Chapter 65: 65 Abditory
Abditory
- a ce in which you can disappear: a hiding ce
65
Another semesteres in a new university I am in. I don''t know how to adjust to the people in this
institution but since I need to get away from WSU to forget everything about Nick, I''m sure NYU is a
great ce. I haven''t heard from Nick since then and I just hate him to the bones but I still end up
missing him so bad. No matter how hard I say that I don''t want to see him anymore, I always end up
crying about him at night.
Im so mad at him too cos of what my dad told me. He said he offered Nick money before to stay away
from me, dad admitted it to me before I could find out about it from another person and I''m so sure Nick
said no to it. But to my surprise, he said Nick epted the money. He said Nick agreed to it and he
knows that Nick is avoiding me. I''m so mad at Nick but I still love him after all he did and I hate myself
for loving him.
Dad bought me my own apartment here in New York which was just close by NYU and I told him I
wanted to live alone and not in a dormitory cos I have learned my lesson. My own apartment was
amazing and I''m happy my parents allowed me to live alone on my own. I tried my hardest persuading
them that I can do it on my own now. And since I passed my license a month ago, he bought me a car
too, it was a white Volvo XC90.
Since my own father had connections in this institution and other huge publishingpanies, he said I
could have my internshipter this semester then I''ll be off taking a few sses while I''m having my
internship. That will be amazing cos I''ll graduate as soon as possible if I pass my sses. My mom and
dad believes in me so much. Dad always hadid out ns for me and even though I hate it that he''s
helping me cos he''s backing me up, I need to grab this opportunity cos I wanna forget about Nick like
how he seemed to forget about me so easily.
I parked my car and grabbed my workbooks as I headed inside the institution. I looked over the
university map that the school staff handed me before so I wold know where I need to go and I won''t
get lost. My mind set was all for graduating fast. I told myself I didn''t want to get involve with any
fraternities in here or any other men. I wanted it to be me and my studies and nobody and nothing else
anymore.
"Excuse me? Perhaps you know where this room is?" I asked the female student.
"Oh yeah. That way then take a turn right then take the stairs and then first room on the left." She says.
"Thank you." I said.
I followed her instructions and I finally found me room. I entered and marched my way to the middle
seat that was avable. I ced my stuff down and I was sitting right next to this tall guy with a tousled
brown hair with green eyes. He''s a looker and he chews a gum that makes his jawline even more sharp
looking. I med myself for sitting down next to this handsome guy cos he''s one of the distractions I''m
avoiding. If he only doesn''t recognize that I even exist then my game n is perfect until I finish here.
The teacher walks inside and my eyes just widened out from my sockets. I literally was shocked to see
him. He stands before the entire ss and he has gotten even manlier and really handsome. He was
wearing a white polo that was tucked inside his ck skinny jeans paired with his shiny ck leather
shoes. He looks at us and I''m sure he spotted me cos his eyebrows shoot up.
"Good morning everyone." He says.
He moved his eyes to me. "I''m Prof. Kingsgrove and I''m your subject teacher for this semester and it''s
a pleasure to see new faces."
I smiled.
I noticed that all of the other girls were giggly and smiling so happily as they stare at Prof. Kingsgrove.
Now I know why most of the students in this ss are women cos they know it was a handsomely hot
teacher and I bet they still don''t know that Kurt is super gay. I chuckled to myself as he starts talking.
When the ss was done, I intentionally waited for everyone to leave the room and I ran towards Kurt
right away when we were alone and I hugged him. He did the same thing too.
"I missed you so bad!!" I eximed.
Heughs. "I missed you too baby cakes!"
I pulled myself away and stared at his eyes. Every time I see him, I always tells myself why Kurt had to
be gay. He''s too good looking to be gay. "They don''t know you''re gay huh?"
He smiles at me. "Shhh. You''re the only one who knows I''m super gay in here."
Iughed. "I missed you Kurt. And I''m so happy to see you again."
"Same here. And I thought you were in WSU? Why are you here?" He arched an eyebrow at me.
I sigh. "Oh it''s a long story. My dad wanted this for me and since the offer was good and I also needed
to get away from WSU cos of something that I needed to forget about. That''s why I came here."
Heughs. "Is it about Channing?"
I shake my head.
"No. I''m so over him and you know that. It''s about this new guy and... I don''t want to talk about him."
"Just tell me his name." Kurt says.
"Nick." I sigh.
Kurt grabs my hand. "Hmm. Wanna have lunch together baby cakes?"
I nod. "Yes. And please tell me it''s your treat this time cosst time we had dinner together I was the
one who paid for it cos you left your wallet."
Heughs. "Don''t worry. I have my wallet with me now. Let''s go."
Both of us headed out of the room and I didn''t really care how people would say about what they''re
seeing but I know Kurt''s real gender and he''s my best friend so I don''t really care about them.
"I have a car with me. Where we gonna meet up?" I asked.
"Oh I''ll drive you there. We''ll take my car. You have to tell me about this Nick guy. You need to talk it out
while we''re on our way to the restaurant."
I smiled.
Both of us headed to the parking lot and I got into his car while all female eyes were on me. I climbed
inside the passenger seat and Kurt climbs inside the driver''s seat.
"You have lots of college women adoring you here." I say.
"Yeah. It gets freaky sometimes cos there are other students who pushes their breasts on me and Im
like mentally saying get off of me sister. But you know, since they see me as I guy, I act like I like it."
Iugh. "Oh I wanna see that so bad. I''m sure you''re in agony when boobs are rubbed against you."
Heughs.
"Now tell me all about this Nick."
The entire drive was all about Nick. I told Kurt about everything and he even stopped the car cos I was
telling me about what happened to me and Nick. He hugged me tight and I was just holding onto his
shoulders while I cry. When I was done with my drama, he finally continued driving again. We reached
this fancy restaurant that was a little bit far from NYU and we sat down on one table.
"Do you have a boyfriend?" I asked Kurt as we eat this pasta he ordered for me.
"No. I''m single. I need to stay single cos if I get caught being with a man, my reputation in school will
down grade. I''m one of the best professors Savannah. I need to have a clean reputation."
I smirked. "Well when was thest time you had se--"
"Oh no no no. Please don''t ask cos I know what you''re going to ask baby cakes. No. Hell no. I ain''t
answering that."
Iughed.
"You know Kurt, people can really get deceived about your sexuality cos your voice is super deep and
you obviously look manly enough to be gay. Look at those muscles. You''re not like those homos who
tries to speak and dress like women." I say.
"Because I like it better this way. I don''t really want to act all total gay cos you know how I was bullied
cos of it and I have a reputation now." He speaks.
I wanted to tell him about Billy but then I''m sure Billy will be mad about it. We continued having lunch
together and just talked about how he was doing all these years. I didn''t expect Kurt would be a
college teacher though he qualifies for the spot since he''s ridiculously intelligent.
"Whenever I have a totally handsome student, I try my hardest to control myself. For example, that
handsome guy who was next to you." He speaks.
"That green eyed guy?" I asked.
"Holy shit he has green eyes?"
I nod.
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"I didn''t know. That is totally hot. Anyways, as I was saying, that guy next to you a while ago in my
ss was Damon Dennison. The hottest guy I have ever seen in all years of my teaching."
Iughed. "He is hot."
"Sad to say he''s straight like super straight. Straighter than a ruler."
Iughed again at what he said.
"I was in hopes he could be bi cos he hasn''t been in a rtionship. But he''s not." Kurt pouts. "Which
gave me an idea, how about you and Damon hang out? You look like you make a good couple."
"Kurt, I just got off from the craziest rtionship I have ever been to and I don''t want another one."
"Got off? You never broke up with Nick baby cakes. He left y-- ... Sorry."
I smiled ruefully. "It''s okay. It''s true anyways. He left me."
"Ugh. He''s a dick. Don''t think about him anymore. Guys can be really hard to read sometimes. They''re
there one day and then leaves you thenes back when they only miss you to make sure you''re still
there waiting for them."
I nod as I twirl my straw around my drink. I seriously miss Nick so bad. He''s gone for seven months
now, New Year''s Day was thest time I saw him and I don''t know where in hell he is after that. He said
he won''t leave me. He said he wasn''t going anywhere. I don''t know where I can find him. I have
stopped texting or calling him two months ago cos if he misses me, he''ll text or call but nothing from
him.
"Baby cakes you''re thinking about him again." Kurt says to me.
"I just miss him even though I hated him for leaving me like this."
Kurt pulled himself up and sat down on the chair next to me. He quickly wrapped his arms around me.
"He doesn''t deserve you Savannah."
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That night, I stayed in my apartment cos I was busy putting up curtains and other home decors that I
have bought a while ago. I haven''t studied yet since it was still the first day so I think it was a perfect
night to set up and beautify my ce. The apartment was a perfect one for me cos it was already fully
furnished and everything I need was already here plus it has a 24/7 security inside. I don''t know
anyone in here yet but I sure do hope I get to know someone.
I headed to my door and walked out of my apartment and in full coincidence the door from across me
opens at the same time. My eyes widened when he met my gaze. It was Damon. The guy sitting down
next to me was my neighbor next door. He looks at me and I''m sure he recognizes who I am.
"Hey." He speaks.
I smiled. "Hey."
"I think we have the same ss, right? I''m sure about it." His eyes narrowing.
"Yeah." I snapped. "Kurt-- I mean Professor Kingsgrove''s ss."
He nods. "Right. It''s good to see someone I know in here. I didn''t want to be alone. I''m Damon by the
way."
I smiled as he walks closer to me while extending his hand out for a handshake. I epted it anyways.
"I''m Savannah."
He smiled. "Beautiful name. Umm, are you out to grab something?" He asked.
"Dinner." I say.
"Me too. Uhh.. Well, wanna go grab dinner together?" He offered.
I paused and stared at him. He looks harmless. "Sure."
Both of us headed to the apartment''s basement parking. "I have my car with me." I say.
"Oh please, let me do the driving. I wouldn''t want to be such an ass to you in our first dinner."
I smiled.
"I''ll drive. I don''t want a very beautiful girl like you to be driving around New York lonely. It''s very
unmanly. " He says with a smile.
I smiled at him. "Okay." I agreed.
We walked to where his... Oh my god. His car was a sleek ck Audi R8 with amazing rims. He
opened the passenger seat door for me and I hopped inside then so did he. Finally we left the
basement parking then started driving on the streets of New York.
"So, where to?" He asked.
"Do you like Chinese?" I asked back.
"That''ll be amazing. Let''s have Chinese then." he agrees.
When we arrived in this small Chinatown in New York, we hurriedly got inside a Chinese restaurant and
started ordering up for us. Damon was nice though he was quite mysterious at first in ss a while ago
but he turns out to be really kind.
"I''m having my internshipter this semester." He blurted.
"Same here! But I still don''t know where I''m taking mine." I answered.
"I''m going to this publishingpany just around here that my dad rmended to me. You want me
to help you up?"
I smiled. "My dad has other ns for me for sure. Thanks for the offer."
He smiles.
All of a sudden my phone beeps up. I quickly picked it up cos I''m sure it''s either mom checking up on
me how is New York or it''s either Cameron asking me if I''m staying away from frat men. He''s seriously
always been warning me about frat men ever since then.
Frat men...
I sigh inwardly at the thought of it.
New Message from Nick...
I felt my world stopped when I read his name on my screen and my heart beat is elerating faster
than normal inside my chest. My hands is shaking and I even identally dropped my fork.
"Are you okay?" Damon asked while he picked up the fork that fell on the ground.
I nod. "Yah. Fine."
He asked for another fork for me while I was contemting on opening Nick''s message. I stare at his
name and I feel my tears gathering into my eyes but I''m holding it back. I can''t cry here. I can''t cry in
front of Damon. I don''t want to cry anymore because of Nick.
How are you? - Nick
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