Sold As The Alpha King’s Breeder Chapter 306
Chapter 86: I Can’t Have His Child
Hanna
I didn’t bother to hang my coat up on the hook as I staggered through the door to the small cabin I
shared with Kacidra. I tossed the coat to the floor, the thick fabric falling on the wide-nk floorboards
in a wet snowy heap.
Kacidra wasn’t home. She had spent thest two nights with Pete, who was living in one of the cabins
in the vige. They were mates, and the connection had been intense, passionate. I saw the pattern, of
course. Troy and Maeve. Ernest and Gemma. Even Keaton, the man who was the captain of the boat
that both kidnapped and saw Maeve to safety, had found his mate in Maeve’s friend M.
Everyone on this prophesied path was finding their mates, including me. This was the definition of fate.
Apparently, Rowan and Maeve were at the center of it all. And then, there was my role.
| sunk to the floor in front of the couch, my head in my hands, and let myself cry.
I felt nothing but deep, painful guilt after listening to the unnamed old woman’s words. She was my
great-aunt, my tie to Ga, the Seer… Ga, who must have known what my mother would be
and the powers she held, the powers
she would give to one of her children.
I thought of the white roses on the temple grounds, how their
petals had littered the stone pavers after Tasia had destroyed the sanctuary. Tasia, who the people of
Lycenna were afraid of but also worshiped. The same way they wanted to worship me.
The people who believed my future child would be the Moon Goddess herself.
But I didn’t have my powers any longer. I didn’t want them back. And I wouldn’t be the Goddess’s
vessel of rebirth.
I peeked through my fingers, my eyes clouded with tears.
There was only one thing I could do to end the prophecy, to break the chain of events that were
guing a family I had grown to love.
I needed to reject Rowan.
I sucked in my breath and wiped the tears from my cheeks, nodding at myself as I silently agreed to the
inevitable.
But then there was a knock on the front door, and then a cold rush of air.
“Hanna? Goddess, it’s freezing in here,” Rowan crossed the threshold of the front door, shutting it firmly
behind him before stalking toward the neglected wood stove.
I watched him in silence as he crouched in front of it, stoking the dying embers with pieces of kindling
until a fire erupted from the ashes once again. He meticulously added pieces of split birch to the
woodstove, arranging them in such a way that guaranteed a slow, hot burn. I couldn’t help but smile as
| watched him, my heart squeezing in my chest.
Rowan, my Rowan.
He turned around, seeing me sitting against the foot of the couch. “What’s wrong? Are you alright?
Maeve told me what happened at the castle.” He stepped forward, kneeling down in front of me and
taking my chilled fingers in his.hands. “You’ re cold, Hanna.”
“I have to go home,” I whispered unsure if I meant for him to hear it or if I just needed to say the words
aloud.
He looked confused, sitting back so that he faced me with his arms wrapped around his knees, ‘To Red
Lakes?”
I nodded, dreading what I needed to say next.
“Why?”
“I can’t be your mate, Rowan. There’s too much… too much at stake. I can’t continue to put you and
your family in danger.”
“What do you think is going to happen?” He was
expressionless, but a sadness lingered behind his eyes, something that told me he had known this
conversation wasing.
“Tasia wants me as much as she wants the stones. I need to
go. I need to bring the stones with me when I do. You cannot follow.”
“I won’t allow you to do that.” The firmness in his voice sent a chill up my spine. I looked up at him, his
face distorted by the strands of hair that were falling over my face.
“We can’t be together. The consequences are too great. If we have a child… that child…”
“You really believe what that senile old woman said? About our child being the seconding of the
Goddess? Come on, Hanna.”
“Why don’t you believe that could be possible after everything that’s already happened? A year ago
you were just a shifter,”
“A year ago was a lifetime ago, Hanna. There is no going back now. I won’t let you run. I won’t let you
sacrifice yourself for my sake.”
“Your family,”
“My family can fend for themselves. They are more than capable of defeating a single wolf. Lycenna is
in shambles from what we understand. They are no longer a pack, or a cult, whatever you want to call
it! Mom is seeing to the refugees for now, but they mean to continue north, over the ice-pack. What
they think they’ll find there, I don’t know-”
“They’re running, Rowan. Don’t you see why? Tasia isn’t just a single wolf. She was powerful enough to
mortally wound your mother. A White Queen. Imagine what she could do with the stones.”
“Maeve is the keeper of the stones, it’s not your responsibility
“You have to let me go!”
He lunged at me, pinning me to the couch. His face was only inches from mine, his blue eyes pleading
with my own. No, they seemed to say. No, no, no.
He took my face between his hands and kissed me, softly,
brushing his lips against mine. I fought the urge to cry as he pulled away, not wanting it to end even
though I knew it had
to.
But he kissed me again, this time harder, the kiss needy and final. I opened my mouth to his, letting him
pull me close and wrap me in a desperate embrace.
“I can’t let you go,” he said in a raspy voice, his words tickling the skin on my neck. His mouth moved
along my jaw, his fingers tangling in my hair as he gently pulled my head back so I looked up at him,
exposed to him. “You’re not going. Not alone.”
Before I knew it, I was in hisp, running my fingertips over his bare chest. My skin was chilled despite
the heat of the woodstove, but his hands were warm against my back. He ran his fingers up my spine,
sending sparks flying across my skin. My shirt was on the floor, the pale fabric glowing in the light
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of the full moon and sending whispers of light through the frosted window next to us.
He rested his hand against my back, forcing me closer, my breasts pressing into his chest as I kissed
him deeply. He was gentle with his touches as he explored me, his mouth moving from mine to my
neck to my corbone, lingering there for a moment before he dipped down to take one of my nipples
between his teeth.
I let my breath out in a long, pleading moan as the sensation awakened something deep within me.
Something I had been holding back for months. Something that could ruin any chances of letting him
go.
The moan was the only invitation he needed. He ran his hands
along my thighs, then stood from the couch, holding me against him as he carried me through the living
room and into the tight hallway leading to the bedrooms,
He backed into my room, shutting the door with his foot before tossing me on the bed. My heart was
pounding against my ribs as he took a step back, looking down at me. Heat shed behind his eyes as
he reached down, his fingers lingering on his belt buckle. I stared at him, taking him in. Trying to
memorize every single inch of him.
He was waiting for me, waiting for me to say no, to say yes… to say anything. I swallowed back the
mingled fear and despair threatening to take hold of me, and nodded, my mouth parting to whisper an
inaudible “please.”
He had his pants off in an instant, standing naked at the foot of the bed. I tried to keep my eyes on his
face, afraid to let them wander. This was it for us. I wanted to remember the way he was looking at me
right now more than anything.
He slowly crawled to me, helping me shimmy out of the thick fleece-lined leggings I was wearing and
my panties. I was totally bare,pletely exposed to him now. I didn’t try to hide myself. I closed my
eyes as he looked at me, and I was able to feel his gaze move from my eyelids to my navel and the
swell of my hips.
I wondered if he had ever done this before. Part of me thought he had, because the way his hands ran
down the length of my thigh, his thumb pressing into the flesh behind my knee felt like the work of an
experienced man.
But the other part of me thought not, because the way he touched me in all the right ces felt as
though we had done
this together time and time again, even though it was the first time. I felt electric. His touch sent sparks
shooting down my legs and warmth between them, a nagging ache that threatened to take over with
each passing second.
His mouth met mine in the softest kiss. I could feel the tears threatening to spill over myshes as I
opened my mouth. He ran his tongue along my lower lip, nibbling it with his teeth as his hands
continued to explore.
And then he moved his hand behind my legs, his fingers gliding against the growing wetness. Nothing
had ever felt better than his touch against my tender skin.
“Rowan,” I breathed, “please…”
Minutes or hours could have gone by; I didn’t know for sure. Every second of pain and ecstasy was all
part of a drawn-out goodbye. He said my name, the sound of it on his lips sending me over the edge as
I gripped his shoulders, pulling him into a tight embrace.
Sometimeter I woke to stillness. Outside the frosted window, the full moon still hung high in the
cloudless sky. Rowan was sleeping with his arm around me, his fingers limp against my hip bone
where Iy turned into his, my face in the crook of his shoulder.
It was cold outside of the snug nest of nkets. I rose and pulled Rowan’s shirt over my head, hugging
the fabric to my skin. It fit me like a dress, the hem brushing against my bare thighs as I walked through
the cabin, turning into the living room with every intention of stoking the fire in the wood stove.
I knelt before it, reaching out to sp the handle to open it when a sudden warmth wrapped itself
around me like a nket. I blinked and was no longer in the cabin. I was looking out over the water,
soft surf brushing against my toes.
I turned to the murmur of voices behind me.
And there l.was, standing before the granite temple that used to haunt my dreams. I had thought it
signified the Temple of White Queens, and the chaos I had heard in a long-ago dream was a glimpse of
the destruction Tasia had caused within its walls.
But I was wrong about something. This temple was intact. It was old, very old, and unfamiliar
A man appeared, his back to me. He was walking to the temple, his head hanging as he sauntered
toward the entrance. I felt a wave of familiarity wash over me, the specific locks of his chestnut-colored
hair and manner of walking sending chills through my spine.
“Rowan?” I said, but my words were silent, lost in the sound of the waves on the rocky shore.
He turned his head, his sideburns dappled with gray. He looked right at me, through me, as though he
had heard me speak but found it shocking.
He swallowed, his Adam’s apple bobbing in his throat as he turned back to the temple, resting his hand
on the door frame. A ring made of green stone was on his pinky finger, catching the light as he pushed
against the door and stepped into the darkness.
I followed him, my steps quick on the strangely colored t rocks beneath my feet. But when I reached
the temple and stepped inside, I found myself alone.
The altar at the back of the temple was covered in wilted white roses, their petals yellowed and falling
to the floor. I looked around, noticing the cobwebs and thickyers of dust on the rows of stone
benches, and the cracks in the stained ss windows that let in pale beams of light, specks of dust
floating in their wake.
Again, I heard murmuring, familiar voices chattering in the empty ce. I turned back to the altar and
the sound ceased. Was that Kacidra I had heardughing? Gemma’s voice lifted
in response?
“But you just got here. You can’t leave now!” said a young woman, a teenager, standing at the altar.
She had not been there before. Her hair waspletely white and pulled back from her face by several
intricate braids around her forehead and ears. Her hair flowed all the way down her back, brushing
against her hips as she turned to me, a single white rose in her hand.
She was ying with the stem, her finger on the thorn. “Don’t leave,” she begged, but her voice
betrayed her looks. She had the voice of a child, someone much younger than herself, and even her
eyes seemed too young for the angled curves of her exquisitely beautiful face.
Her eyes were silver with kes of blue around the irises, the same blue as Rowan’s. The breath
caught in my throat as she looked at me, her brow furrowing into a frown.
A man walked through me down the center of the temple. He
was young, his hair a soft copper blond. He bent to whisper to her, and I watched as her face fell, her
eyes darkening as she gripped the thorny rose stem in the palm of her hand. The man turned, looking
right at me, his eyes two distinctly different colors.
“Wake up, Mama!” the woman cried, tears falling from her white eyshes. “Please, wake up!”
“Hanna? Hanna wake up-”
Topened my eyes to Rowan looking down at me, his arms wrapped around my naked shoulders. I was
still in bed, nestled beneath the quilts with my body against his.
“You were crying in your sleep. Are you okay?”
“I was dreaming,” I said, more to myself than to Rowan.
“Dream Dancing? I thought you lost your powers?”
“No, I… this was a real dream.” Fatigue was pulling me back into sleep.
“We’re going to figure this out, Hanna. I’m not going to lose you,” Rowan said, but I was already miles
away, slipping over the edge into a deep, dreamless slumber.