Chapter 53- I deserve punishment
After one month
Author''s p.o.v
It''s been one month since Sehreyar is taken to police custody. His trial is already held and the court has
given him lifetime imprisonment.
Sehreyar tried his best toe out of jail but this time he wasn''t that lucky. Hiswyer couldn''t prove
him innocent in court as every proof was against him. Even, Haniya tried to help Sehreyar but failed
miserably. Moreover, his tales of crimes were telecasted on the TV channels repeatedly making him a
criminal in front of the whole country.
The arrest of number one businessman Sehreyar Al Seikh became a hot topic for the media. They
telecasted every news about Sehreyar''s arrest and they also telecasted Adeel''s news. At now,
Sehreyar is aplete fraud and Adeel is a good man in front of everyone.
Right now, Sehreyar is sitting in the cell room and thinking only about Meher. He still couldn''t believe
Meher went against him. He still can''t believe she used his feelings to trap him. His condition is getting
worst without Meher. She was his oxygen and now without her, he is suffocating every time. Moreover,
he is missing Mehrab a lot. Mehrab''s cute voice, cute pouts and demands are shing in front of
Sehreyar and he is bing more upset by the passing time.
In this one month, Meher didn''t evene for once to meet Sehreyar. Even when his trial was held.
She doesn''t want to see his face nor she wants her son to remember Sehreyar.
But for Sehreyar, the memories of his happy times with Meher always shed in front of him and he felt
too much hurt.
He is still thinking about Meher when a constable came and informed him that Meher hase and
she wants to meet him.
Sehreyar immediately agreed to meet Meher. He doesn''t know why his heart is beating so fast. Meher
hase to meet him. He will be able to see her again. These thoughts are making him too much
nervous.
Moreover, he has some questions to ask her. He wants to know some questions answers which are
bothering him for thest one month.
Sehreyar''s p.o.v
I am standing inside the jail room holding the ck colour door. I am waiting for Meher. I hope she is
here with Mehrab. I am missing him a lot.
Very soon she came and gave me a satisfied smile which I didn''t return. I still can''t believe she send
me to jail. She yed with my feelings. I never thought that behind her smiling innocent face she was
hiding her vengeful mind. I became more upset noticing that Mehrab isn''t with her.
" How are your days going inside the jail? They aren''t very pleasurable, I guess!!! She taunted me and I
felt like she has just pped me with her words.
I asked her impatiently," How is Mehrab?"
" He is fine as he is now far away from a disgusting person like you," She sarcastically replied.
I asked her calmly," Why did you y with my feelings? Why?
" Just the way you yed with my feelings. Just the way you yed with my whole existence," She
seethed at me angrily.
This time I couldn''t control myself anymore and said almost crying," I apologised for my mistakes.
Couldn''t you consider my apologies for once? How can you be so heartless?
" Apologise!! Tell me, have you ever apologised properly for your sins? Tell me," She asked me angrily
and I became quiet.
Somewhat she is right. I haven''t apologised properly. Whatever I did with her is unforgivable and here I
didn''t even ask for forgiveness clearly. I was so busy possessing her that I forgot to apologise.
I looked at her with my guilty eyes when she yelled on my face," I never forget how you raped me. I
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never forget how you humiliated me. I never forget how you chained me like an animal. I never forget
how you pointed your gun in my son''s direction. I never forget how you used my nativity to trap me. You
never thought about my feelings. You only thought about yourself as a selfish person. After doing all
these you are expecting forgiveness!! Huh!!"
I lowered my eyes because whatever she said is true. I became selfish just to have her fully. But, I
loved her truly. I loved her wholeheartedly.
" But, I loved you. Couldn''t you consider my love for once?" I asked her with my hurtful voice.
This time she looked at me so angrily like she will eat me alive anytime. She replied gritting her teeth,"
Love! You loved me! Huh!! It''s the biggest joke of this century that you loved me."
Before I could say anything she said with her hard expression," you just lusted after me. You never
loved me."
" This isn''t true Meher. I loved you," I said like a desperate teenage boy. It''s her misconception that I
only lusted after her.
I saw her taking a deep breath. I saw her chest is heaving up and down due to anger.
Then she said almost crying," I was just an 18-year teenage girl when you made me your mistress. Do
you have any idea how I felt every time while spreading my legs in front of a stranger? Do you have
any idea how I felt while you used to remind me that I am nothing but just an object to fulfil your
desires?"
Saying all these she burst into tears and I felt too much guilty seeing her like that.
" I am sorry," I said trying to touch her while she flinched backwards giving me a disgusted look.
She replied wiping her tears," Just a simple sorry can''t heal the wounds you have given to me. I still
couldn''t forget all the humiliations you gave me."
" Meher, I admit that I was an asshole to treat you badly. But, trust me. I loved you truly," I said
desperately while a drop of tear escaped from my eyes.
Hearing me, she snarled at me angrily," A person can never hurt his loved ones. But, what you did with
me? Just to have my submission you chained me like an animal. You are such a monster that you
didn''t hesitate to point your gun at your own blood, your own son!!!!"
" I''m sorry. I just didn''t want to lose you," I said with my broken voice.
She replied hardening her face," You also didn''t do anything to earn my love. Every time you were just
busy in threatening me and possessing me like an object."
I lowered my head and eyes. I am not finding any words to say. She is absolutely right whatever she is
saying. But, one question is roaming inside me like a bug. I want to know didn''t she love me even for
once in these few months? We were living like a perfect family. Then, howe she didn''t develop
feelings for me?
" Didn''t you love me ever?" I asked her directly looking at her teary eyes.
I saw her taking a deep breath and closing her eyes. I noticed that she clutched her dress tightly to
control her emotions.
Then she opened her eyes and started saying with her heavy voice," Yes, I loved you. I loved you from
the very first because I had hope inside me that you will change one day and respect me. But, I was
wrong. You never changed."
" Meher, I was just..............." I tried to say something when she cut off my sentence in the middle
saying," every time you proved me wrong by forcing me. I didn''t forget your misbehaviour with me. You
used to hurt me and then apologise. It became a habit for you. You took my softness as my weakness
which wasn''t right. You forget to treat me with respect. For a woman, her self respect and dignity
I sighed hearing her. Now, I am regretting my all actions. I should have approached her gently. I should
have respected her. But, in my anger I destroyed everything. She loved me and I failed to hold her love.
Everything is my fault. I deserve all this.
" I deserve all this, Meher. I deserve all this," I said banging my hands on the metal door repeatedly.
I heard her saying with too much hurt," You should have seen my pain for once and tried to understand
my feelings."
I lowered my head hearing her and asked her with my crying voice," Will you remember me?
Asking this question I looked at her and found that she is crying like a little kid in front of me. I was
feeling like wiping her tears but I can''t. My sinful hands can''t touch a pure person like her. My filthy
hands will taint her more.
She replied wiping her tears," From today you are dead for me. But, you will remain alive in my
memories. I will always remember your gentle behaviour with me."
Saying that she started to leave the ce when I yelled from behind," Please, Don''t tell about my sins
to Mehrab. I don''t want my son to hate me. Just tell him that I died of cancer."
She turned at me and replied nodding her head in positive," I will."
Saying that she left the ce while I kept looking at her retreating figure going away from me. I fall on
my knees and started crying badly. I destroyed the chance of having a happy family with Meher with my
own hands. I deserve all this. I deserve to be punished for hurting a pure person like
Meher.