She''s in my thoughts, dwelling in dream


    that special woman I shall never forget.


    I often awaken aghast, wanting to scream


    drenched in regrets, sadness, and sweat.


    Most of my days are bright and full of hope


    nut it''s the calm before the impending storm.


    Ensure your favorite authors get the support they deserve. Read this novel on Royal Road.??At night I feel so tiny, as if under a microscope


    I need to break the cycle, escape the new norm.


    Wanting change and doing it are different things


    as one needs faith of heart, love of self to move on.


    When that happens, your lost soul will grown wings


    nights are less scary, you depend less on the dawn.


    There is no greater feeling that could compare


    to when one is finally freed from their despair.