Loving You In Secret By Debbie Meza Chapter 124


    Chapter 124


    Vicky clenched her fists tightly under the sheets and stiffened until her entire


    body was as hard as a rock. As she tried to stop fighting Tyler, the weight on her


    body disappeared.


    She opened her eyes and found Tyler standing by the bed. Panicking, she


    muttered, “Tyler…”


    He did not look at her and simply said, ’Why bother forcing yourself into it if you


    don’t want to?’


    “I want to…” She lowered her head. “You know that I’ve forgotten about a lot of


    things, and it’s hard to…get used to things.”


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    Since they were already married, there was no point in dying the inevitable


    since she knew that her resistance would eventually melt away.


    He lowered his gaze and stared into her eyes. “I’m not into assaulting women.”


    “That’s not it. I’m doing this willingly.”


    “You say that, but your heart says otherwise. That makes this just as bad as an


    assault,” he said emotionlessly.


    She bit her lower lip when she looked into his eyes.


    It was not a shame for a woman to try and defend her marriage, and intimacy


    was a great part of a healthy marriage.


    As her final attempt, she argued, “It’s not that I don’t want to. It’s just that…I can’t


    get past the mental block. I think I’m just scared of the unknown… Yeah, that’s


    probably it.”


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    Toward the end, she began to lose track of her own thoughts.


    He nced at her. “You’re scared of the unknown?” The look in his eyes


    darkened. “Why weren’t you scared of the unknown when you seduced me for


    the very first time, then?”


    She was at a loss for words. Vicky did not enjoy hearing about the past from


    Tyler, mainly because it did not seem to be great memories, but also because


    she had forgotten about everything and could not even defend herself.


    After a few moments of silence, she muttered, “That’s because…1 was younger


    and fearless then.”


    “Younger and fearless… Vicky, you sure are great at finding excuses.”


    Her cheeks burned as her silence remained.


    She was not a conservative woman in the traditional sense but still felt a little


    shy when Tyler turned her down while she relentlessly tried to seduce him. She


    sheepishly tried to change the subject and said, “It’ste. Let’s go to sleep.”


    He shot her onest look before turning to leave.


    Vicky distinctly remembered how he left and spent the night in the study room


    after she turned him down the time before and blurted out, “Tyler, where are you


    going?”


    He stilled and turned to look at the anxious expression on her face. His lips


    curled into a smile and said, “I’m just going to dry my hair in the bathroom,


    Missus Hart. Why are you so nervous?”


    “You aren’t leaving?”


    “Where will I go?”


    “I thought…you’re going to another room,” she said awkwardly.


    With a half-smile, he said in a seductive voice, “Before you lost your memories,


    you didn’t want me to sleep in another room, so you moved all the beds in other


    rooms out. Seems like habits stick even when you lose your memories.”


    He scanned her up and down pointedly. “Vicky Shaw, do you really not


    remember a thing?”


    “If I’m faking it, are you going to divorce me?” she retorted