Chapter 1083


    Chapter 1083


    [During that time, I was just a zombie, trying to adjust my mentality and think of myself as a pet with no


    dignity, not allowing myself to think too much. But I was sober, and I knew I was a human being I


    wanted basic respect and wanted to live with dignity So, from then on, I had the idea of running away


    from him in my


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    heart.


    I talked to my mom about this, and she said, “The Rivera family is now powerful, they can help the Blue


    family get back on their feet. Zavier is willing to marry you even during the downfall of our family. You


    should be grateful.”


    I responded, “I didn’t want to marry him.”


    My mother said again, “You’re already married to him. You’re husband and wife. You have to follow


    Zavier once you marry him, and no matter how hard life gets after marriage, you just have to suck it


    up.”


    My mother asked me to bear with it. I tried to bear with it too. But it wasn’t once or twice that he abused


    me, it was countless times. I remember once, because I didn’t feel well and wasn’t enthusiastic


    enough, Zavier thought I was distracted, must be thinking about other men. So he took a knife and


    shed a few wounds on my leg, tortured me for a whole day. I nearly lost my life that time.


    I wanted to bear with it, but how long could I endure this life that drained me physically and mentally?


    After that incident, I started nning to leave him. I thought that with my efforts, I should be able to


    sessfully leave him. To leave Zavier, I had topletely cut off all troubles. So I always took


    contraceptives, absolutely not letting myself bear his child.


    But as time went on, there were always times when I slipped up. Just once, I didn’t take the


    contraceptive, and I got pregnant. A child conceived after taking so many drugs would definitely not be


    healthy, I didn’t want that child toe into this world to suffer, so I was always looking for a chance to


    abort. I looked for countless opportunities, but no one was willing to help me. Everyone thought we


    were husband and wife. Quarrels between husband and wife would always calm down. Everyone


    advised me to live a good life with Zavier, but I really couldn’t go on, every second with him was torture


    for me. I don’t know who made the rule that you can only persuade a couple to reconcile and not to


    divorce.


    Out of desperation, I ced my hopes on you whom I had just met. I invited you to the hot springs, I


    knew Zavier woulde, so’l put on a big show when you were all there. I thought I was so pitiful,


    there should be someone among you who could help me, get me away from Zavier, give me a


    breather. I wasn’t wrong. It was indeed you who saved me. You brought me to Riverton, trying to let me


    rx, and I left at that moment. Zavier couldn’t find me, so he med everything on you. He didn’t


    know that it was his actions that made me want to escape from that suffocating ce. He didn’t know


    that I actually used you.


    Cornelia, I’m deeply sorry! I took advantage of your sympathy without you knowing.]


    Reading this, Cornelia was already in tears, as if she could personally experience the suffocation and


    despair that Skyler felt.


    “Skyler, you don’t have to apologize! Helping you was my choice. I was influenced by the outside world


    and couldn’t save you again. Otherwise you wouldn’t have…” Cornelia whispered


    Marcus quickly hugged Cornelia, “Cornelia, try to calm down first, continue readingter.”