Chapter 19


    Chapter 19


    Sophie’s pov


    Jealousy doesn’t feel too great. Not at all


    Carson chuckled and turned me around when I froze like a statue upon seeing Aiden with Rena on the


    dance floor Carson had no idea why I froze up because Aiden and Rena were justing up behind


    him


    “You’re as stiff as a statue Soph. You werent kidding when you said you don’t dance Carson joked


    I sucked in a sharp breath when Carson’s hands are on my waist, holding me there lightly and pulls me


    to his front. It wasn’t because I liked it there, sure it wasn’t unpleasant but I was just shocked when I


    could feel him rubbing against my bottom. He wasn’t hard but I could still feel him which weirded me


    out


    Thear a flirtatious giggle and from the corner of my eyes, I saw Rena pulling Aiden forward so that


    they’d be just beside Carson and me. My heart leaped.


    Were they doing this on purpose?


    Rena giggled and turned around so her bottom was brushing Aiden’s front. I found myself gritting my


    teeth in annoyance and anger. I know shouldn’t feel that way and had the urge to smack myself for


    even feeling such a way


    Carson’s lips brush my ear. Just rx babe.”


    I tried to but when Aiden’s hands grabbed Rena’s waist as she moves to the beat of the music while


    giggling, I could feel nothing but furious jealousy. I hated that feeling and I hated that he gripped her


    waist so much like he liked when her bottom rubbed against his front.


    Gritting my teeth, my eyes rise from watching Aiden’s hands on Rena’s waist to his face and I felt


    irritation surpass that anger. Because Aiden knew exactly what he was doing to me, judging by the


    smirk he was currently showcasing so proudly while he looked at me.


    Asshlole.


    Okay, two can y this game.


    One of my hands curl behind Carson’s neck and I began to rub my bottom against his front while


    moving to the rhythm. “Oh shit.” Carson groaned in my ears and gripped my waist more firmly.


    I looked over at Aiden and noted the firmness of his jaw as he clenched his teeth. His eyes are furious


    as he res at Carson’s hand on my waist.


    Good. It doesn’t feel too good to get a taste of your own medicine now, does it?


    I sent him a taunting re and then moved my hips, all the while brushing my bum against Carson’s


    front.


    I’m aware of how tight Carson’s grip on my waist is and I’m also very aware of how rough his breathing


    felt against my neck as he rubs his front against my bottom.


    Carson pulls me closer to him and my grip around his neck tightens as I start to dance more intimately


    when I knew I had Aiden’s unwavering attention


    I sneacked a nce his way and noticed he had bent Rena’s back while she whined on him. Yet his


    gaze was still on me, watching me like a hawk. A very pissed off hawk


    Smirking, I bent over too, my hands on my knees as I rolled my hips. Carson groans, shifting as he


    tries to keep up with me.


    I felt Carson begin to grow stiff and I grew ufortable. But even that didn’t stop me from dancing to


    irritate Aiden even more.


    I straightened my spine and continued to sway my hips as my fingers trail between my breasts while


    my eyes stay glued to Aiden’s.


    His jaw ticks.


    Suddenly Rena yelps and moves away from Aiden, her hand quickly going to hold her waist where he


    held moments ago. “What the hell Aiden?” She barks and storms away from him.


    Aiden doesn’t bother to go after her, no he storms away but not before shooting me and Carson a


    furious death stare.


    Smirking in triumph that I won the jealousy battle I turned around to talk to Carson. “Hey I think I need


    to find somewhere quiet to rest for a little. Kind of need to get away from the stench of alcohol and


    sweat”


    Carson nods, his eyes gleaming. “I’lle with you.” He says and I nod. It would be a good idea to go


    with him since there were drunken teenage boys everywhere.


    Carson grabs a hold of my hand and leads me away from the dance floor and upstairs. I wanted to


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    protest and say that I just wanted to go outside but I don’t.


    I trusted Carson and I knew he would never hurt me.


    So I let him lead me to an empty room and when he closed the door the sound from downstairs gets a


    bit fainter. My eardrums cry in relief.


    “Oh that’s so much better.” I sighed and turned around to walk towards the window.


    The room was dark but the glow of the moon shoot through the curtains enough to light up the room


    with a soft glow.


    My fingers brushed against the thin white curtain when I felt Carson’s presence behind me. “I didn’t


    know you could dance like that Soph.” He groaned just inches behind me since I could feel his body


    heat.


    “I didn’t know I could either,” I admitted with a nervous giggle.


    You see even though I trusted Carson, I knew he was still a hot blooded male. And I did recall feeling


    his stiff cock rubbing against my bottom.


    Remembering the feeling had me shivering but not in a good way.


    When I felt his front pressing against my back I stiffen. I know it was normal for couples to engage in


    acts like this but I wasn’t ready. I still had yet to see him as more than a friend.


    I try to rx, especially when he turns me around to face him. “You’re absolutely perfect Sophie.”


    Before I could respond 10 hispliment, Carson’s lips are already on mine.


    I try to not pull away as he slowly starts to kiss me. This shouldn’t be weird. He is my boyfriend. This


    should be easy, I shouldn’t feel repulsed and guilty


    Carson’s handsnd on my back his heat seeping through the material of my ck little dress. But


    even that didn’t make me shiver.


    He groans in my mouth and his longue licks a trail on my bottom lip. I opened my mouth reluctantly to


    let him in. I wanted to try to see if he


    could coax my heart and body to give up to hun.


    But as his tongue slipped against mine, the more disgusted i felt Carson wasn’t a terrible kisser. In fact,


    he was a good one.


    It was just, he doesnt awaken the fre feeling I get when Aiden kisses me He doesn’t make me want


    more.


    One of Carson’s handsnded on my thigh and started to trail upwards, i froze. This doesn’t feel good.


    I pulled away from Carson and whispered. ‘Stop’


    His hand froze just inches from my core. I fought the urge to move his hand away myself.


    “What’s wrong?’ He asked, slowly peeling his hand away from my skin.


    I was so stupid to think that the more time I spend with Carson, I’ll magically fall for him. But it doesn’t


    work that way apparently.


    I shook my head and take a step back. “I don’t want to go this far, I admitted and looked for a way to let


    him down easily.


    Carson stays quiet for a bit and I wondered if I had upset him. ‘Of course you don’t.’ He snorted


    seconds after a minute of silence.


    “What?” I asked, wanting him to borate especially when I sensed the anger swirling in his tone.


    “Of course you don’t want me to fuck you, yet you willingly open your legs to your bully.’ He hisses


    under his breath. ‘Think I didn’t notice that you were trying to make him jealous on the dancefloor!”


    I flinched at his words, feeling them like a punch to the face. “I’m your boyfriend, I have the right to


    “Nothing!’ | snarl finally finding my voice. “You have the right to nothing! I choose if I want to give


    someone my body. And I said I don’t want to! Respect my decision!”


    I sidestep him and started for the door. And to think I thought he was better than Aiden. He was just as


    bad. “Take me home Carson. I no longer feel the need to ‘party’. ‘I snapped, my hand on the door and


    swinging it open.