Introduction: Loving and wanting something that can't be get,is the natural human nature. But then having it for a short time and then taken it away makes it more wanted than ever. But what if this is the destiny that planed not to give you a permanent place there where you love to be. Knowing it鈥檚 killing you and eating you slowly would you still want it?. Longing for the love you can never afford,how would you pay the expenses?!....