Chapter 148


    Chapter 148


    Selena POV:


    Stepping out on the other side of the portal Ie to stand right in front of the pack house, it feels like


    ages since I was here and it’s all different this time.


    Take a deep breath before I start to walk up the stairs and head over to the front door, opening it up I


    hear several voices and know they are in the kitchen and eating breakfast making my way over there I


    step into the kitchen and see everyone sitting around the table except Jessie, she is nowhere to be


    seen.


    “Selena you’re back!” Zoey says and gets up on her feet and walks over to me when she wraps me up


    in a tight hug. Feels good to be back with them!


    “Yes, I am, and need to talk to you after I have talked to Jessie!” I say to her when she releases me


    from her arms.


    “I have something to talk to you about as well, mind link me when you are done talking to her. You


    know where to find her!” she says and I think I do.


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    “I will catch up with you allter after I have talked to her!” I say and look at them when they give me a


    nod or a smile back in response. Turning around I head out of the kitchen and start to climb the stairs


    up to her room, finding her scent strong the closer I get when I stop in front of her door.


    Taking a breath to prepare myself for this talk when I give the door a knock before going inside, seeing


    her sitting on the bed she raises her head and looks at me in surprise before she is quick on her feet


    and runs over to where I am and wrap her arms around me, she breaks down in a sob on my shoulder.


    Wrapping my arms around her I can only imagine how bad she feels about all that happened.


    “I’m so sorry for everything Selena!” she says in a sob and I already know it.


    “I know! But you have to exin some things to me!” I say when she lets go of me and turns around to


    take a seat on the bed.


    “What do you want to know?” she asks and wipe away her tears, walking over I take a seat on the bed


    beside her.


    “Did everyone go with Jacob of their own free will or did hemand them?” I have had this nagging at


    my mind since it happened.


    “Everyone went because they wanted and were tired of sitting inside here and only waiting for what’s to


    come, I know we went against your orders and we shouldn’t have then they all would be alive now and


    you would still be in charge of the pack!” she says and I hear how troubled she is over the whole thing.


    “I’m still in charge of the pack, needed to focus on me and our children for what needed to be done, it


    was for the best he helped and take care of it for the time being!” I say when she turns to look at me.


    “So, you areing back as the Alpha?” she says


    “I never stopped being the Alpha, only I had to focus on myself and how this could go so wrong! Both


    my Beta and my Gamma went against my orders and disobeyed their Alpha, what message does it


    send to the rest?” I ask and look at her, seeing her take a deep breath before she gets up on her feet


    and starts to pace around the room.


    “We only wanted to keep the pack safe and you, that’s why we wanted to go outside the barrier!” she


    stops and looks at me, I see the pain in her eyes after everything that happened and I can only imagine


    how hard she is ming herself for their death.


    “I know why you did it even if it were wrong, they all had to pay the price for it! I couldn’t save them and


    if I hadn’t forced you toe with me that day you would probablyy dead like the others!” I say when


    she walks over and takes a seat beside me on the bed.


    “I know Selena, my conscious is heavy with their death on it!” she says and I grab her hand in mine.


    “No, Jessie! If they all went outside by their own free will knowing what is out there and they would be


    outnumbered then you couldn’t have done anything to help them, even I tried and couldn’t do


    anything!” I say when she hangs her head.


    “It was me and Jacob who talked about it, he wanted to go out there and persuade me to go, it wasn’t


    hard and I should have stood against it but it was easy to change my mind!” she says and drags her


    hand down her face.


    “We all have learned a hard lesson here and we have to move forward from this, I suggest you do a far


    better work from now on!” I say when she looks up at me


    “I think there are better persons to handle the job as your Beta than me!” she says when I ce my


    arm around her shoulders.


    “No, there isn’t, we both have to change and take a learning from this!” I say when she looks down at


    my belly.


    “I haven’t seen you for weeks, you have grown big!” she says and chuckles, cing my hand on my


    stomach she is right about that.


    “Yes, I have and this morning I cried over an empty bottle of pickles! I need you to keep my head


    straight these hormones are starting to mess with me!” I say andugh about it when she joins me and


    the door flies open when Emmaes walking inside andughing.


    “I recognize that feeling even if I think it’s hrious you cried over some pickles!” she says andughs


    hard.


    “Emma have you been eavesdropping outside the door!” I say and look at her.


    “Of course, I have! Need you two to be friends again and move past this, I want my pack back!” she


    says and raises her hands in the air while sheughs


    “Well, you won’t get rid of us and right now I have to talk to Zoey if we are okay!” I turn to Jessie when


    she gives me a big smile.


    “Of course, we are! Are you going to offer her to be the Gamma?” she asks and I see her look over at


    Emma before she looks back at me, I get this feeling they are hiding something from me.


    “Yes, I n to, hoping she wants it this time! Why do I get a feeling you know something I don’t?” I say


    and look between them.


    “I will let her tell it to you!” Jessie says when I hear some footsteps in the hallway and Zoeyes


    walking to the doorway.


    “Alright how about we talk in my office!” I say to Zoey and get up from the bed and start to walk towards


    the door when she takes a step back.


    “I will talk to youter!” I say to Jessie and Emma when we walk out of the room and head over to my


    office, Zoey doesn’t say anything on the way when we are walking down the hallway and stops outside


    my office door. Push my door open and walk inside, Kian’s faint scent lingers in the room and I guess


    he has been working in here from time to time when I have been over at Michaels. Zoey closes the


    door after her and I make my way over to my office desk and take a seat behind it when she slowly


    makes her way over to my desk, I know by the sight of her that she has something on her mind.


    “I know you already know what I n to ask you but by the look of it you still haven’t changed your


    mind!” I say when she slowly takes a seat on a chair in front of me, it takes a moment before she raises


    her eyes and looks at me.


    “That’s not what’s bothering me!” she says and holds my gaze.


    “Then tell me what’s your problem?” I say and sit back in my seat and wait for her to tell me, she pulls


    her shirt to the side and I see a freshly made mark on it, I’m shocked at the sight!


    “You have met your mate!” I say and give her a big smile, couldn’t be happier for her when she put her


    shirt back and sit back in her seat.


    “Yes, I did, he came here with a group of Kian’s men to protect the pack,” she says and looks out the


    window


    “You don’t look happy!” I say and can’t understand a thing of it.


    “I’m happy, but you might not be!” she says when there is a knock on my office door before it’s opened.