Chapter 13
Jase
It’s been several days, but I haven’t asked Avery if she’s emailed the adoption agency or faxed in the
information release. I am serious about helping her. Why wouldn’t I be? Even if my own parents are
messed up most of the time, I love them and everyone deserves to know who brought them into this
world. Even if it does make me nervous to think about what kind of mother gave a sweet little thing like
Avery away. Still, I don’t want to hassle her. I just want her to be happy. Little by little, I’m watching her
blossom and it’s beautiful. She doesn’t seem to be hiding quite as much, her eyes are bright and
determined, and she’s even excited about going out this weekend. It’s no longer like pulling teeth to get
her toe out. Though I know if I push too hard, too fast, I could lose her.
This weekend one of my frat brothers is ying at a local club and everyone is going to watch him
perform. I wouldn’t mind having Avery alone at my house, but she seems excited about going.
I tell her I will pick her up, amazed that she’s set on doing this even without the safety of her
friends. Apparently, they have some theater party tonight. But I like that she trusts me. I stop in front of
Avery’s dorm, where she’s waiting on the sidewalk. Her face lights up when she sees me. It’s strange
to me that she wouldn’t kiss me, yet she clearly feels something when I’m around. This girl keeps me
guessing, that’s for sure.
Before I can even exit the car to go around and open her door, Avery’s sliding in next to me.
“Hi, beautiful.”
Her eyes widen and her mouth curls upward. I don’t know who scared her away from male attention,
but it’s clear she’s hungry for it now. “Hi,” she returns.
“Ready to listen to some bad folk music?”
“Sure. I love bad folk music.”
“Then you’re in for a treat.”
We sit through two warm-up bands before my buddy Sloan makes his way to the stage. Our table of a
dozen or so stands up and cheers for him. Avery does too, pping and whistling with the rest of us.
Sloan slouches on a stool and begins to strum a familiar cord. Just a man and his guitar – it’s a brave
move. I’ve heard him y at the house, but never perform like this. His voice joins the notes and he’s
actually decent.
Halfway through the set, Avery taps my knee. “I’m just gonna run to the restroom.”
“I’ll take you.” I rise with her.
She gives me a confused look, but nods.
I tell myself it’s because she’s so innocent and since I brought her here, she’s my responsibility to look
after. But I know it’s more than that. I want every other guy in this ce to know she’s with me. I rest
my hand on her lower back and escort her through the bar. If I could create a sign and pin it on her
back, I would. It would say back the fuck off, she’s with me.
I walk Avery to the back of the club and wait in the hallway while she’s inside thedies room. When
she emerges, I can’t resistcing her fingers between mine and guiding her back to our table, before
pulling out her chair and settling down next to her.
After the set, we head to my house and instead of taking Avery directly to my room, where I know I
won’t be able to behave myself, we hang out with the small group that’s gathered in the living room.
Due to limited seating, Avery sits on myp, something that’s wreaking havoc on my self-control. I
ce one hand on her hip and she smiles politely at me. She wouldn’t be smiling if she knew the
wicked thoughts ying through my mind right now. We’re having fun, debating the issue of our school
mascot’s resemnce to a penis. Hearing Avery say the word penis is a treat. Her mouth pouts in the
hottest way, and her cheeks are tinged in pink. Staciaes in and interrupts. Damn Stacia always
ruins all my fun.
The chatter in the room dies down as a roomful of eyes look between Stacia and me,plete with
Avery bnced on myp. Shit fuck. This isn’t good. I feel Avery stiffen, and my hand involuntarily grips
her hip, telling her to stay put. Stacia and I aren’t dating anymore. She’s just going to have to deal with
it. Besides, it’s not like I invited her here tonight. I swear, I think she drives by and whenever there are
lights on or cars in the driveway, she justes in.
Stacia walks straight past me, swinging her hips and heads for the kitchen. “Trey, make me a drink,
hun,” she says, luring him after her.
I hate how she thinks men are at her beck and call. Shit, they usually are, but that doesn’t make it okay.
And Trey’s an easy target. He’s just horny enough to follow. Asshole.
That was Stacia’s bigint of me when she and I dated. I wasn’t attentive enough for her. Her
word, not mine. She doesn’t want a boyfriend; she wants a pussy-whipped fool at her beck and call to
spoil her rotten. Maybe I’ll feel that way about a girl someday, but not Stacia. She’s already spoiled
enough. For the right person, I’ll want to do those things, not be guilt-tripped into them.
Even after Stacia leaves the room, Avery’s stick-straight posture tells me she’s still ufortable. I
want to get back to our easy banter. “I think it’s time for your next challenge,” I whisper near her ear, my
lips rubbing against her skin.
Avery rxes in my arms and turns slowly to nce at me, a slow smile forming on her lips. “What’d
you have in mind?”
If I tell her what’s really on my mind, I’ll get pped. “I want you to go talk to that guy over there.” I look
pointedly at one of my frat brothers, who’s picked up Sloan’s acoustic and is butchering the simple
notes.
“Done and done.” She smiles and rises from myp.
As soon as her warm weight is gone, I’m regretting sending her away. But watching her confidence
grow is a thing of beauty. I’m riveted watching Avery spark up a conversation with Jared. Maybe this
was a bad fucking idea. He continues strumming the guitar, ncing up at her only asionally, and
only to give the briefest of replies.
A few secondster, she slides back into myp with a huff. “Well, that was a letdown. He practically
ignored me.” She pouts. “Aren’t these little challenges supposed to be good for my self-esteem?”
I can’t help but smile. Maybe it was cruel to send her over there, but it was just a stupid dare to see if
she’d actually do it. “Sorry babe. I didn’t know you’d actually do it. Jared’s one of my brothers and he’s
seen you in myp all night – he’s not going to make a move on you. He values his face too much.”
“What?” Her confusion is adorable. “So you chose someone you knew wouldn’t talk to me?”
I shrug. “I can’t have another guy touching something I want for myself.”
Her mouth drops open. “Oh.”
We’ve been pretending that we’re friends, because it’s all she’s ready for, but she has to know I want
more. I consider asking her to kiss me. Her mouth is right there, inches from mine, looking fucking
delicious, but I can’t. I can’t bear to hear her turn me down. I nce up and spot a safe-looking target
across the room: a guy who looks like he was raised on whole milk and Flintstone’s vitamins. Safe as
white bread. I wonder if she’ll do it. At least it’d be easier to hear her turn him down. “That guy…over
there.” I point and Avery’s eyes reluctantly leave mine to seek the target. “Kiss him.”
Her confused gaze meets mine. “No kissing. I told you I’m not ready.”
Shit. Now I feel like a dick. “Fine. Go talk to him then.” I hold her eyes, wondering what she’ll do.
Avery surprises me by ncing his way, and then walking toward him without another word. Something
twists inside me.
They strike up a deep conversation, and I silently curse myself. This was my grand fucking n…to
drive her into the arms of another guy? I should punch myself in the face.
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I sulk on the couch and watch them. I haven’t seen the guy around here before. He actually looks like
he’d be a decent guy, but that’s beside the point. Avery tosses her hair over her shoulder andughs at
something he says. God damn it, she’s actually flirting with him. My stomach clenches. He smiles at
her, and I have the sudden desire to knock that smile off his face. I grab another beer and down half of
it in a single gulp.