Chapter 9- Feeling bad


    Back to present


    Meher''s p.o.v


    Remembering that day when he first snatched my dignity from me, my whole system filled with disgust.


    A few moments ago I was feeling bad for some unknown reason but now I am feeling disgusted by his


    touch.


    I tried toe to from his grip when he woke up and asked me with his sleepy voice," Where are you


    going? I didn''t allow you to go now."


    Saying that he holds my right wrist tightly almost cutting blood supply in my veins. I hissed in pain when


    he loosened his grip on my wrists.


    " Sir, I have to make breakfast before 8 a.m otherwise you will punish me by starving," I replied timidly


    and remembered that day when he starved me the whole day and brutally used me at night. I always


    felt scared thinking about his brutal sex.


    He pulled me into his chest and said inhaling my scent," I will tell one of the maids toe early and


    make breakfast for us."


    I tried to protest because I want to go away from his hold. I said," Sir, I will ma........."


    " Didn''t I tell you that the maids will make breakfast then why are you annoying me? Lay down some


    time with me," he said angrily burying his face inside my hairs and I just zipped my mouth.


    Then he took his phone and called someone. He said in the phone," Yeah, Sumitra. Come early and


    make breakfast for me and Meher."


    Saying that he cut the call. Well, Sumitra is one of the maids who work here. I have to take care of his


    breakfast, dinner and lunch. Other works are done by the servants.


    He asked turning me towards him," Why were you touching my engagement ring? Why were you


    crying?"


    Shit! He was awake when I was touching his engagement ring. I am caught red-handed. I don''t know


    what''s he thinking about me.


    I replied lowering my voice," Umm...I touched it unknowingly and I was crying for my brother."


    Hearing me he didn''t say anything further. He is just hugging me tightly. Our naked body is sticking up


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    with each other and his bulge is touching my stomach. I am feeling too much embarrassed. He has


    seen me naked like infinite time still I feel shy around him. I looked at him and found him closing his


    eyes.


    Suddenly, he said stroking my hairs," You know what Meher, sometimes I feel like to stop what I am


    doing. But, I can''t."


    I didn''t understand what''s he saying. I asked him curiously," I didn''t get you. What are you talking


    about?"


    He looked at me and stared at my face for some time. He caressed my lips with his fingers and said,"


    Don''t look at me with that much innocence. you might regretter."


    Why he is talking in a puzzle. What does he mean by I will regretter? I asked him again," Sir, I am


    not understanding any of your words."


    " You will not understand, little girl. You are too naive," He replied chuckling and hovered over me. I


    gulped down my saliva because of nervousness.


    He kissed my neck hardly and I am sure it will leave a mark.


    He trailed down to my breasts and cupped one of them in his palm and squeezed it.


    I moaned a little but stopped it putting my palm on my mouth. Looking at his initiative I am feeling that


    he wants to have sex now. But, I am not ready. I need some more time for healing.


    I tried to say something when he said kissing my navel," Don''t worry. I will not have sex with you now."


    I took a relief of breath but didn''t understand his motive behind this gentle behaviour.


    He worshipped my body with his kissing and licking. And the moment he kissed me down there my


    face heated up and I felt too much embarrassed. I heard him saying," I love your soft folds."


    I didn''t utter any words because of embarrassment. After he is done with his kissing and licking my


    body he stood up on his feet and walked towards the closet and took out something from there.


    He came back with a small card in his hand and said giving me that along with some money," it''s a


    gynaecologist''s address. Meet her and take some medicine to heal your sore vagina."


    Hearing him, I looked at him with too much shock like he is an alien. Does he really care? But, why he


    is having a gynaecologist''s number? I am looking at him with my curious and confused eyes when he


    replied going to the washroom," I used to take my sister to this doctor. That''s why I know about her."


    I didn''t utter any words when he said more like ordered me," Now, go to your room hurriedly. If you stay


    here then I mighte back and fuck you in your sore folds."


    Hearing his shameless words I run towards my room wrapping a thin quilt around me. This man has no


    filter in his mouth.


    Author''s p.o.v


    " I will give you money as much as you want. You have to just follow Sehreyar and inform me where he


    is going, what''s he doing, whom he is meeting," Sajal said to a man who is looking very cunning.


    Right now, Sajal is in her fashion designing studio and talking with a spy. She has hired a spy to follow


    Sehreyar everywhere.


    The spy replied smirking," You can trust me blindly. I will give you genuine information about Sehreyar


    Al Seikh but in return...I think you know what I want."


    Sajal replied giving him a bundle of notes," take all this and give me information."


    The man replied taking the notes," You don''t have to worry. I will start my work from today."


    Sajal just nodded her head hearing him and the man left the studio.


    After that Sajal took out her phone and said looking at Sehreyar''s photo," You don''t know how much I


    love you. You don''t know how much I want you to make love to me."


    Saying all this she kissed his photo and a smile formed on her lips.


    Suddenly, her subconscious said," But, he doesn''t love you. Even he doesn''t want to see your face. He


    hates you from his childhood."


    Hearing her subconscious, Sajal chuckled and said like an obsessed woman," It doesn''t matter he


    loves me or not. I am happy until he is with me. Very soon he will marry me. Well, he has to marry me."


    After that, she called her father and said," Abbu( father), it''s time."


    Sehreyar''s p.o.v


    I am sitting in my office room and my PA is telling me all the progress in our business. He is informing


    me about this months profit but my whole mind is somewhere else.


    I am only thinking about Meher. This girl is bing something to me which I never want. I am


    bing dependent on her.


    I used to thought that I am just attracted to her body but I don''t know why recently I am feeling that I am


    not just attracted to her body. I want her whole existence for me. I feel peace whenever I hug her. I feel


    a soothing sensation inside my heart when I look at her innocent face. My all tensions just get vanished


    in the air whenever I hear her soft melodious voice. I am falling for her whole self. I shouldn''t have felt


    like that. What''s this feeling?


    Is it love? I don''t know. I can''t love her. My goal is to use her as much as I want and then threw her


    away from my life. The day when I first took her virginity I didn''t feel any pity after seeing her miserable


    condition. I was blinded by my revenge and only thinking that I should hurt her badly. But, recently I


    can''t see her in pain. I feel sad, ufortable and pity seeing her in pain. I don''t know why I am


    feeling like that. This girl is a witch. She has surely cast a spell on me. I am bing crazy for her.


    I am lost in my thinking when I heard someone is calling me. I looked at my PA and found him saying,"


    Sir, your phone is ringing."


    I touched my pocket and realized that it''s really ringing. I took out the phone and seeing the caller id I


    knitted my brows. It''s my mansionsndline number.


    I received the call and said," Hello."


    The maid replied," Sir, I hope you are not busy. We have guests here."


    " What? Who hase?" I asked her confusingly because I receive a little guest in my house and


    nobody visits my house without informing me fast.


    She replied," Bade madam( Senior madam) is here with Sajal Madam and her father Abbas Sir. They


    are all waiting for you. They told me that they will have their lunch with you."


    Hearing her, I clutched my phone tightly and said annoyingly," Tell them that I aming."


    Saying that I cut the call and threw my phone on the table viciously. I looked at my PA who is looking at


    me with his fearful expression.


    I yelled on his face," Get lost."


    My PA immediately left my office and I pulled my hairs in frustration. I know why they havee. I''m


    sure they are going to put pressure on me to marry Sajal! I am really annoyed by this matter.


    How can I tell them that I don''t love Sajal! How can I tell them that  I only love Meher.


    Did I just confess that I love Meher!! No...No... I can''t love her. She is just my mistress. Nothing else.


    She is just my bed warmer!! My whole mind is fucked up.


    I threw the coffee mug on the floor and said yelling," I don''t love Meher. I am just taking revenge on her


    whole family."