Pregnant And Rejected By My Alpha Mate By Caroline Above Chapter 117
Chapter 117 Travel ns
Selene’s POV
Bastien is watching me when I wake up. Propped on his elbow and tracing patterns across my bare
belly with a goofy grin on his face. Shivering in the cool morning air, and less than amused to have my
covers stolen from me, I roll towards my mate, “Bastien I’m cold.” I whine.
“I’m sorry little wolf,” He chuckles, snuggling me close, “I couldn’t help myself.” “You know it’s very
creepy to watch someone sleep.” I grumble sleepily.
“I’m the Alpha, I can do whatever I want.” He counters smugly,”even if it’s creepy.”
Breathing in his familiar scent, I try to calm my stomach. Suddenly myte night snack is seeming like a
very bad mistake. My insides are roiling with sour acid, and I can feel my gorge rising in my throat. For
a moment, I think I might be able to ease the sickness, but I quickly realize it is not hope. Rolling out of
Bastien’s arms, I dart for the bathroom, my hand sped over my mouth.
I can hear Bastien following on my heel, and though I try to close the door behind me, he forces his
way through anyway. mming the toilet seat up and miserably emptying my stomach into the
porcin bowl, I drop to my knees on the cold tiles. My mate’srge, warm hands pull my hair back
from my face and rub up and down my back. Bastien makes soothing, sympathetic noises, and as
much as I appreciate his affection, I can’t help but think he’s going to have to get used to this.
Closing the lid and resting my forehead on my arm, I nce up at the concerned wolf, “This is nothing.”
I moan. “Just wait.”
“Poor baby.” Bastien croons, stroking my hair. “Is there anything I can do to help?”
“Just keep doing that.” I murmur pitifully.
“We need to get you in to see a doctor.” He muses, surely they can prescribe you something.”
I nod, “I’ll make an appointment.”
In the distance I hear L calling me, and Bastien’s lips graze my temple, “I’ll go.” He assures me, “Do
you think you can stomach any breakfast?”
Before I can answer, another wave of nausea rolls over me, and my head is already back in the toilet.
When I finally make it out into the living room, L is helping Bastien make pancakes. She’s sitting on
the counter next to the bowl, stirring while he pours flour into the mix. I move towards her, but the
moment the scent of sizzling bacon hits my nose, I turn green and retreat.
“Mommy, where you going?” my pup inquires, squirming on the marble surface like she wants to get
down but can’t figure out how. Wiping his hands, Bastien lifts her down, and L runs to hug me good
morning.
“I’m sorry, angel.” I hum, kissing her sweet-smelling head. “Mommy’s tummy is upset.”
We’re still standing there huddled in the living room when Aiden enters a momentter. “You’rete,
Bastien!” He announces, pushing through the door without knocking. The beta turns to face L and I,
a wide grin splitting his cheeks. “Good morning, my lovelies.”
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The next thing I know, a vicious snarl sounds from the kitchen, and in the blink of an eye Bastien is in
front of us. His ws are extended and his fangs bared, eyes aglow with rage as he res at his best
friend. “Bastien what are you doing?” I exim.
Aiden’s palms raise, and though surprised, he doesn’t seem rmed. “Easy brother, I’m not going to
touch them.”
While Bastien heaves in deep breaths like a wild beast, Aiden nces at me and scents the air, sudden
understanding washing over his features. “I see.” He smiles, “feeling a bit extra protective, buddy?”
“Daddy why’re you grumpy?” L pipes up, reading her father’s threatening behavior as little more than
a bad mood.
“Your Daddy’s wolf is just a little on edge.” Aiden exins in a low, even tone, he just needs a minute to
calm down.”
“Bastien, it’s only Aiden.” I add, reaching for his hand. His silver eyes jerk down to me, swirling with
savage ire. “We’re safe.” Slowly the red haze clouding his vision ebbs away, and his rigid muscles
rx.
Looking back to his second inmand, Bastien sighs, “I’m sorry Aiden, I don’t know what came over
me.”
“I do.” Aidenughs, tentatively stepping forward to give his friend a hug, “It seems congrattions are
in order.”
Bastien returns the embrace, looking far more lighthearted now, “Thank you. We’re very excited.”
“Excided bout what?” L chirps curiously, obviously feeling left out of these strange events.
Aiden looks like he wants to hug me too, but seems to think it’s too soon to attempt such close
proximity. Instead he turns to my pup, “excited that your Mommy bought a new cafe!” He lies smoothly.
Bastien and I both shoot him appreciative looks, we are definitely not ready to exin this to L yet.
“But we ready knew dat.” L exims, as if we’ve all lost our minds.
“Well Aiden didn’t.” I correct her warmly. “This is the first time we’ve seen him since it happened.”
Rising to my feet and carrying the pup with me, I push L into Bastien’s arms, forcing him to calm
down further. Before I can think of moving away, he snakes his free arm around me, sandwiching
himself between our bodies.
Aiden is watching us with obvious amusement, but then his face twists up into a grimace as he peers
towards the kitchen. “I think your bacon is burning.”
Bastien’s POV
“You know you’ll have to go now.” Aiden says grimly once we’re alone in my office.
I don’t need him to exin, I know he’s talking about the Calypso pack. I’ve been thinking about going
for a while now, and now it’ s more important than ever to deal with these threats. At the same time, I
can’t stomach the idea of leaving Selene when she’s so vulnerable. “I can’t leave my pregnant mate
alone, especially not when we still have enemies here.” I’ve already filled my Betas in about my mom
seeing Odile, and Donavon has been scouring the city since.
“Bastien, if it’s another girl…” Aiden scrubs a tired hand over his face,”you don’t have a choice.”
“I know that!” I snap,shing out at him and instantly regretting it. “I’m sorry,” I sigh, “It’s not just the
danger, or the need to protect Selene. She was really sickst time, and I wasn’t there to take care of
her. She did it all alone.” I don’t want to admit my other fears, but they spill out of me anyway. And I
missed it. I missed seeing her perform a miracle, I missed seeing my daughter grow into being and
enter the world.”
As much as I hate to admit it, I’m not sure what bothers me more, not being here to protect my family,
or missing out on these experiences. The knowledge fills me with guilt and shame, what kind of wolf
am I? What kind of Alpha puts their own selfish desires over the safety of their loved ones?
“You’re doing this to protect them.” Aiden reminds me, as if reading my thoughts. “So that the next pup
thates won’t have to worry about any of this. So that you can be there for every second of the
journey. Selene is only 24, she has a lot of breeding years ahead of her still. As long as she has a
future, you’ll have more chances but she has to have a future, Bastien.”
He’s right. I know he’s right. “How am I even supposed to leave again when the pack is still angry at me
for chasing Selene to Asphodel?”
“Because you won’t be leaving everything to the council this time. Odette, Donavon, Selene and I will
still be here to take care of business. Between the four of us, we’ll keep the trains running.” My beta
reasons.
As much as I want Selene to feel empowered as my mate and get involved with governing the pack,
the ns we’ve drawn up for my hypothetical trip didn’t ount for her being pregnant. Now not only is
she going to be starting a new business and wrangling a toddler, she’s going to be sick as a dog.
“You’re going to have to watch Selene very carefully. All of you.” I tell Aiden, “she’ll work herself into the
ground if you let her.”
“We’ll take care of her.” Aiden promises, “And L. We’ll be in constant contact, and it won’t be that
long.”
“Why do you say that?” I ask.
“Because it can’t be.” He responds stonily, “We can get by without you-keep people cated – for
maybe a month. Any more than that and… I don’t know what would happen.”
The prospect of my mission is seeming more and more impossible. I’ve got to infiltrate the Calypso
territory, somehow get close to ise without him finding out who I am, and either convince him to give
up his hunt for Vna wolves, or make it impossible for it to continue. And now I only have a month to
do it.
“One month,” I nod in agreement.
“Have you told Selene?” Aiden wonders aloud.
“She knows I’ve thought about it, but she doesn’t realize how serious I was.” I exhale, dragging a hand
through my hair. “How the hell am I going to tell her?”