This dreadful ache within my soul


    I may be man, but not one whole


    Mere existence, I''ve no true goal


    Until at last I hear my final toll


    This story originates from Royal Road. Ensure the author gets the support they deserve by reading it there.


    A life spent in wait, a boy drained of hate


    Claimed by no mate, a husk sacrificed to uncaring fate


    There is pain within that will not heal


    My flesh marred by scars, now long seal


    Destiny profound that seems unreal


    My blackened soul still awaits reveal


    Higher thoughts, they do descend


    With past actions, I must contend


    My history long written, to no amend


    Will I find joy before I reach my end


    Or has my suffering fled me through this pen?