night, I was forcefully sent on the ne by my father. I stayed on the ne with my eyes open


    for more than ten hours, not daring to sleep. I still had to endure the pain on my body. Under the


    gentle gaze of the doctor, Lily began to touch upon those things that happened in the past.


    "Do you hate the man who hurt you?"


    I hate him, I wish I could kill him, but I also feel that I hate myself even more, hate myself for being


    useless, being unable to protect myself, and also, I hate those people who sent me into the room.


    No matter what, that night, I might not be able to hide, no matter who they are. When Lily said till


    here, her entire body was stiff and cold, trembling uncontrobly.


    In the past, she had selectively forgotten everything and adjusted her life to start from the moment


    her child was born.


    All the joy, from having a child, then little by little umted.


    Dr.Lawrence saw that her face was pale and cold sweat was dripping down his forehead. Perhaps


    his nightmares were the result of his being suppressed for a long time.


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    "Rx, Miss Lily. Can you tell me what your nightmare is like?" Dr.Lawrence could only ask her with


    a gentle voice.


    Lily nodded. Her beautiful eyes were somewhat empty, lost, and afraid.


    "Sometimes I feel as if I''ve been torn apart by a wild animal. Sometimes I feel as if I''m trapped in a


    dark room."


    "More specifically, have you ever dreamed about matters between men and women?"


    "Yes, I have!"


    "Can you see the face of the man in the dream?"


    "It''s very blurry, I can''t see clearly!"


    Dr.Lawrence recorded her symptoms and after thinking for a while, she suddenly said: "Then now


    that you know that person is President Wayne, do you hate him?"


    Lily''s entire body froze, and her expression remained frozen for a long time.


    "Do you hate him?" Dr.Lawrence asked her again.


    Lily lowered his head.


    "I used to hate him, but now I don''t!" Lily bit her lips and answered very lightly.


    "Why don''t you hate him?"


    Lily really did not think much about it, and after that, she could only face this question head on and


    answer: "Because he did not intentionally hurt me, and he was also forced to do it himself.


    Furthermore, I had a child with him, he treats the child very well, and has always been very good to


    me as well."


    "Are you in love with him?" The Dr.Lawrence smiled.


    Lily''s empty eyes slowly gained focus. She looked at Dr.Lawrence, then shook her head. "I don''t


    know if that counts as love.


    "Alright, we''ll stop here for today. Thank you for sharing your experience. You can go back now."


    "That''s it? Don''t you need more treatment? " Lily suddenly stood up, she felt that this was not


    considered a treatment.


    Dr.Lawrence immediately smiled and said: "Psychological treatment is to find the root of the


    problem and solve it. This is not the same as treating your body, doing surgery, applying medicine


    can cure your wound, we can take it slow, the more, I think your condition isn''t too serious, the only


    thing youck is to not be able to see your own heart, after you go back, it''s best that you


    communicate more with President Wayne, it''s better that you have some sort of physical contact


    with him. For example, hugging each other everyday, holding each other''s hand, feeling each


    other''s warmth, it''s very helpful for your treatment."


    "Hug me every day?" Lily''s beautiful eyes widened in astonishment.


    "It''s best if it''s like this. There are also actions that can be done slowly, step by step." The


    Dr.Lawrence said with a chuckle.


    Lily secretly heaved a sigh of relief: "Then I''ll do my best, thank you, Dr.Lawrence, suddenly


    realized, after chatting with you for a while, I feel much better, in the past, I have never told anyone


    about this, nor did I dare to."


    "It is because you have long suppressed the fear in your heart that your body has developed an


    instinct of rejection. Miss Lily, I see that you have quite a cheerful personality. You are not a very


    austere person. I believe that your illness will recover in a short period of time." Dr.Lawrence told


    her with absolute certainty.


    "I hope so. Thank you, Dr.Lawrence. I will be leaving first." "Take care!"