---- T squirm...


    Trying to move back from those strange pipe like tentacles.


    But its like they had a mind and eyes of their own and they were tracking my body.


    They crawl over my body slowly.


    As if finding something.


    I don''t know what probably a vein or something.


    One slowly starts to wrap around my neck while the other found my left thigh.


    Tt continues to wrap tighter and I struggle Icant hold my breath any longer plus this thing is choking me Dammit! And then, it happens.


    I feel something sharp pierce into my neck and thigh at the same time.


    Bubbles leave my lips, my head drops back and I feel something warm entering my bloodstream.


    My body lit up on fire.


    ---- eee My body protests, sensing a foreign substance.


    But I couldn''t do anything My body starts to shiver, my toes curl and just like that I feel the first teardrop leave my eyes to be only mixed with the water.


    Zaria...


    My little one.


    Her beautiful brown eyes and her smiling face shes in front of my eyes and my lips curl into a smile.


    I wish I can hold her back in my arms onest time.


    She must be hungry...


    I wish I can feed her just once again.


    I wanted to see her grow, to make her the best version of myself, I will make her everything I was not.


    Brave, fearless....a badass as they say.


    She will grow up to be very beautifull.


    Even more beautiful than me.


    I will tell Adrian to train her from a young age.


    To teach her to fight with that de of his.


    I will ask him to make her an independent strong woman.


    Just like he wanted me to be ---- Tam so sorry my Zaria.


    Mother couldn''t even bid you her farewell If I go to heaven..


    I will make sure to ask moon goddess to give me a glimpse of your face when you grow up.


    Light.


    Be the light in everyone''s life Zaria.Because the light in your mothers eyes is fading, its getting weak.


    I am getting filled with darkness to my very core....


    And I don''t know if ever I will be able toe out of it I weed the darkness that has started to cloud my vision.


    I wish I die in this experiment.


    I don''t want to live as a monster and kill innocents.


    T want to die as a hero.


    My daughter...


    my Zaria should remember her mother as a hero, the prodigy, the healer.


    And not as a murderer.


    ---- eee = Chapter 198 Adrian sat there on the floor, legs crossed with eyes closed and lines of concentration marring his forehead.


    He was sweating, his fists clenching and unflinching as he groaned under his breath.


    Come on! Come on! Please! Since the day he has left thend of darkness, his ability to control the shadows has been hindered.


    He doesn''t know why.


    Maybe it was part of the curse the demons ced on him.


    He had tried countless times but failed.


    Yet he couldn''t fail now.


    Not today.


    His little rabbit needed him! Please demons! Come on! Show me anything! Ang fuvking thing! I want to see my light! I want see her! Just once!