Chapter 45- Selfish Father


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    " I am your biological father," Khalid said and the sword from raakshas''s hand fell on the floor.


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    Raakshas became frozen in his ce. His blood turned cold and he felt like his body isn''t functioning


    anymore. his mind went totally nk. He isn''t even blinking his eyes.


    He is only looking at Khalid like a statue. His whole life he craved for his father. He never imagined that


    he is working under his own father.


    He growled at Khalid, " Do you think I believe you, Khalid? You are lying. You are trying to manipte


    me. I don''t believe in your bullshit talking."


    Saying all this Raakshas punched him like a maniac. Khalid coughed more blood and replied," It''s the


    truth. If you want to do a DNA test then go ahead. But, trust me, the truth will never change."


    The confidence in Khalid''s voice is telling Raakshas that Khalid is saying the truth. Raakshas isn''t


    understanding he should believe Khalid or not.


    " How do you know my mother?" Raakshas hissed at Khalid almost choking his neck. He lifted up


    Khalid with his one hand. His eyes are red and his nose is ring due to anger.


    Khalid started struggling for oxygen thrashing his hands and feet everywhere. He is almost on the


    verge of fainting when Raakshas left him.


    Khalid started coughing loudly and sucked as much as oxygen he could. After a few moments, he


    became normal.


    Then Khalid started saying," Your mother was a high profile prostitute. Because of her beauty, she was


    very familiar with high society. She used to warm bed for rich businessmen, politicians and gang


    leaders like me."


    Raakshas closed his eyes due to hurt thinking about his mother. He still curses himself for being born


    as a prostitute''s son. He still remembers how everyone used to bully him saying that his mother is


    whore.


    Raakshas opened his eyes hearing Khalid''s voice," I took an interest in her and started having a


    rtionship with her. In a short period, we became closer. I couldn''t resist her beauty. I was just


    passing my time with her. But, your mother thought my time pass as love. I never told her that I love


    her. Still, she assumed that I love her."


    " Then? Raakshas asked without any emotion in his voice. His inside is bing void of all emotions.


    Khalid continued," I was in a rtionship with her for almost one year. One day she informed me that


    she is pregnant with my child. She wanted her child''s right from me. She wanted me to ept her


    child. I was angry and refused her immediately to ept her child. I couldn''t let a prostitute be the


    mother of my child. I told her to abort the baby and gave her a huge amount of money. She tried to


    ckmail me saying that she will tell everything to my wife. I gave her more money and told her to shut


    her mouth. After that, I broke up with her."


    " Just because of your lust I was born! Do you have any idea that your refusal made her a crazy


    woman? Do you have any idea what I used to face because you rejected her? Huh!! What was my


    fault? Huh!! What was my fault to endure all those tortures when I was just a little boy?" Raakshas


    screamed at the top of his lungs remembering his childhood. His eyes are now showing too much hurt


    and agony. He can feel the pain inside his chest.


    Khalid didn''t say anything to Raakshas. He is just looking at Raakshas without any emotion. But, he is


    sure that he can use this father card to save himself from Raakshas.


    " You refused me in the first ce. Then, why did you take me to your house? Why you gave my


    responsibility to Abdul chacha?" Raakshas asked Khalid impatiently. Today he wants all the answers of


    his unanswered questions.


    Khalid took a breath and started saying," After so many years I came to know about you from the TV.


    One day, I was in my office and watching TV. I was just passing my leisure time. I was changing


    channels while I noticed that one of the news channels were broadcasting a news about a little boy


    who killed his own mother. The reporter was saying that in a brothel one of the prostitutes was


    murdered by her own son."


    Hearing Khalid, Raakshas remembered that day when this society gave him the name


    Raakshas(demon). He still remembers how the neighbours were spitting on him calling him a demon.


    Raakshas fisted his palm remembering all those painful memories of him.


    Then Khalid started narrating," I don''t know why I was curious to know who is the boy. I was shocked


    when I saw your mother''s name and picture on the TV. It didn''t take much time for me to understand


    that the boy is none other than my bastard son. Because I knew that because ofplications, your


    mother couldn''t abort you. I saw you on the TV and felt that you are merciless and ruthless just like me.


    Without wasting any time, I went to the brothel and found you. I brought you with me out of pity as you


    became an orphan. I did a DNA test as well which showed me that you are my son. I was amazed


    seeing your cruelty when you stabbed another gang leader for me. I have always wanted a weapon


    that will be unstoppable. I wanted a weapon that will be able to create fear in everyone''s mind. I wanted


    a weapon that will make my business stronger and give me power. Seeing your potentiality, cruelty and


    ruthless nature I understood that you can be that weapon. You have the potentiality to be that


    unstoppable weapon of mine. That''s why I made you the most feared mafia teaching you all type of


    illegal works."


    Raakshas became numb after hearing his father. He can''t believe his father never cared for him. He


    just used Raakshas. He never thought that this cruel world will show this reality like that. Raakshas was


    deceived by his own parents.


    " So, You used me for your own interest! I was your son. Your blood. Still, you made me a demon. I was


    your son just like Azhar. How can you just use me like that? Raakshas screamed and a few drops of


    tears escaped from his eyes. It''s the first time that he is crying in front of Khalid.


    Khalid decided to say all the truth which he feels about Raakshas. He said sternly," You are just my son


    in name. How can you expect me to ept a whore''s son? Be grateful to God that I decided to adopt


    you and gave you a new life."


    " And that new life lead me to the destruction. Do you have any idea how many people I have killed for


    you? Do you have any idea how many lives I have destroyed just because you made me a demon!!!


    Raakshas said pulling his hairs out of sadness and frustration.


    Khalid didn''t say anything. He is just looking at Raakshas with his expressionless eyes. He is still


    looking at Raakshas when Raakshas raised the sword in the air to behead Ibrahim Khalid.


    Before his sword could touch Khalid''s neck, Khalid reminded Raakshas," You can''t kill me. I am your


    father. Don''t you remember? Your life is given by me. I am your God. You can''t kill me."


    Raakshas stared at his face for some time breathing heavily. Raakshas doesn''t know what''s he feeling


    right now. But, he can feel the betrayal by his own father. His whole life he carved for his father''s love.


    His whole life he just wanted to see his father for once. And, when he met his father, hees to know


    that his father is apletely selfish jerk who used his own son to gain power.


    " Baba(Father)," Raakshas said emotionally and Ibrahim Khalid became shocked hearing the word.


    Raakshas hold Khalid''s shoulder and said crying," I am sorry to misbehave with you. You don''t know


    how much I have craved for your love. You don''t know how much I wanted to hug you."


    Ibrahim Khalidposed his shocked expression and a smile formed on his lips. He understood that


    he has sessfully fooled Raakshas.


    " Come beta(dear). Hug your father," Ibrahim Khalid said pulling Raakshas into a bone-crushing hug.


    Then, Khalid heard Raakshas''s nk voice," It''s the first time as well asst time I called you baba."


    Before Khalid could react, his breath got hitched, a loud scream left his mouth and blood oozed out


    from his mouth when he felt a sharp pain in his abdomen. He touched his belly and found something


    liquid.


    He looked at his hand and found blood. It didn''t take much time for him to understand that Raakshas


    has stabbed him with a sharp knife.


    Khalid pushed away Raakshas from himself ans saw that Raakshas is holding a bloodied knife.


    Raakshas''s whole face is expressionless. He ispletely void from the inside.


    " You ......stabbed..... me!! Khalid asked with his trembling voice.


    Raakshas replied fixing his gaze on Khalid''s disgusting face," I have lessened the burden of this earth.


    You are a burden on this earth. You are a shame in the name of father."


    Khalid opened his mouth to say something but couldn''t utter any sound. Slowly heid down on the


    floor and took hisst breath. Before dying, he took his children''s name which hurt Raakshas more.


    Raakshas saw his father taking thest breath but he didn''t show any emotion. He was watching


    everything with his void eyes. His mind bes hollow leaving behind the shell.


    After that, he spread oil all over the house and burned it leaving Khalid''s dead body inside it. He saw


    the house burning down. He saw that his childhood is burning down. He has many memories inside


    this house. He was trained to be a demon in this house. He was trained to be a mafia don in


    this very house.


    After burning down the whole house, Raakshas called Vedant. He ordered Vedant and his men to find


    out Azhar anyhow. He also ordered his men to seize Ibrahim Khalid''s every property. Raakshas''s men


    obliged him immediately.


    Raakshas reached his mansion and found that Pari is already waiting for him at the door. She is


    looking very tensed. She looked forward and found Raakshas''s is walking towards her like a broken


    person.


    Seeing his face and bloody shirt Pari understood that something bad has happened. She ran towards


    him and asked worriedly," What happened? Why is your shirt bloody?"


    Pari abruptly touched his body to see he is injured or not. Very quickly she understood that he isn''t


    injured instead the blood is from someone else''s.


    " What happened?" Pari again asked worriedly and held Raakshas''s shoulder tightly.


    This time Raakshas couldn''t control himself anymore and fall on his knees. He started crying like a little


    kid. Tears are flowing from his eyes like a never-ending stream.


    Pari became dumbfounded seeing Raakshas. She never saw him crying like that. She is wondering


    what happened to him suddenly. But, her heart started aching after seeing his crying face. She bent


    down to his level and hugged him tightly. Raakshas rested his head on her shoulder continuing his


    crying.


    Raakshas said hupping," I was deceived by my own parents. I was used by my own father."


    Pari became confused hearing him. She isn''t understanding what''s he talking about.


    " Tell me, what''s bothering you? Pari asked softly stroking Raakshas''s hairs.


    Raakshas told everything Pari and she bes dumbfounded. She can''t believe how can a father do


    all this to his own son. She never thought that Raakshas is Khalid''s biological son.


    " He deceived me all the years. I was just a weapon for him. My own father made me a demon,"


    Raakshas said and cried out loudly.


    Pari tried to console him while Raakshas continued saying," I was the result of their disgusting lust.


    But, what was my fault to endure all this? My mother tortured me, my father used me for his selfish


    reason. I was their child. How can they do all this to me!!"


    " I am sorry," Pari said meekly wiping Raakshas''s tears.


    Raakshas took a deep breath and said with his heavy voice," It''s the first time in my life that I am


    feeling so much helpless. I have no one beside me. I am alone. No one loves me. I am unwanted for


    everyone."


    " Who said you are alone and unwanted. I am with you. I want you. I love you. I will always be there


    with you. I have held your hand for once and I will never leave it," Pari said emotionally where tears


    aren''t stopping from her eyes.


    Raakshas couldn''t control his emotions anymore and hugged her tightly. His heart is feeling happiness


    thinking that at least his wife loves him.


    I love you, Raakshas. You are not alone," Pari said with her most emotional voice.


    " Rajveer. My real name is Rajveer," Raakshas said breaking the hug and wiping his remaining tears.


    Pari uttered surprisingly," Rajveer!!!". She remembered their wedding night when Raakshas told her to


    call him Rajveer.


    Seeing her expression Raakshas said taking a breath," My mother never gave me any name. Rajshri


    me used to call me Rajveer."


    Pari was silent after hearing him. She can feel the pain of Raakshas. He was so unfortunate that his


    own mother refused to give him a name.


    " My name is Rajveer but I don''t have any surname. I was a bast.........." Raakshas tried to say but


    couldn''tplete his sentence when Pari pressed her palm on his mouth preventing him from talking.


    She replied nodding her head in the negative," You are not a bastard and you don''t need any


    surname."


    Raakshas pulled her into a hug and captured her lips in a hungry kiss. They both kissed each other like


    there is no tomorrow. They kissed each other forgetting everything that happened to them.


    After some days, Raakshas''s people found out Azhar as well and burned him alive. Raakshas told


    Ibrahim Khalid''s daughters that their brother and father was killed by a rival. They believed Raakshas


    and he took their responsibility.


    Then, Raakshas left all his illegal business and concentrate on doing social work. He is regretting for


    destroying many people''s life. He is guilty of whatever he did with many innocent people.


    After enduring so much, Raakshas almost lost his hope and trust in this world. But, he again started


    having hope and trusting people because of Pari. She didn''t leave his hand on his most crucial time.


    She was always there supporting him and loving him.


    Because of Pari, Raakshas understood the meaning of life. He understood that God wasn''t merciless.


    He has shown mercy by sending Pari into Raskshas''s life.


    Raakshas is grateful to God for giving Pari as his wife, his lover, his everything.


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